For a fourth birthday present for M, she learned how to please a man, how to have sex, smoke, steal, drink, and that she was good at most of them.
     M was taught that stealing was a good thing, that it was how poor people 'bought' the things they wanted. Her mom told her that, and she believed it was a good thing, that it was normal. She was a fast learner and began stealing with such ease that she'd never get caught. She was even better than her mommy, who seemed to get caught a lot. This became her way to survive in life. Steal or go without. And plus, it made mommy happy.
     At a party, M's mommy was smoking and forced the cigarette into her daughter's mouth and said inhale. She couldn't do it right and it hurt M to a point where she almost passed out. But mother of the year was too drunk to notice it, that or too busy trying to get down her own cousin's pants.
       Then she tried to make her drink beer so a man could fuck her, then her mom for a hundred dollars.  Best mother in the world, letting a man pet your daughter inappropriately at the age of four. That shouldn't even be done in general.
    M's mom would find men who had fetishes for children sucking their dicks or handies from them, and made M do it. She gave her daughter to those men willing, just for maybe a twenty max. She'd watch to make sure M was doing it right and to make sure the man got what he paid for an nothing more. Though M hated doing those things, she didn't want her only parent she had left to leave her too. So she toughed it out, and did what the men wanted so her mommy would love her. So she even read human anatomy books and home remedy books to learn how sex and etc. worked.

   You'd do anything for your mother to love you wouldn't you?
   
     But regardless of what M did to make her mommy happy, she left her at the age of five. M blamed herself when her mother left her, she thought it was because she wasn't good enough, she did something wrong, or she was just trash like she'd been called by her grandmother multiple times. Either way, she was gone and M was scarred.