I had an incredibly rough day today. it's been hard not cutting myself again. I feel like I deserve the pain. I've even thought that people would be better off without me in their lives. doesn't help that LizarDragon and I aren't dating anymore, so I've decided that I'm not going to date anyone anymore. alex, if you're reading this, if you wanted to get back together with me, then don't. I'll just be a burden on you. I'm a burden on everyone else

for now, I'm still alive, but at what cost..?