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I moved on.

It all starts when I woke up one day and you didn't cross my mind. When I went to my favorite place and didn't picture you here with me. My eyes are no longer searching for you all around the room, my little butterflies are no longer excited about you.
I don't feel anxious before going to a place I know you'll be in.

I still remember when someone mentioned your name and I didn't eavesdrop, when we made an eye contact that day, I didn't mention it once to my friends. I didn't freak out when you saw my story when I was all dressed up and breathtaking.

I don't wait for our common friends to tell me you miss me or want me back. I didn't hate that girl when she said she thought you were cute.

I no longer skip our favorite song. I no longer picture us in that happy end romantic movie that I watch every valentine.

I didn't blink twice deleting our chats and pictures. Not feeling sad nor happy.

It's that day when you became more than normal just like that - all ride silent- uber driver that I'll probably never think of as soon as I step out of the car.

The "i love you" still rings  in my ear but my mind isn't paying enough attention to it. I remember that voice I used to fall all over again when I hear-it but now my mind just can't recognize it, if I ever heard it in reality.

I no longer think about the day you held my hands, everyday before sleeping.  You haven't visited my dreams for months now, you are not in my search history or my friend's chat.

You are the- not loved not hated -person to me. You became just like every human being I ever saw but forgot, except that I remember how you look and act.

I don't know maybe you'll become normal enough to make me fall in love all over again just like how everything started. But all I know right now is that you've became my well known stranger.

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