" "What kind of secrets do you hold inside you?" I always ask myself. But, I found the answer within me and figured it out... "That question is for me to ask myself and to find my answer...My answer is what depends upon my heart...Good or Bad." Your secrets is your thoughts and feelings that you keep inside yourself." - Lukari
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After I asked Edmund and Zaia, I noticed that they looked a bit nervous and uncomfortable.

Hey. I'm always free spirited, kind, gentle, and the type who would do the Ultimate Sacrifice to let those I care for to continue their lives and their future.

I'm always full of surprises too.

But, if anyone says or does something that makes me snap, I can change from being super selfless to being a complete demon who will rip your *donkey apart until the life leaves your eyes and you lose your breath.
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*Lukari's Note: I don't cuss since I'm a priestess and very respectful to others. I also believe Arceus would be very mad at me if I did cuss (which is why I mostly pray to him and hope he can forgive me) since me and my family are under his guardian and protection.

He watches over us very well.*
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Edmund and Zaia looked at me and letted out a nervous chuckle.

"Uh...How do we put this, honey?" Zaia asked as she looked over at Edmund, with her ocean blue eyes filled with nervousness.

Edmund took in a deep breath before looking at me again.

"Lukari...She killed your grandmother and your grandfather." Edmund said as he looked at me me sadly.

I looked at Edmund in shock.

"You have to be joking...Please tell me this is only just a joke..." I said as tears began to appear in my eyes.

"It's not a joke..." Zaia said as she looked at me sadly. "...We tried to stop her but it was no use...She escaped before we could try catching her as well..."

I buried my face in my paws as I started to cry silently to myself.

"I'm so sorry, Lukari..." Zaia said as she gave me a hug before rubbing my back soothingly.

All of what was happening was making me feel sad and angry at the same time.

While trying to process what was happening, I suddenly felt dizzy as I stood up.

I didn't stand up too quickly (which is what would normally give me dizziness) and I don't feel sick.

So....

What the heck is wrong with me???

As I tried to walk over to the kitchen, my dizziness increased and my legs felt really weak.

My heart started racing, making me feel like I'm panicking a little for no reason.

My head started hurting really badly to the point where it felt like it was gonna split in half like a watermelon.

The worse part was that my chest was hurting more painfully than my headache.

It felt tight...Like as if someone squeezed the breath out of me and punched me really, really hard.

I started coughing up blood as I covered my mouth with one paw, and while I was holding my chest in pain with my other paw.

What the hell is wrong with me?!

Why do I suddenly feel this way?

I heard Zaia shouting my name, hearing her voice echo in my head and making my ears ring.

She sounded freaked out and worried.

Before I knew it, I suddenly felt light-headed and fainted after I collapsed out of nowhere.

The last thing I remember (and felt) before blacking out was hearing Edmund and Zaia hurrying over to me and saying my name again, before feeling Zaia shaking my body a little bit.

Then...

Complete darkness.