Sex Ed
A/n: a slightly funny, partly educational and partly exploring the realities of being a sheltered, closeted senior having to sit though that one awkward class all teenagers have to take in school.
It was the one class everyone both looked forward do and dreaded at the same time. While it was pretty fun to crack dirty jokes with your classmates and get to listen to the funny anonymous questions be read out, you also had to learn about the gross stuff like STDs and sit through your teacher awkwardly explaining how to use a condom using a banana.
Now the class were high schoolers at the peak hormone crazed age, they had to sit through a few weeks of sex Ed, having already taken the puberty health class a few years back. Luckily this school was pretty accepting so the queer side of things were being covered too. Which is why Adrien was a bit anxious.
He had... questions. Ones he knew he couldn't ask his dad and eat too awkward about asking Nathalie. So when the slips of paper to write anonymous questions went around, he took the chance. And now, he anxiously waited for his to be pulled out of the hat and hoped no one would somehow know it was his question.
"Alright, that's enough giggling. Let's be mature here. If you genuinely do have a latex allergy, there's other forms of contraception. There's no excuse for not being safe, including a so called latex allergy" Miss Bustier explained.
Adrien had a hunch he knew who'd ask 'what if you can't use a condom' questions purely for excuses to not use one... but he'd keep his mouth shut. Sure, some people actually did have allergies like that... but a lot of the time it was an excuse. The teacher was right, there was no excuse for safety.
She pulled the next slip of paper out of the hat and unfolded it, reading over the question quietly first time make sure it wasn't an inappropriate joke.
"If I'm a boy romantically attracted to men women, but not sexually attracted to women, am I still bisexual? Or something else entirely?" She read out.
Adrien tried not to blush or tense up, that was his question... in truth he had no idea how to make sense of his sexuality. Because he did have crushes on girls in the past, but he just couldn't see himself sleeping with one at all. Once he'd hit puberty and started getting those lewd dreams and unholy thoughts about crushes, it was only of the boys. Never the girls. He didn't mind a nice romantic date with a girl, but just... couldn't find it in himself to sleep with one.
"Well, sexuality and romantic attraction are two separate things. So something like this would be Bi-romantic, but homo-sexual. Of course you can use what we label you think fits the best, you could still use bisexual as a blanket term, but you'd just have to clarify the detail about your differing sexual attraction when going into dating someone. That was actually a very good question, I hope you all take those kinds of things into account" Miss Bustier explained.
So that's what it was... Adrien trusted a queer teacher to know these things and be correct about them. He didn't really consider there was a difference between sexuality and romantic attraction, although deep down he logically knew that.
"I'm going to add to that actually, because sexuality can be confusing at your guys ages. Over all your identity is made up your gender, your romantic attraction, sexual attraction or lack there of, and where you fall on the side of monogamy and polyamory. Some people are attracted specifically to the body, some the gender expression and some the personality. You don't HAVE to be bi if you're attracted to trans people. Unless the body parts are the main factor of your attraction, you're still a straight man of you're attracted to a trans woman, and still a straight woman if you're attracted to a trans man" she added, likely having heard these kind of questions from past classes and baby gays going to her for help.
That helped clarify some more things for Adrien, he'd not really thought about where trans people fell in his attraction until actually having met one on a photoshoot and being amazed to find out they were trans because they passed so well. He realised that yep, he definitely did count trans men as men, he could see himself bedding one. It seems like it was the feminine gender expression that he wasn't sexually attracted to. But he could romantically like it.
That clarified it, he was romantically attracted to both but sexually attracted masc aligned people. A Biromantic homosexual, technically still falling under the bi umbrella.
Miss Bustier pulled the next slip of paper from the hat, reading it over.
"Oh haha, very funny. No it isn't gay to kiss the homies goodnight if you do it an a platonic manner, like in the way family members kiss on the cheek" she said, earning a chorus of giggles.
Next question, pulled from the hat and unfolded once again.
"Is it true men also have g-spots?" She read out, again earning some snickers.
Now this was news to sheltered model boy, sure he knew how the man on man action worked... he was a hormonal teenager with internet access after all. But those videos on the adult version of YouTube are so obviously over acted and fake, so he didn't really take much of the ridiculous screaming in pleasure seriously.
"Yes, located between the base of the penis and the rectum. Where the prostate is. If you were paying attention to the anatomy worksheets you'll remember where that is. It works because of the nerves in the area when stimulated will react to said stimulation. Don't just go looking for it with no lubricant though, that'll hurt" she explained, giving the annoyed teacher glare to the few snickering students as she did.
Oh... so maybe those videos weren't exaggerating? Well, no they definitely were. No one screams THAT loudly, not unless the person on top of you is an actual god. But the rest of the details? Maybe they weren't over acted... Adrien found his mind wandering curious about how something like that would feel compared to... well, the other way men can get off. But when he felt his face get warm, he shook the thoughts away. Not now... don't think about all that in class.
Although now he knew all this stuff, the last few lessons giving him some more anatomical knowledge and admittedly some some curiosities, he couldn't really deny that being so sheltered for so long had him rather pent up. He craved the experience of his first real relationship, proper kiss, making out at a party and eventually sneaking into a boys room to commit some sins. All his friends were already getting into relationships, having their first dates, kisses and first times. And he knew he didn't have to rush things, not many high school relationships were serious ones that last anyway. But he really wanted that experience anyway.
And every time he lay awake wondering what it'd be like, his mind would always land on the same person.
Luka.
He couldn't deny his crush any longer, especially now this educational class had him wondering what it'd feel like to have the man all to himself, in a dark room, skin to skin and using his newfound anatomical knowledge.
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