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You started to live in the forest 5 years ago... You're alone.
Your life isn't really cool...
Your parents died when you were only 12... And that's not the real problem.
Why ? Oh simply because your father start to rape and to punch you every week since you had 6 years old. He can't be call a good father... Is he ? And your mother... Oh god your mother ! She was beautiful... Oh yes she was ! But she was the most jealous woman in the world ! She hated you because your father touched you and he didn't touch her. So she was violent with you and you hated her too ! Your existence didn't start very well...
But now it's been 5 years that they are dead in a car crash...
It's been 5 years that you live in a hut in the forest with nothing at all.
You're 17 now and no one knows that you exist and no one has to know it.
Now, you lay on the dirty mattress where you sleep without any sheet.
You look at your little house.
You don't know if you can call it an house... You don't really have furniture or stuff and you found yours in a trash. The walls of your hut are covered with a (F/c) grubby paint that you found in the trash too. You also painted (F/a) on the walls. But they are a little bit faded by the time...
What do you look like ? Oh... You have two big (E/c), your hairs are (H/c) and (H/l) and... You could look pretty if you had washed yourself.
What's your name ? (Y/n)(Y/fn)... If only you could have another name... It remembers you your parents...
You hate your life so fucking much...
The last time that you saw a human is two years ago... You saw 3 men in the forest and they saw that you were weak and they raped you without any mercy. It's always the same...
The only thing that can comfort you is to read... The only book that you have, you stole it in a trash again... But it's your favorite book ! It called (F/b) ! You could pass your life at reading it... And that's what you do...
But few months ago you start to be sad and depressed... You always think about death. How can it be delicious to die ! You loved to understand that the death is... And that's why today is the last day of your life because you're about to kill yourself.
You wake up and try to find something to dress up. The only clothes that you have. But they are clean ! You want to die in clean clothes ! You look at yourself in your broken mirror... You look so ugly and miserable... Your shirt show a part of your tits and your short is destroyed... You look like a girl in horror movies... You are... Spooky... You take your shoes and you go out and shut the door. You don't care now ! You start to run on the path and you start to climb the mountain. You don't know the name of this mountain but you don't care. When you are at the top of it, you see an enormous hole. You look at the beautiful landscape that you see for the last time. You breath, there's a little wind, it's cold... But you don't care. You suddenly jump in the hole.

BAM

You hardly fall on the ground. You open your eyes and... No... It can't be... You can't be alive, can you ? No ! You suicide attempt failed... You fell on flowers and they saved you even if you didn't want it at all. You wake up again and shout. Your legs ! They hurt ! You force yourself to walk and you progress in the dark. In the next room, you see a strange flower... A rose... But... It has a face ! And a scary smile...

?? : Howdy I'm Rosie ! Rosie the Rose ! You're new in the Underlove, aren't you ?
You : H-hey... Yeah... I-I'm n-n-new here...
Rosie : What's your name ?
You : My name's (Y/n)
Rosie : I see... (Y/n) the human ! Let me tell you welcome in the Underlove ! There's only one rule here, you know !
You : Can you tell me which Rosie ?
Rosie : Here... I T ' S  R A P E  O R  B E  R A P P E D !

And he start to laugh at you as much as he can. You can't believe it ! No you can't ! There so many place where you could fall... So why had you fall here ? You start to cry and you yell... This pain, in your stomach... Why ? Why do you exist ? Why did this happen to you ? WHY ? You continue to scream and to cry... Why...

W H Y  C A N ' T  Y O U  J U S T  D I E  ?

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Hey everybody !
It's Inaya !
It's my first English fiction so I hope that you'll like it and that there isn't many errors in this chapter !
If there's fails in my sentences tell me that there is and I will correct it, I promise I will !
So... Goodbye !
Luv u, u lil lemons !