Ranty rant

So I'm still utterly lost on how I feel, and it's all very confusing

Like I can still be very happy at funny and happy times, but my general emotion is sad and angry.

Idk I just naturally don't feel good and need something to make me feel better

I get annoyed and upset at simple things, which is just so 'what in the fuck' and yEAH

So I'm just a sad bean now