"It's up to you to find something to do. It's useless and boring, don't wanna be bored anymore. Oh what are you boring me for?"

After a while, life gets less exciting and boy did that ever mess with my head. I went from wanting to go places and enjoying my life to not wanting to get out of my bed because something I did embarrassed me the day before. I had to find something to make me excited about life and I'm still searching to this day.