Hey this isn't my phone but I wanna share a story. I'm AuracleGirl09. You can go follow me or not. I'd follow you back. Now stopping my self promotion let's go over what happened. So I have a very dear close friend who owns this account I met her this year and she is very open to everyone she is super kind I love her.   Now for my story. I'm an average girl trying to live a weird life. At home and at school I am completely different and at school I have problems. Like love. So I'm here to spill the tea. I like 5 people well I used to. One by one I figured out they had a special person in their lives. It's not me. I'm happy for them but it just pulls my strings. Some I don't know I liked until I lost them. The people that like me I just don't like. Then just last week I found this guy. He seemed like a bad boy type dude. He got glasses and hurt his wrist. I felt bad but what kept me on the hook even if he was a different race and a whole other grade level was his reaction towards me. He seems to look at me when I looked at him we don't know each other I knew him tho but he didn't even think I exist. It may just be chance but for a girl like me I overreacted. So my question is    Why do you display false hope?   I hate this. This school year is getting difficult I'm supposed to be studying and I am but it's just hard I want to be good but I keep falling into this thing called love this is my 3 rd love. What I mean by this is I've only ever shaken and my heartbeat got faster when I met these people. Now guess what. Just today in a class I saw him through the window. I was talking to this girl and she said you like him I said no trying not to get caught. I tried not to think about it but I couldn't help it.  So I asked her what she knew about him. She said he's dating this other girl. My heart stopped. That girl I've known for 2 years and I talked to her for a little while we were good friends and eventually met each other a few times. There was no way that I couldn't have know that she was dating him. So here I am writing this story in my next class regretting my love life. Actually what love life am I talking about? I have to go now bye. I'll try to update you but please don't count on it.