"And we just go in circles. But now I'm told that this is life and pain is just a simple compromise, so we can get what we want out of it. Would someone care to classify a broken heart and twisted mind so I can find someone to rely on."

I'm so fucking lonely. I feel like I can't form strong relationships with people and when I finally find someone I feel like I can trust, I pull away at the last second. I'm alone, scared hurt and angry a lot of the time and it scares me because I shouldn't be like this.