Always
Always
Jungkook's POV
Finally, my longing lessened a little after meeting him, I was very happy to see him, his face looked so pretty, was it because I haven't seen him for a long time?
Meeting him made me not want to leave him, I think our bodies have become one, and that's why it's too painful to be away from him.
We had just cleaned ourselves, he was still in the bathroom while I was sitting on his bed, I looked at the other bed and noticed that Jin's bed and his roommate were not far. I started to pay attention to what kind of person his roommate was by looking at the things that were there.
Until Jin came out and approached me with a towel wrapped around his wet hair.
"What is it?" Jin said.
"Ah, I'm just curious, who is your roommate, and aren't your beds too close?" I said as Jin stood beside me.
"Yeah, it's a little too close but since the room isn't that big either, you don't need to worry, he hasn't been home much lately either," Jin said.
"Yoongi right?" I said.
"Yes, why? You know him?" Jin said.
"I don't know but that name is familiar to me, are you hungry? We can go for lunch together" I said and Jin just nodded before going off to dry his hair.
Jin was only wearing a sweater, jeans, anda cap but he looked stunning, I took his hand and intertwined it so that others would know that this beautiful man was mine. Just for me.
"Are you always this pretty? I'm so jealous that I don't get to see this beautiful face every day," I said and Jin just laughed.
"What do you mean? There's nothing different about me, maybe because we haven't seen each other for a long time, and when are you coming back to Seoul?" Jin said.
"In two days, I'm going back to Seoul," I said and I could see his face change, he always showed his best side to me but now I can see another side of him, I know he misses me as well. Living so far alone must have felt so unfamiliar.
I kissed the hand I was holding and made him turn towards me.
"I have to quickly finish college and earn a lot of money, so I can marry you, hm?" I said and a smile came back on his face I know it's not easy to bring up that smile but I'm glad to see it.
"I love you," I say and he kisses my hand.
"I love you too," Jin said.
We decided to have lunch at a restaurant not far from his campus, he sat in front of me, and I just stared at him while waiting for our orders to come.
"How's your studies going?" Jin said.
"Nothing is interesting, my days aren't interesting when you're gone, especially since I know my roommate is Hoseok, it's boring and I spend a lot of time with Taehyung and Namjoon," I said.
"Are your parents still trying to set you up with him?" Jin said and I just looked at him, he asked that sensitive thing very calmly.
"Jin, we don't need to talk about that," I said.
"It's okay, I know every parent must have a reason to make their child happy," Jin said.
"Can we stop discussing that, I know you are bothered by it, don't show me that strong side Jin, I'd rather see you scared of losing me than let me go for my good" I said.
"Because if I show that weak side, I won't be able to survive here, you know what? Many of them cannot live long distance relationships due to lack of trust, the love they describe is not the same as the love they feel for their partner. All men and women in this world are the same, we will only go through different problems, and for me, as long as we are not together, I have to be able to strengthen myself. I trust you, but I trust myself more, I'm sure whatever happens to you in Seoul, your heart will be with me here," Jin said.
"Where did you get that belief Jin?" I said.
"Because if you want to leave, I've never held you back, and you can leave easily without having to think about me, I love you, but I've never forced you to keep loving me just because I still have those feelings if you've lost the fire, you can find another ember that makes you smoldering and I will be happy to see you happy," Jin said and hearing those words, who could leave him? Only an idiot would leave the best man like him.
"Remember when I told you why I chose you? I'm after you because I know you won't throw me away, and I think that's right, I chose the right choice. I will never stop with my reasons Jin, I love you, and I never want to replace your position with another, you are more than enough for me, you are the first and last for me, I know this distance is very painful, but if you miss me, just cry, show me that feeling and I will be very happy to hear that, I don't want you to show your strong side even in front of me," Jin cried in front of me and I just erased tears rolled down his cheeks and stroked them gently.
"Stay with me, hm?" I said.
"Always," Jin says and those words are enough to convince my heart that if there is no other, there never will be another. He was created for me.
To be continued...
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