Okay so since I've also been seeing some people feeling down these days, it's story time.

Well a story that happened two minutes before I wrote this.

I was writing Cool Kids, minding my own business while a movie played in the TV and guess what?

A dog died.

And I cried.

Literally cried.

My eyes are red, my glasses were wet, I feel my nose tingling the whole package.

And guess what else?

My mum yelled at me.

For crying.

SHE

YELLED

AT

ME

AND

DEMANDED

I

STOPPED

CRYING

BECAUSE

CRYING

IS

NOT

NORMAL

And now this isn't the first time, something like this happens. Not because I cried for a dog's death but because I cried....

FOR WELL ANYTHING

I didn't pass my exams and cried?

My squirrel died and I cried?

I felt depressed and didn't want life and I cried?

WELL SUCK IT UP YOU PANSY

Let me tell you something people because one day you might find yourself in that position: it's okay to fuckin cry.

If anyone tells you not to cry (not because it pains them to see you like this but because you aren't allowed to cry and this person will get mad if you do)FUCKIN FLIP THEM OFF AND I SWEAR I WILL COME AND PUNCH THEM RIGHT IN THE FACE.

Crying is good.

If you're a girl and want to cry, cry.

If you're a boy and want to cry, cry.

If you're a unicorn and want to cry, cry.

IF YOU'RE A LIVING BEAN AND WANT TO CRY, YOU CAN CRY AND NO ONE CAN STOP YOU.

I'm sick of this.

I'm sick of people telling me to talk to my parents about my problems, the same people who if you cry they will chop your head off.

I could never cry in front of my father. Back when I was at holidays and the entire family dinner incident happened, I didn't want to cry in front of my dad not because I was too proud but because he would yell at me to stop crying.

It's so nice to know that my mother is not any better.

But you know if she cries about a movie, it's okay. If I cry about anything I'm just being dramatic.

Wonderful.

Also if I don't update Cool Kids today, know that this is the reason. Because I was in a great mood and because I felt sad for a dog dying in a movie my mum yelled at me.

I know many people(hahahaha) want an update but my computer is already wet from tears and it might take a while.