"I'm writing the future, I'm writing it out, loud. We don't talk about the past, We don't talk about the past now. So, I'm writing the future, I'm leaving a key here. Something won't always be missing, You won't always feel emptier. Just think of the future, And think of your dreams. You'll get away from here, You'll get away eventually. So, just think of the future, Think of a new life. And don't get lost in the memories, Keep your eyes on a new prize."

A few months back, I wasn't in the best place. I'm still so far from better but I'm doing what I can. I was looking at jobs that include what I actually want to do and it was really a wake up call. I would always dream of finally making music that people enjoy and having people understand my lyrics and want to hear them but then I took a step back and realized how unrealistic that dream is. As much as people say they care, they really don't. I just want to get out of my hometown and play shows for people. At one point I really thought that maybe it would be better to just stop leaving my room and house than to go through the pain of not being happy with my life. I guess I learnt that I at least have to try before I shut things down. I felt incredibly uninspired for months and I hadn't written anything that I could ever use as a song but I'm getting back into things now. I'm thinking about things I can do to change the future. I really think I can make it.