Warning: This gets deep. Mentions rape, body shaming, So much more. read at own risk. Congrats if you don't cry. Also, your body is beautiful. Please don't think body shaming is okay. I'm deeply sorry for my fucked up imagination. Also sorry for the terrible title.

Richies POV [When Nancy and Mike were getting bullied by Henry]

We wanted to see if Eddie really saw a hobo with leprosy. "I swear! I saw him again!" Eddie whined. "I-if anything...The ho-ho-ho-hobo would have Syphilis." Bill said.

 We biked up to the Neibolt house. We got off our bikes and walked up the porch. Eddie held on to me tightly. We looked around but there was no sign of a hobo.

 "I swear I saw him again," Eddie said. "It's not that we don't believe you. We just don't believe he's a walking infection." I said.

 Eddie frowned at me and walked to his bike and got on. "Fine! Don't believe me." He said. "E-Eddie-" Bill was cut off.

 "Save it. Just so you know if something weird happens with you, don't expect me to believe it." He said riding away. We both walk out. "Eddie!" I yell.

 He ignores me and keeps riding. I sigh and kick the fence. I get on my bike and start peddling slowly. "Bye," I say to Bill. Bill waves and I start peddling fast.

 I head my way to Nancy's. I get there and put my bike by there car so my tires won't get popped. I walk up to the door and knock on it. It opens shortly after.

 I see Mrs. Green Insanely happy. "Oh. Hi there Tozier." She said ruffing up my hair. Before I say anything she stops me. "Have you seen Nancy?" She said.

 "She's not here?" I asked. "Sorry, But no..." She said. I sighed. I started walking towards my bike. "Oh if you see her can you tell her there's exciting news." She asked.

 "Sure. Whats the news?" I ask looking back at her while getting on my bike. "I'm Pregnant!" She says happily. I go wide-eyed. I look down at her stomach and back at her face.

 "Yeah..." I said peddling off. for the first time, I felt speechless. I keep peddling while looking for Nancy. I go down a neighborhood and see homeschool.

 I then see him grab someone's hand. That, someone, was Nancy. She hugged him smiling. They both looked like a mess. I paddled closer.

 "Am I interrupting something?" I said clearly jealous. They both released from the hug and looked at me and gave a weird smile. "No," Nancy said.

 I looked down at her outfit and it looked soaked. "What happened to you guys?" I asked. "Oh...ummm..." Nancy said. "We went for a dip," Mike said.

 "You want me to take you home?" I asked looking towards nancy. "If you want." She said. I patted my seat and she gave one last hug to mike before walking over to me.

 She sat on the seat and I started peddling. "Bye homeschool," I said. He waved bye before getting on his bike. I started making my way to her house.

 I then felt two arms snake around me and hold on to me. I smiled. We hit a bump and I felt her hold onto me more pressing her boobs onto my back. I smiled even more.

 "So why are you wet?" I asked. She didn't answer. "You okay?" I ask coming to a stop and looking back at her. "I don't want to go home." She said.

 Her voice was cracking like she was gonna burst into tears. We both got off the bike. "Hey," I said holding her. "We don't have to go home. We can go wherever you want." I said.

 She then started sobbing. I caressed her wet hair holding her close to me. "We can go see Eddie! I mean, he's mad at me but, I bet he'd love to see you." I said trying to cheer her up.

 "He'll hate me." She said sobbing more. "He doesn't hate you," I said cupping her face. "He will when he sees me all dirty." "He'll love you dirty or not."  She went back crying in my chest.

 "Please stop crying." "I can't!" "Why not?" "I hate my life!" I was thrown back at her words. "You don't mean that," I said. "Yes, I do." She said. She leaned up so she could face me.

 "My life sucks. I literally almost died from drowning, My mom is probably pregnant with someone else's baby, My mom and dad never liked each other, Henry tried raping me, I found out that Henry might be the dad of my mom's new child, I went to the Neibolt house and saw you guys rotting and throwing up black liquids, I kept ignoring you guys and because of that. I just saw you as a rotting corpse. Everytime you or Eddie try to kiss me or something more, all I see in my mind is Henry trying to rip my clothes off and violate me. It hurts and all I want to do is die." She said.

 Once again I was thrown back from her words. I stood up and grabbed her hand to pull her up. "Sit," I said. More like demanded. She sat on the bike seat sniffling.

 I got on and raced to eddies. Once we got there i got off my bike and ran to the door. I banged on it. I turned to see nancy starting to get off the bike. "Stay," I said.

 She sat back down. The door finally opened to reveal Eddie. He crossed his arms and frowned at me. "What do you want?" He said. He looked even more upset. "I need you," I said.

 He got all flustered and looked around frantically. He stepped out and shut the door. "My mom's awake in there." He said. "Also nancy needs you. Please come to my house." I said seriously.

 I started walking away. I then stopped and turned to him. "And see if you can spend the night," I said turning back and walking back to nancy. She looked really depressed. I waved to Eddie.

 He came out and grabbed his inhaler. He then ran for his bike. He got on then caught up to me. I turned and he looked surprised to see nancy look like this.

 After a seven-minute bike ride, we got to my house. We all walked in. I shut my door and then guided nancy and Eddie to my room. "Nancy," I said. She looked up.

 "Just go take a shower while I talk to Eddie," I said. She then walked out of the room and into the bathroom. I shut the door and sit next to Eddie on the bed.

 "Whats wrong with her?" He said worriedly. "She just told me a lot...I wasn't really in the mood to cry in the middle of the street so I came to you." I said feeling a lump in my throat from trying to hold back tears. 

Nancy's POV

I take off my dress and everything off slowly. I look over at the mirror. I see all the cuts and scars and everything wrong with me.

 "Hideous," I said before stepping into the bathtub and turning on the water. I felt cold water hit my back.

 I tensed up but felt the water getting warmer. I stood up properly and let the warm water hitting my face.

 I grabbed the soap and poured some in my hand. I started rubbing the soap over my body feeling the deep cuts and scars from my brother or Henry.

 I then start crying lowly so Eddie and Richie won't hear me. I slid down so I was sitting in the shower. I hug myself close. "Why does this happen to me?" I whisper to myself.  

"It just hurts."