New Life

Seokjin's POV

My new life begins, finally I can get out of the trap of my aunt who never supports me and always looks down on me because of my parents' mistakes in the past, I never even knew who they were. I only heard them from my aunt's mouth, maybe many are confused why I can live with her, even though I grew up in an orphanage.

At that time a woman came to the orphanage and called herself my family, I don't know if she was really my family or not but at first, she did explain everything related to my parents and the orphanage believed and gave me to her, I'm sure she did provide good evidence. accurate as my family.

But as time went by, what came out of her mouth was just nonsense, and it made me uncomfortable hearing it. I couldn't agree with what she said because I never saw what my parents looked like. It seems that accusing someone without proof is not something that can be well received.

But it's over, I don't want to talk about it anymore because she won't be able to touch me again, I don't need to hear her bullshit anymore, and can live more comfortably now.

Life in London is very different from in Seoul, it feels very unfamiliar, but luckily I'm not alone here, there are several Koreans studying here, and that slightly reduces my discomfort here. I live in the dorm with Yoongi, my roommate.

He is very cold and rarely interacts with me, we are in different majors, and he often comes home late and will immediately throw himself on the bed to sleep while I am still busy doing my assignments. We did ignore each other, which was kinda weird since we share a room without speaking.

That day I just finished taking a shower, and seeing him still sleeping in his bed, I ignored him and just prepared my appearance for my morning class. I took my bag and went outside with a smile on my face reading the message from my boyfriend. Ah, I miss him so bad.

From Jungkook: I can't, I cry every day because I miss you, this isn't funny Jin, I can't live without you, you have to come back and hug me right now, I can't sleep because I keep thinking about you and your roommate, ahh why do we have to separate? I hate this 😩

He's so adorable, ever since I told him who my roommate is, he always shows such adorable attitude, I know he's worried because it's new for him but it's also new for me, it's not easy to share a room with other people especially men.

From Jin: I love you so much, go to sleep, I'll start my morning class, I'll hug you soon🫂💖

From Jungkook : Can I call you? Just a moment🥺

My steps stopped, I still have 20 minutes before my first class starts. So I called him straight away and he quickly picked up my phone.

"I missed you Jin," my eyes widened because he was crying.

"Hey, why are you crying?" I said.

"I miss you so much, I can't, I can't live like this, I want to hug you, kiss you, ah I want to do everything with you," Jungkook said.

"Jin? Why are you silent? Can't you hear me?" he said.

"I'm here," My tears flowed just like that, and it was very painful to hear his cry.

"When are you coming back?" he said.

"Soon, I won't be long, hm?" I'm trying to hold back my feelings, this is for us.

"I miss you so much baby," Jungkook said.

"I miss you more, trust me I will be back" I said.

"Or I'll pick you up if you're taking too long" Jungkook said and it made me laugh.

"I have to get to class now, I'll call you after, go to sleep" I said.

"Hm, I really love you Jin," Jungkook said.

"I love you too" I said and waited for him to hang up first.

I wiped my tears and opened my cellphone camera, I will send my selfie to release his longing.

From Jin : Sleep tight ♥︎

I quickly put my phone in my bag, and didn't want to see the answer, or I wouldn't have started class.

It feels like just yesterday I was with him but it turns out that I've been here for a month, in a strange place, but I have to focus on my future. I'm sure this love will still be his and vice versa, so I don't have to worry about that part. I have also decided to work part time to be able to return to Seoul and meet him, I know it won't be cheap but I will do whatever it takes to make this relationship last.

To be continued...