"I hate my weaknesses. They make me who I am. It makes no difference. I'm insignificant. Yeah it's cool I'll be okay I felt your pain wash over me so I dry your eyes and hide my shakes. I hate the look that's on your face."

Everyone is just joyriding through life. We don't know what's going to happen and it doesn't matter because we didn't plan for it anyways. There's no point in hating ourselves because in the end, we don't matter. Nothing we do matters. It's better to stop caring than to let it keep you awake at night but it's okay if it does.