First off....I'm so sorry!! Please victuuri forgive me for I have sin!! It took me a very long time to get back to my writing!! I'm sorry!  Victuuri thank you for saving me and being my OTP!! Thank you!! Victor and yuri are gods!! Ok!! They are flipin gods!!! I'm sorry my lovely Victuuri!! Oh and for the fans of Victuuri.....Meh, I'm not writing this for you....I'm writing this so I can worship Victuuri, that is my religion from now on is Victuuri. Any way lets get to the story.

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Yuri pov....

" I'm sorry Victor." I cried out, I put people through so much pain and this is all my fault, how could be so selfish and horrible, Victor doesn't derseve this, the world doesn't derseve this, I should just die.

" this all my fault and ...and ....and.....I'm so sorry!!" I screamed. I just fell on the floor, my knees gave up on me. I'm so pathetic. 

Victor comes over to me and holds me, whispering "shh sssshh sh....yuri what did you do?" He said.

I'm so horrible. The king,  is coming over to me and holding me, he's so kind, I don't derseve this. I don't want to talk about this. I don't  want Victor to realize he should of chosen another mate, I feel like he doesn't want me for my body , like other alphas do, I feel like he really wants to know me, and he wants me for who I am , he wants me to stay, and love him, ..or is using me as a toy to play with. Either way  I don't want him to find out. He'll  feel disgrace and disgusted that he touch me, seen me  And says my name. I don't want that. I don't want that at all. Even if  he is playing  with me, it still feels nice, for some one holding me, pretending they care for me.  I can't tell him.  I can't tell him way, He'll kill me.

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what I did and what pain I caused, but please even if it's too much to ask  I don't want to talk about it." I said. He holds me closer. I blush. I can hear he's heart beat. So smooth, fast, and .....comforting. I feel safe, and I haven't felt this way since my parents died in that fire. I'm so....happy.

He softly pets my head. Softly putting he's fingers through my curls. This feels nice. I want to stay like this for ever. 

" yuri I desire one thing from you right now, and I was wondering can I have it?" He ask. I look up towards him. 

" hmm?.....what do you mean? " I ask. He had a light tint of pink on his cheeks.

" I desire one thing and that one thing is to kiss you." He said. He's head was extremely close to mine. Kiss me? But I never kiss before!!? My master would try but I would always push him off!! How do I do it? If I don't , will he kill me?

" if you don't say yes I'm going to force you...." He whispered in my ear. He's accent was deep and full of lust. A shiver went down my spine, My heart beated quickly and my face was bright  red.

If he's going to force me than I have to say yes!? Holy crap my first kiss is with the king!? He wants to kiss me!? Why? I never done anything like this before. My heart beated fast. I nodded. 

He smirk and he came in slowly. My heart jump to my throat. Oh god, he's so close. I can smell him and he smells like...soft fresh rain. He's smell is so intoxicating, my eyes relax and I close my eyes slowly leaning in. 

At first, it was soft and warm and gentle , We just brush lips. He's are so soft and sweet. I hummed sweetly. He than bit my bottom lip, not hard but gently...but enough to catch me off guard. I gasp. He shoved he's tongue down my mouth. He lick the roof of my mouth and I moan. He heild me closer. My nails dug into he's back. He moan. does it hurt? Does he like being hurt but while being pleasure right now? 

I wrap my legs around he's waist. Are the servants watching? I than felt howhard he was....you know what who cares. I moan again while he was teasing my tongue.  We tore apart for air.

" Victor it's my fault the sacrifices come here..." I confess.