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WARNING: there is going to be a graphic scene (sexual) and if you are uncomfortable, you can skip it. Thank you.

After coming home, I slung all my bags onto the ground, closed my door, and threw myself onto the bed.

I was freaking exhausted! Dress after dress, shoe after shoe, my brain was beginning to fall apart on itself! After so many hours, we finally found a dress that would work for the Walker Ball tonight. I wondered who'd be there. Would Dalton take me as his date? His friend? Coworker?

He was so uptight and angry and cold, all the time. He had no emotional ties to anyone or anything. Would he still remain that way with me in the public? Many Alphas often worked side-by-side with their mates, the Lunas. What would we be?

My head began to ache when I thought about this stupid ball. Luckily, it was also a nice way to get my mind off of everything that's happened. I've been kidnapped, poisoned, reincarnated. I couldn't figure out which of those three were the worst. Then I asked, why did this have to happen? Just because Dalton's ancestors fucked up didn't mean that those witches should take it out on every single person of that lineage! Well, the oldest first born sons of every family but who's keeping track, right?

I shrug off my shirt and pants, and as I'm about to change, I remember how exhausted I am from today's hard work of shopping. I feel my eyes burn with tiredness, and then I'm dreaming of a life from the past.

-

A shock trickled down my spine, followed by a numbing heat. However, it was pleasant, and ravaging, as if I wanted more. I flipped over on my back and felt it again, but this time, it hit my neck, and there was a feeling of pleasure. That warmth and those sparks...

I lazily opened my eyes to see Dalton hovering over me, one knee on the bed, hands next to my head. His eyes were as dark as night, losing their blue. His hair hung off his forehead as he examined me. I looked down, and blushed uncontrollably. I was still in my underwear and bra, with nothing else on.

"Dalton?" He doesn't answer

A sense of embarrassment and vulnerability hit me hard, and I turned my head sideways to stare at the wall instead of keep up our heated gaze. I felt so left out in the open for any judgements or criticisms to be had.

"What are you doing?" He asked, his voice husky and deep. I swallowed the lump in my throat, before glaring at him.

"Me? What about you? Coming in here while I'm sleeping," I said, growling in my throat.

"Carter-"

"No really, like what do you think you're-"

"Carter."

"What-"

"Shut up."

"But-"

"No. I'm tired of waiting, as are you."

Apart of me wants to shout at him for trying to tell me how I feel but the more I think about it, the more I feel he's right. Living in this limbo with a huge lack of touch, communication even between us... it does hurt and I want it to end.

I look at him, but his eyes are scanning down my body with an emotion I've never recognized. He doesn't seem like he's going to move, but then he dips his head down, his lips pressing against my stomach. That feeling of sparks and heat flow through me again where he's made contact with my body.

My eyes fluttered closed and my breath escapes me again.

He kisses me again, past my belly button. I look down, thankful my choice in underwear today is decently cute, purple lace cheeky style.

He goes lower, lips touching my pelvis. I'm gripping the sheets near my head and I can't focus. This is that fire he makes me feel, the confusing smoke makes it so hard to see, but the fire, as strange as it is, is so addicting, like a drug. It's painful, but feels good. This must be what me and Dalton share. I'm too scared to move because I'm terrified this moment will slip out of my grasp.

"Dalton," I breathe. He looks up through his hair and dark brows, and I feel my insides melt. He comes up above my face.

"Yes," He says, although not a question.

"Kiss me."

He looks taken aback at being given a command. He is an Alpha after all, but I'm a Luna - before him. I was a future Luna before a met him. My demands will be met.

He looks at me, and takes what feels like forever to drop to my lips, but when he does, I see stars and I can't think straight. It's a ravenous, hungry and passionate kiss that makes me dizzy. His hand cups my breast above my purple bra and he kneads and squeezes as he pleases.

I pull back to breathe, but it doesn't last long because he's not finished with me yet. He kisses me hard and rough and my head spins when he releases and kisses my neck. I weave my fingers through his hair and lightly tug when he gives me hicky after hicky. I don't care how many marks he leaves, so long as he leaves them.

This new side of him, and new side of me, was this real? Am I dreaming? Will everything be the same again after this? Am I getting my hopes up?

He senses my anxiety.

"What's wrong, Carter?" He asks, looking up at me.

"I-I don't know. I guess I'm... scared that this will disappear at any second."

His gaze hardens and he focuses on me. "Do you want it to?" My heart pangs. "No." It's honest, and he knows this.

"I can't change how I treated you before. I'm going to try, and it won't be easy, but I will try, Carter. I promise, so long as you do as well," He said, his face never breaking from its hardness. His eyes are so intense I feel myself squirm.

"I want to try too."

He lightly smiles and kisses me again, that dizzying kiss. He releases too soon and I nearly frown.

He comes down again, but misses my lips by inches. I pout when he doesn't look.

He whispers, "Do you want me to make you feel good, Carter?" I say nothing, and relish in this moment.

"You can say no, unfortunately," He growls in his throat, though mostly at himself and not me.

"I want to, but..."

He nods as though he's aware of the boundary I'm drawing. His hand trails down my skin, and I'm relishing in the touch, before he stops at my waistband. I can't breathe as he goes farther over my underwear, his touch still creating fire within my body.

I hold the sheets tighter, anticipation and nervousness raking through my body.

(A/N - IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE/READ DIRTY SCENES GET OUT AND RUN CUZ HERE IT IS)

His finger traces over my core, where he then adds pressure and I arch my back in response. He knows I want more.

"Take your bra off," He commands, looking up at me as he swirls his finger against the cloth covering my core. I pause. I can't make out what he's saying, other than I know it's a command.

"Carter," He barks. I nod and bring my hands behind my back where the clasp is, although I'm nervous to be seen. He senses my unease.

"You have no reason to feel shame, Carter. You were perfectly designed," he says, his eyes locked on me as I fumble with the clasp. My cheeks are hot with embarrassment and lust no doubt. I still cannot believe this is happening. His intense eyes make it hard to move but somehow I've undid the backing of my bra.

"Take it off. I want to see you."

I gulp, and my face feels hotter than before. He lifts his hand from my pelvis and instead of going on top of my underwear, goes under and teases, not going where I want him to go. He knows this, he's toying with me.

I roll my eyes, but I think I am secretly enjoying this part of him being an Alpha, with these demands. It makes him, dare I say, sexy.

I move the bra, and my chest is out in the open. He stares at me before attacking my breasts with his mouth, sucking and biting my hardened nipples, and teasing my other breast with his other hand, squeezing, pinching, driving me insane. He bites and I let out a sound like a growl and a moan.

Those sparks intensify when his fingers pursue my clit, and I immediately spread my legs farther for him to do as he pleases.

"Fuck," I whisper, unable to control any sort of thought or speech. Dalton finishes playing with my nipples, and kisses me once again while pumping his fingers to and from, making my legs tense up.

I close my eyes as he kisses me, and I still don't understand what's happening, nor how it came to be out of the blue. I just know I don't want this to end.

-

"Are you okay? You look exhausted," Natalie said, making a sandwich as I watch her. My cheeks haven't lost their glow, and my heart hasn't stopped thumping. I clasp my hands tighter in my lap and recall the last hour, Dalton coming onto me out of nowhere, and me, loving every second of it.

Who was this person? Not so long ago, he wouldn't even look at me, and now he doesn't hesitate to jump on top of me. Granted afterwards, he just left to go tend to Alpha priorities, and says, 'I have to go now' with a cold stare and leaves. I guess I still have that part of him, the side who is unsure as far as how to deal with feelings or the consequences of his actions...our actions.

"Hello? Carter?" I snap out of my memories and watch Nat put her hands on her hips.

"What?"

"Oh my god, really, you're being so weird. I was trying to tell you about the dress I bought today," She said with a frown. I nodded, still unable to concentrate on the topic at hand.

"Oh, right."

"So it's super light blue and grey, silky, strapless, floor length, no sleeves. What color shoes do I wear? White or silver?"

I try my best to pay attention to what she's describing, but all I can think about is what just happened upstairs in my room.

"Um, silver I think."

She smiled, "That's what I was thinking." She tore into her sandwich with obvious hunger from today's shopping excursion.

"I love your dress, Carter! We're going to look so good tonight, I'm actually excited to get to go to one of these shebangs," She said with a giddy grin. I smile, and try to take my mind off of Dalton.

"Yeah but I was never really a dress person. Remember going to Dalton's pack and my outfit? Skinny jeans and boots," I said, remembering that night where Dalton flipped my world upside down. I smiled, reminiscing.

Nat laughed.

"Funny how things work out, right?" She asked. I nodded. "Hilarious."

I know its short but it's so late rn and I'm in college and I'm tired

Okay I know my sexual scene might be surprising, but I'm just trying something new, and I REALLY need feedback!!!

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