"Alone!"

Madison sat in the movie theater as she watched season one and the webisodes over and over again. She sighed as she looked around and missed laughing with them and smiling with them. "What if..." She mumbled as she switched the channels so fast it showed her what was happening now in their universe. She smiled and and watch them closely. Marinette was stuttering around Adrien, Tikki and Plagg would be separated, Alya and Nino would see each other.

She missed them. She grabbed her phone and looked at the screen. It was black and she bit her lip. She couldn't be. No. It's impossible for her. "Madison!" She turned and saw her friend. "Madison I found these super cool edits on Insta! I'll send them to you!" She giggled and sent them. She laughed and squealed, her heart beating faster as she watched the small edits of Marinette, Ladybug, Adrien or Chat Noir. She looked up and her friend was gone.

She sighed and went on Wattpad. She scrolled through her notifications, reading the comments on her stories and laughing, replying if she needed too and sometimes rereading her writing. She got to the top and thought about the number that was there. 76. That was too small. It would normally be around 160. She looked at accounts and how long ago they were last active.

One hour.
Three hours.
Two days.
five weeks.
Seven months.

All miraculous accounts. She went to a first account. An account that was there in the beginning. She typed in the name letter by letter and clicked on search.

No profile.

No. They were all leaving. She turned off her phone and hung her arm over her her legs, resting her other arm over her knees and rested her head on her arm. Why should she even stay. Everyone was leaving the fandom. She felt like the only one that stayed. She dug her head into her knees and bit her lip, holding back a sob. Maybe, maybe Chat was right. Season two would probably be more complicated with more villains, and more heroes. How it would fuck up the square and how everything would be more complicated for the characters.

She couldn't take it and let the tears stream down her face, her short hair falling on her face and her eyes seeming like they were draining of color. "Madison!" She felt something hit her on the back of the head. "Stop crying stupid!" They yelled. She bit her lip and kept crying. "Okay, what's wrong?" Her sister sat next to her.

"E-Everyone's leaving." She heaved out.

"Is this about your stupid fandom?" Madison nodded slightly. "I told you this would happen. It's just a cartoon and you're too old for cartoons. Just move on and go paint or something." She walked out of the room and Madison heaved out another sob. She looked up at the screen and saw Adriens smile and her heart sped up. She wiped her eyes and nodded to herself.

She could do it. It was only a few months. Only like, three or five. She could wait that long. She needed too. She could stay strong! "I can do it! I can stay! I can do it! I can stay! I can do it and stay and watch season two! If I'm strong then they'll be too! Once season two is out you'll have more ideas! Come on Madison! You got this!" She yelled to herself as she saw Marinette smile. "You can stay for them! For the battles and new people! For the angst and love square, cube, thing! For the outside plot and character development! This is your fandom! This is your family! Family is family, no matter what! I will not abandon my family!" She smiled and saw how the class treated each other like a family.

"I will not leave my family behind! Ohana means family! Family means no is left behind or fucking forgotten! I will not leave and I will not forget!" She yelled and smiled, hoping to break through to someone.

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