November 4th...4 months later

"I can't be! Please...please...please God I can't be!" pacing back and forth in my bedroom I look at the time...only one minute has passed and it feels like eternity. It felt like deja vu feeling this nervous and anxious.

I can't believe I'm doing this...what if? I can't be! But a huge part of me knows it's true...

Taking a deep breath I walk into the bathroom slowly. I see it on top of the sink...taunting me! Ugh...I have to see.

Picking up the Pregnancy test stick I had peed on a few minutes ago I close my eyes shut and exhale! "It's now or never!" I say out loud and open my eyes to see the results...

"I'M...!"

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November 3rd...the day before

I was walking inside the drugstore on a mission. I haven't been feeling well for the past few weeks and my procrastination and denial was eating my alive. 

I didn't want to believe that I could be pregnant...I was on birth control...have been for a while. But I suppose nothing is ever 100%. The signs and symptoms were there. Nauseousness...Check. Dizziness...Check. Fatigue and tiredness...Check and check. Mood swings, hunger, soar breasts and aching back....oh, and let's not forget vomiting...CHECK, CHECK, CHECK and EVERYTHING DAMN CHECKED!!

Yep...that could be the only explanation to me feeling like total crap...WHYYYYYY?!

Reaching the isle where the tests are I quickly glance through them and pick up a double pack just in case. I then grab a bottle of Tums for heartburn and make my way to the fridge to grab the biggest bottle of water since I felt so thirsty.

I made my way to the register and picked up a Kit Kat cause at that moment I craved it like pretty much everything else. Paying my total I grab my bag and head outside to my car. I needed to find out as soon as possible...maybe I just have a virus of some sort...I can't be pregnant! It's too early in mine and Jose's relationship to have a baby! I know he had talked about it a few times...but still. We've only been together for six months...we still need to get to know one another.

"Okay P..GET IT TOGETHER!! What if I'm not...then I would off been worrying for nothing! But if I am? Am I ready? I know Jose loves me and wants kids, he'll be there for me..us...he would be an amazing father...but...do I want one with him?"

Pondering all these if's and maybe's I decide to stop by the mall to get some outfits... some of my clothes have gotten a bit tight.

I was in Foot Locker when someone tapped me on my shoulder. Turning around I was surprised to see who was in front of me.

"Colin!" I gasp taking a step back.

"Hey baby girl! It's been a while!" he smirks taking a step closer to me.

"It has been...how are you?" I ask.

Shrugging his shoulder he responds..."Considering that I've been playing like crap and benched a few days before my birthday? Just great! How about you?"

Damn it...I heard about this from Antonio. He couldn't have been happier than to know Colin was being benched because of the poor season beginning. I felt bad for him and now seeing him I didn't know what to say.

"Sorry about that...I heard the other day. When is your birthday by the way?" I ask him curiously since I didn't know.

Colin looked at me furrowing his brows and then chuckled "It's actually today!"

"Oh...I'm so sorry! I didn't know...Happy Birthday!" I tell him embarrassed.

"No problem...I guess you didn't know...and thanks!" he says and doesn't say anything else.

We stand there awkwardly for a minute looking around until I speak. "Well, I have to get going. It was good seeing you again Colin...Happy Birthday...again!" 

I side step him to leave and he calls my name "P...wait!"

I turn around to look at him standing there like he wanted to tell me something. "Yes?" I ask.

"I know you and I aren't friends and I'm the last person you want to speak too...but...would you like to join me for lunch? It's my birthday after all and I don't have much planned until this evening at my parent's house...!" he said scratching the back of his neck.

Staring back at him I hesitate on answering and he sees it "I know you might be thinking that I'm planning on doing something sneaky to get you back...I may have a few months back...but I promise I will try to keep my hands to myself and I will keep my insults about your fu- I mean your boyfriend to a minimum...what do you say?"

The last part made me laugh. Colin wasn't that bad and I do have to admit I missed his...I don't even know what I've missed.

"Okay Colin...I will have lunch with you...only because it's your birthday!" I said smiling at him.

He looked taken back but then smiled from ear to ear "Haha...okay." walking next to me.

"But...will you keep your lips to yourself?" I quip making a joke.

He laughed and said "You'll gonna have to wait and see if I can...!" 

Maybe I shouldn't have agreed on having lunch with him!

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Colin and I ended up going back to his place to eat the food we picked up. We decided not to be seen in a restaurant in case people took pictures and posted them. The last thing I wanted was for TMZ spinning  a story of Colin and I in a "secret relationship" while being with Jose. He hated Colin and I wouldn't hear the end of it.

After eating lunch we sat on the couch in his movie room to watch a movie. I must of being tired because the next thing I knew I was waking up on a soft surface. 

Fluttering my eyes I feel a presence next to me. Turning my head to my left I see brown eyes staring at me intently. 

"Hi..." I say sleepily.

"Hi...!" he responded.

He continued staring at me which made me nervous. What was he thinking?

"I obviously fell asleep watching the movie...why didn't you leave me on the couch?" I ask turning on my side to look at him.

He chuckled "I wanted you to be comfortable and you looked exhausted when you got here so I brought you to my room...I told you I would get you back in my bed!"

"Colin!" I huffed laughing...this man had jokes.

"What?! I did...right?!" he asked.

"Yes...yes you did...at least...!" I looked down on the mattress thinking back on the first night I was here on his bed. I'm glad he hasn't tried anything.

"...at least I'm keeping my hands to myself?!" asking he looked at me up and down licking his bottom lip.

"...yeah." I whispered...why was I feeling flushed all of a sudden?

"...yeah..." he whispered back looking into my eyes then my lips and back into my eyes.

I gulped...please don't let him...

Keeping his eyes on me he leaned down slowly towards my face. His lips a few inches away from mine, his warm breath fanning my lips...

"You don't know how much I've missed you...I think about you every day wondering if you miss me too. Knowing another man is touching what I had claimed that night...! It pisses me off that he gets to touch you the way I did a few months ago..." his voice was above a whisper.

"God I miss your lips...!" he bit my lower lip softly. "God I miss your body...!" sighing he came closer and traced my lips with his tongue making me gasp. "God I.Miss.You." claiming my lips he kissed me deeply...hungrily. I was taken by surprise but I was surprising myself by not pushing him away. Could it be that I had missed him also?

Pulling away he pushed me back slowly on the mattress and got on top of me. "God you are so beautiful...I was so stupid to let you go...I want you P...I haven't stopped wanting you!" bending down he kissed my neck making me moan...why aren't I stopping him?

"Tell me P...does your boyfriend make you feel this way?" biting my skin between my shoulder and collarbone my body quivered.

Placing his hand in between my legs he cupped my center "Does he make you want him as much a I know you want me right now P?"

Kissing my lips again I heard him moan..."I want to kiss and suck every inch of your body baby girl...I think I'm going to explode if I don't..."

He proceeded to kiss, bite and suck on my neck making me moan out in pleasure...making me forget...forget that Jose and I are in a relationship.

His hand cupped my breast from under my shirt rubbing his thumb on my hard nipple. It was sensitive but it felt so good. He pulled it away and sat up abruptly. He pulled my shirt above my head and threw it on the floor then pulled down my leggings leaving me with only in my bra and underwear. How can I be letting him do this when I'm with Jose?

"So f'ing beautiful!!" he whispered, lust filled his voice and eyes. "I think it's MY turn to have you for dessert...!" hooking his fingers on the top of my underwear he pulled them down slowly as if teasing me...I wanted him as much as I wanted to deny it...I missed this...him!

"Spread your legs for me baby..." he commanded and I did. Tracing my thighs with his fingertips I quivered under his touch just like the first night we had spent together.

"I miss your soft skin...!" his fingers stopped on my core caressing it. "Let's see how much you missed my fingers." his thumb grazed on my nub making me moan again...why did his touch feel so good?

"Mmm...you are already so wet for me baby girl...let's see how many times I can make you cum...I'm sure your orgasms with me will be better than f*** boy's ever will!" he chuckled rubbing my clit with his thumb a bit slow...Ugh it was a slow torture.

"You miss me playing with your p***y don't you P? Tell me you have!!" rubbing faster he bend down and placed my breast in his mouth, sucking and licking my nipple.

I felt his finger go inside of me "Tell me how good it feels baby...do you want me to keep going?"

"It...it feels so good...do-don't s-stop!" my words stuttered as he continued to pump his finger in and out while his thumb rubbed my clit at the same time.

"That's my girl...I'm going to make you feel so f'ing good that you aren't going to remember what's his name and you'll only want me to touch you instead of him...!" he whispered in my ear sucking my earlobe after. He knew my weak spot.

Lowering himself he spread my legs wider and licked his lips..."I'm so going to enjoy eating you and sucking you dry...your p***y belongs to me P...f*** boy is just borrowing it...I'm going to claim what's mine!" with those last words he bent down and claimed my p***y as his...five times in actuality and like he said, I forgot about Jose...which wasn't a good sign!

A/N: Hello my readers...sorry I haven't updated this story! I started a few new ones..."What He Didn't Know..." another Colin K. fan Fiction...and also "The Irish Twin's Run Away" and "Double Trouble" check them out on my profile.

Anyways...Do you think Jose succeeded in getting P pregnant? What will she do if she is? 

How about her and Colin hanging out? What made her let Colin do the things he did to her? Will she forgive him and give him another chance?

Thanks for Reading, Voting and Commenting! Bye!