Because of what M's mom had put her through, M developed three many fears and lost a lot of joy and smiled. (M's fears: the fear of being forgotten, the fear of being abandoned, and the fear of certain things involving sex. )
     M was so young and she became broken. She hated people, trusted no one, and was afraid of being/ getting attached to anyone again. She was afraid of her family and tried to stay away from them as much as possible because her grandmother abused her. She claimed it was all M's fault her daughter left. As M got older she began resenting that woman for hurting her all those years.
 
      I should really quit jumping ahead, I forgot to tell you about M's mom's other mistake..... the failed condom.