This chapter was inspired by this video.

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This video focuses on mental problems and such. Here's the creator's words about this video:

If you've read Amimi's story, you probably already know she has an evil side of herself she can never get rid of. Here's my interpretation:

I'll type the words down just in case you can't read them. I'll also be writing down the meaning behind some of the drawings.

Why do we bother to stay?
Why are you running away?

Don't you feel like severing?

Everything's just come together at last.
(In Amimi's story, her adoptive cousin Grillby saves her from her suicide attempt then offers her his help after revealing his own struggles to her. The open hand represents Grillby's offer to help, the reaching hand represents Amimi accepting his help.)

It's broken, I don't want to play...

(The broken glasses represent Amimi's inability to see what lays ahead of her. When mentioned that she doesn't want to play, it means she's afraid of the unknown. Therefore, she hesitates to move on from her past.)

We grew up closer than most
Closer than anything
Closer than anything

//sniff\\

(Amimi was abandoned in the woods as in infant. Before she was aware of what emotions were, her dark side developed as her innocence questioned her birth parents' reason to leave them. With sadness, anger, and madness, her evil was now a part of her existence, a part of her soul.)

Shared our bed...

And wore the same clothes

Talked about anything
Spoke about so many things

What shall we wear tonight?

What should we eat today?

Can we go ice skating?
But we just did that yesterday

//thinking: Snowdin\\

Should we be firemen?

(Amimi sometimes thinks what her life would be like if she were actually related to Grillby and be made of fire instead of being adopted. Would she live free of her evil? Or would she still have to exist with it?)

Can we be astronauts?

What if they find us?
They're not looking anyway

(Every year on Amimi's birthday, her sorcerer side makes her shed her cloth until she's nothing but mist. This part specifically took place one her fifth birthday after she was adopted. Thinking that if her adoptive parents would see her like this, they would think she was bad and would leave her. The voice that tells her that they're not looking anyway was a way of lying to herself. It makes her even more afraid of the outcome. Did they forget her birthday? Or do they know how she looks like and they left her already?
If you've read Amimi's story, you know how this ends up.)

(Chorus skip brought to you by Ella the goth)

Fill my glass, let's drink a toast

This is our birthday
So why are we weeping?

At your side, I feel like a ghost

I wake up first...
And I stare at you sleeping

Part two is coming soon