Many hours later, my boyfriend found me close to the park.
We didn't say anything, his eyes didn't even meet mine. We weren't really ignoring each other. I guess we enjoyed the silence and peace. No yelling, no tears, just him and I being perfectly calm in a perfectly calm street.

He must be loving me, right ? Otherwise he wouldn't bother looking for me. As I keep my sorry's on the tip of my tongue, I start to feel guilty.
Maybe I was indeed overreacting... Should I put my pride away to help this relationship work out ?

He parked, we entered the flat and... nothing. Each of us must have felt like walking beside a ghost. I couldn't bear this. Our relationship is great, it just needs some ... something.
"Do you wanna go to Disney Land ?" I said. He replied shortly with a " sure."
He understood what I meant by that. As we do have a trip everytime we fight. At this point, I may as well become a travel influencer. But certainly not a sociologist or psychologist, oh dear, how clumsy I can be. He is one of my only social interactions so he knows.
He says I already made some social skills improvement. In a way, his anger issues are just as bad as my poor social skills. So how is it fair to complain about his anger ? He accepts me. So should I.

After tomorrow I have a new students group meeting at university. Hopefully I can make some friends there. Or at least, meet some people without being rude to them. I can't help it. People are extremely boring and ignorant. They talk without knowing. They say things they don't think or worse....they say things they actually think. Their minds ruin the national IQ test statisticics.
I'd rather call them simple-minded now, as my psychologist (which happens to be my mother)  told me calling people dumb is rude. How interesting... it is rude, the same way lying is also rude. So how can people find a balance ? And how can they evaluate that my balance is not accurate ?