It feels as if I don't belong,
Everything I do just feels so wrong.
People forgetting that I'm here,
People forgetting that I'm supposed to be there.

You watch me drown, but you can't swim.
You don't know how much pain I'm in.
But I just smile and say,
"I'm fine" and you walk away.

You don't know that you're the one doing it to me,
You're drowning me in my own misery.
Every time you're with her and not me,
Sometimes I doubt you can even see. 

It's fine, I'm fine.
I'm okay, don't need your pity now.
Watching you not even see,
That you're forgetting me.

So perfectly okay,
Not like this happens every other day.
I thought it was healed, that I was repurposed.
But now it's back, under the surface.

Keep going, don't look down,
The first one there gets the crown.
Made from betrayal to the other.
Made from taking them away from another.

Is it all worth this, love and hate?
All it does is degrade.
Maybe it's better on the other side,
It must be better in the afterlife.

From here, all I can see,
Is you taking them away from me.
But it's fine, because isn't everything okay?
Just act like it's a sunny day.

It's fine, I'm fine.
I'm okay, don't need your pity now.
Watching you not even see,
That you're forgetting me.

So perfectly okay,
Not like this happens every other day.
I thought it was healed, that I was repurposed.
But now it's back, under the surface.

So it's okay how?
For you to take all my friends now.
Not like it matters,
Since nothing matters.

And I had the stupidest thought that things had changed.
I never thought you'd haunt me this way.
Why can't I let you go?
Please just let me go.

I'm fine, so desperately fine.
I thought you had changed your mind.
Maybe revenge wasn't worth your time.
But I was wrong, since you crossed a line.

It's fine, I'm fine.
I'm okay, don't need your pity now.
Watching you not even see,
That you're forgetting me.

So perfectly okay,
Not like this happens every other day.
I thought it was healed, that I was repurposed.
But now it's back, under the surface.