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Gyakkou
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--Fate/Grand Order : Cosmos in the Lostbelt OST---

Lyrics: Sakamoto Maaya
Composition: Izawa Ichiyou
Arrangement: Izawa Ichiyou / Eguchi Ryou

Yuuutsu datta   itsumo mezameru to onnaji tenjou ga atte
Genjitsu datte omoishirasareru   koko ni wa deguchi ga nai

Dou yatte owaraseru no   kansei mo houkai mo eien ni otozurenai monogatari
Mou unmei ga kimatteru nara
Erabenakatta mirai wa souzou shinai to chikatta hazu na no ni

Madoromi no fuchi de watashi wa yasashii yume wo miru   maboroshi to shirinagara
Anata ni kakeyotte   mou sugu yubi ga fureru
Soshite hohoeminagara mezameru no

Hontou ni hoshii mono ga wakaranai   konna ni uete iru no ni
Jitto shitetara kako ni torawareru   doushite mo iku shika nai

Hito wa umarenagara dare mo ga byoudou tte   kantan ni ieru hodo mujaki ja nai
Itamu no wa isshun dake   sugu ni narete shimau wa
Sou warikireta hou ga zutto raku datta

Zetsubou no hotori   natsukashii hito no na wo sakebu   sore wa enrai no you ni
Mada tatakatteru to   arashi no mukougawa ni iru to anata dake ni todokeba ii

Chinmoku wo yaburi   shouheki wo koete   mabushisugiru mukougawa e hashire
Ame no senrei to   nukarunda michi   gyakkou abite   doro darake ni nare
Watashi wa koko ni iru

Anata ni kakeyotte   mou sugu yubi ga fureru   soshite erabitakatta mirai wo
Zetsubou no hotori   natsukashii hito no na wo sakebu   sore wa enrai no you ni
Mada tatakatteru to   arashi no mukougawa ni iru to   anata dake ni todokeba ii

English :

I was melancholic, seeing the same ceiling there every time I woke up,
Telling me that this is reality – there is no exit from here.

How do I put this to an end? Both completion and destruction are stories that will never arrive.
If my destiny is already set in stone,
Then I won’t imagine the future I couldn’t choose – that’s what I vowed, but…

In the abyss of slumber, I see a gentle dream, knowing that it is an illusion.
I run to you; just a little closer and my fingers will touch you –
And then, smiling, I wake up.

I don’t know what I truly want, despite this hunger.
If I stay still, I will be captured by the past – the only thing to do is go.

I’m not so innocent as to easily say that all people are born equal.
It only hurts for a moment – you get used to it quickly.
It was so much easier when I could plot things out neatly like that.

On the banks of despair, I shout out a nostalgic name, and it is like distant thunder.
That I am still fighting, that I am on the other side of the storm – let it carry my message to only you.

Break the silence and cross the barrier; run to that dazzling other side.
Baptism of rain and a miry road – bathe in the backlight and be covered in mud.
I am here.

I run to you; just a little closer and my fingers will touch you – and then, the future I wanted to choose…
On the banks of despair, I shout out a nostalgic name, and it is like distant thunder.
That I am still fighting, that I am on the other side of the storm – let it carry my message to only you.