Yuri pov...

I slept in Victor bed again. We just cuddle that's it. 

I can't believe myself. My face grew hot and my heart beated faster, when I cuddle with him. I fell in love with him. And everyone morning he's says.

"Good morning , my love , I love you." That always makes me blush and I hide my face  into he's chest while I blush. God, thank god I'm not in that situation right now.

Phichit measure me....for my wedding dress. 

( from author-chan , yes I am making him wear a dress because .....he will look FABULOUS in it!! Ok so I'm making him wear a dress so deal with it. Ok because yuri looks great in anything!! Go on my little piggy and shake that booty!! And wear that dress!!) 

" why am I wearing a dress and not a suit?" I ask.

" because he's grace would appreciate it. And also wanted you  into this wedding dress as quickly as possible." He said. As he measure my shoulder.

" phichit are you ok? " I ask. 

He sat on the couch. 

" no yuri I'm not ok... I fell in love..." He said. 

Oh phichit fell in love that's wonderful!! Oh I'm so happy for him!! 

" that's wonderful. " I said wth a smile.

" no you don't get it..." 

" how? Your in love ...how is that bad?" I ask. He put he's hands on head, while shaking he's head  no.

" because yuri...I fell in love with my best friend..." He said. 

" that's  even better!! You guys must get along really well and-" 

" you fucking idiot!  I'm in love with you!! I love you yuri!!" He yelled. I gasp. Phichit can't love me...I love the king. I fell I  love with him. He loves me. Oh phichit no, no ,no, I'm gonna hurt you, but I don't want too...please I don't want too...

" I know your marrying the king...but...but we can run away togarther and be happy ...please yuri I'm begging yo-" 

" no" I said. 

" y-yuri?" He ask. Tears began to fall. 

" I can't marry you ...because I love some one else...I'm so sorry phichit..it's just I love the king...our wedding is in a week. And to be honest I'm happy..." I said with a smile but soon tears began to fall.

" but I fell for a monster!!  I hurt you!! I'm the worst human being ever!  I'm so selfish! Phichit I want you to be happy so badly!! And I love you!! But I see you as a brother!! I'm so sorry I hurt you phichit. I really am." I said as tears over flow.

phichit than hug me. 

" don't worry sweety I love  you, and it's ok if you don't love me back, I just want you to be happy." Said phichit. As I felt tears over flowing my own face while I wail. I felt a couple of tears from phichit on my forehead.

" I fell for a monster!! A person who loves to kill people and does it for fun!! I fell in love wth him at that moment when he was torturing my master than letting him be in more and more eatch pain and letting him have pain every  day of he's life!! I fell in love in the worst ways as possible!! How could I?! How dare I fall for a monster!!" I yelled, while phichit heild me as I cry. 

No one pov...

Victor was behind the door the whole time. Tears fell on he's own cheeks.

Yuri is right, he's a monster, he does kill for fun, he's unstable. 

Yuri ashamed of loving me.  Victor fell on the floor. Hes tears now fall. 

Yuri doesn't want to marry me, he never wanted it!! I should of ask him instead....or maybe some one is in the way of our love?