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Jungkook's POV

*please... please don't... noooo... jungkook... don't leave me...*

My eyes fly open for the nth time to see my love squirming and sweating. She's crying and saying crazy things. I reach out to her and start caressing her hair. Her eyes open and she looks at me...

"i'm sorry jungkook..."

She breaks into soft cries and I bring her into my arms. She can't help it, and I want her to share everything with me, so I try to calm her. I tell her that I'm fine, and I'm here for her. She apologizes repeatedly, feeling guilty for my broken sleep.

I repeat myself over and over to tell her it's alright. She's just as tired as I am and she's struggling. I hold her as tightly as possible without hurting her. She buries her head in my chest and grips onto my waist. I feel kisses on my chest and I look down to see her placing her lips on me.

"Noona? You not have to..."

I stop when she sucks on my nipple, swirling it with her tongue... I can't stop the moan that escapes my throat. I almost get lost in the moment, but remember her pained cries from just minutes ago. Gently grabbing her face I bring her to face me.

"What you doing?"

"You don't want me?"

"Always... But let's sleep."

She looks like I slapped her. I DO want her. I want to bury myself deep inside her and feel her squeezing me as she orgasms... But it's too soon after what's been going on... Right?!? How can I make her understand?

She pulls away and rolls on her side facing away from me. I see her shoulders shaking signaling she's crying. I reach out to pull her to me, just to have her push my hands away. I don't let her get away that easily, and push up on my elbow to see the side of her face and the tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Noona... I love you... Please not cry."

"You're never going to touch me again... You're disgusted by me. Admit it."

"No! I do want touch... Noona... You not say that..."

"Then touch me Jungkook... I need you... Please... I want to feel you inside me..."

I groan at her as I feel my dick twitch. She turns to look into my eyes and I smash my lips on hers. Our mouths move in sync with each other and I swear I feel my brain frying. I grab her hips and pull her on top of me with her legs straddling me.

"Noona... You sure?"

"Yes"

She swirls her hips and let's out the sexiest noise. She repeats her action and I throw my head back watching her grind on me. I bring my hand to her panties and feel how wet they are. I slip them to the side and push a finger through her folds.

She grabs the hem of my sweatpants and pulls them down. I watch her take my hard member and guide me to push through her folds. Feeling how wet she is makes me crazy. She takes some of her arousal on her fingers. She leans over and places her fingers on my lips spreading her juices. I grip her wrist and don't let her take her hand back. I suck her fingers into my mouth and enjoy the taste of my girl.

While she slides her panties off, I lift MY t-shirt from her tiny frame and throw it away. I sit forward to take her breast in my mouth right away. Fondling the other with my hand and wrapping my other arm around her waist to pull her against me. I love the way her naked skin feels against me.

She moans my name and I can feel my dick get harder. She lifts her hips and gripping my cock, guides it to her entrance. I release her breast from my mouth to get into eye contact. My breath hitches when she starts to lower herself onto me.

The way it feels to have my shaft buried deep inside her heat is incredible. She stops when I'm all the way in. I join our mouths again and flick her nipples with my thumbs. Massaging and squeezing her breasts, I can feel how it affects her as she clenches on my cock.

She starts to move up and down slowly causing moans to come from both of us. I move my hands to her hips and help her move a little faster. I start thrusting up to meet her and watch as her eyes flutter closed.

"Noona... Look at me."

Her beautiful green orbs dive into mine and we connect. I feel her orgasm getting close. She's clenching around me and her legs are trembling... She's starting to get tired so I thrust quicker and harder into her. I see her eyes glaze over and the battle to keep them open and connected to mine. I grin at her and snap my hips deep into her.

She bounces a few more times on me and cums so hard she screamed my name. I hold her as I feel her lose all her energy. I let her settle down and don't move inside her. It takes all my control not to thrust or move. Pulling her down to have our naked bodies pressed together, I give in and thrust up into her.

Wrapping my arms around her I flip us to have her under me. Stopping my movement to make sure she's alright, I lean in to kiss her. She responds immediately and takes my tongue into her mouth. Everything on this woman tastes sweet. Cupping the side of her face under her ear I angle my head to kiss her deeper.

It's torture what I'm doing. Moving my cock in and out of her at a slow and steady pace to build her to a new orgasm. I see how she's panting and her pupils are dilated. I show some love to her breasts and lightly nibble on her nipple. She moans loudly and I fight my instinct and continue the slow pace.

Moving my hand down between our sweaty bodies, I circle her clit with my fingers stimulating her more. She throws her head back and grips onto my biceps. I can feel her nails dig into my skin. And I join our foreheads. I want to make love to her all night.

"J-jungkook I'm close..."

"Let go Noona..."

After a few more thrusts, she cums again. I feel her warm fluid coating me, and I continue. I am holding back to make this moment last as long as possible. I connect our eyes and continue to move. I know I'm hitting her sweet spot by the way her lips are parted and she can't stop her whiny moans every thrust I make.

"I... love you Jungkook."

"I love you too... You feel so good... You so tight Noona..."

She clenches again and I need to start moving faster. We keep our eye contact and I pick up my pace. The wet sounds of my thrusts and the skin slapping is such a turn on. She's so fucking sexy. I moan her name and kiss her deeply. I feel her tiny hands grip onto my hair. I love when she tugs my hair. I drives me crazy.

I feel her 3rd orgasm building and I know I'm close also. I sit back on my knees to pick up her legs and hook them over my shoulders. Thrusting slowly to not hurt her, she moans and fists my hair. I speed up my pace and feel her tremble. I want us to finish together, so I stimulate her clit again with my fingers while I feel my thrusts getting sloppy. I pinch her clit gently and she moans the loudest she has...

"Cum with me Noona..."

We get into eye contact again, and I moan loudly as I feel her clench around me and I thrust harder a few more times and feeling her release I cum hard into her, filling her.

"I love you."

"I love you Jungkook."

I start to pull out, and she grabs me and pulls me into a lazy kiss. Her legs are wrapped around my waist, and she holds me inside her.

"I love the feeling of you inside me... Stay like this for a while."

"Noona... I try... Will get hard again."

"Ok. I don't mind."

Looking at her, I see she's still horny. What am I going to do with this girl?

"Noona... We need sleep... I will stay inside... But need to be behind."

I pull out of her quickly and turn her so my chest is pressed to her back. I slide back into her from behind and feel her clench.

"No Noona... Sleep."

She relaxes and I pull her back tightly against my chest. I pull the blanket to cover us and focus on the warmth being inside her gives me. She intertwines her fingers with mine and I peck her neck behind her ear.

"Sweet dreams. I love you."

"I love you so much Jungkook."

I feel her relax into my arms and after a while I hear soft, cute snores. I try to relax my mind and body which is difficult while I'm inside her. I think about the past hour and smile. The way she looks when we are connected intimately makes me want to cry. I've never felt this close to anyone before. I replay in my mind, the way her face looked while cumming causing my cock to harden more, almost painfully...Shit... I need to stop that... I clear my mind and just feel. Before I realize I drifted into sleep.

6:40 am

I feel myself move while I dream about making love to Catherine. It feels so real... The way her body responds to mine and clenches around my dick. I hear a quiet moan and I open my eyes a little. The room is still in darkness except the night lamp. I realize my position, and look at the back of the girl I love. She's whining in her sleep, but not in a scared way... She's dreaming, but with my cock still inside her, she begins to move sensually.

Leaning down I place soft kisses on her shoulder and call to her to wake her up. She pushes herself back onto me and I groan feeling in heaven. I give in a little and thrust my hips forward lightly. The whiny moan that escapes her makes me lose myself. I push further into her while grabbing her hips. She meets my thrust and I hear her breathing increase.

"Noona? You awake?"

"mmmm..."

"Do you want continue?"

She responds by grinding herself back onto my dick. Moaning at the feeling, I thrust hard into her. Her breath hitches and she moans my name. That for me is the sexiest thing ever.

I grab her and move us so that she is on her stomach with her knees under her. I grab the pillow and place it under her stomach and push into her. I watch her tiny hands grip the sheets as she thrusts her hips back to meet my own. I run my hands up her sides and then around to her breasts. I keep thrusting while I grab her tits. She's a mess now... Moaning, clenching, whining... I love it.

"Harder... Jungkook... Uhhh... Please..."

I pull my dick almost all the way out, leaving just the tip and pause...

"Noooo... Jungkook... Please..."

I thrust my cock deep and fast causing her to yell my name. But I still myself again. She squirms while I continue to torture her nipples with my thumbs and nip and suck on the crook of her neck... She's begging me to move, but I hold it for another few seconds.

When I can't take it anymore, I repeat the action. Pull almost all the way out, pause, thrust deep... She loves it and she's moaning my name every time. It's like music to me... Music I can't get enough of. Continuing this way I feel her orgasm building. I want to make it last, but I know I won't be able to, so I begin thrusting fast until he both cum moaning the other's name.

We collapse onto the bed together with me on my elbows to not crush her. When our breathing stabilizes, I pull out of her for the first time in over 8 hours. We both whine at the feeling of loss. Being inside of her is the only place I'd like to be...

"You ok? You not hurt?"

"I'm good... Too good... That was amazing..."

I nod in agreement, and place kisses on her neck, shoulders, and back. The doorbell rings to her room causing a groan from her. I get up and grab my sweats to go answer so she can relax. I open the door to see Yoongi hyung. He smiles knowingly at me, but says something that makes my heart race...

"Your Dad is looking for you... He tried your room, but I didn't send him here. You need to come to meet him before another member tells him to check here. This won't be how he should meet Catherine."

Gulping with nerves, I nod and tell him I'll just get my shirt and head out.

"Uhh... Take a quick shower Jungkook-ah... You smell like sex..."

I blush, but nod at him knowing he'll distract my Dad for a little bit.

I walk back to the bed and kiss Catherine, who responds in a very needy way. She can't still want sex... But I can tell she does...

"Noona... I have to go... My Dad waiting for me. I see you at breakfast. Ok?"

She pouts, but nods and I head to bathe really fast. After a quick COOL shower, since I'm surprisingly still turned on, I go back to see her sitting in her typical defensive position. Knees drawn up, face on her knees... Did something happen?

"You ok?"

"mmhmm"

"What wrong? Tell me..."

"You don't want me to meet your Dad?"

"I do! I... I think when we not do it just now."

She looks confused... I feel bad because my language is failing me, but I need to go.

"Noona... I show you him later. I want tell him first. He not know yet. I... Please not be sad. I love you."

She nods, but I can tell she's still upset. I place a kiss on her cute pout, and she grips onto my shirt. She kisses me deeply to not let me leave, but I remove her hands gently. I cup her face and kiss her back as passionately as I can. I pull away to look into her eyes. She looks sad, but I have to leave.

"Come eat breakfast. I see you there. Ok? I love you."

She nods but doesn't return back any words. Sighing, I get up from the bed and head out. I am nervous about my Dad's reaction to me being in love with an American. I don't want him to find out by discovering us sharing a bed. He'll get the wrong idea, and think it's just a phase.

When I make it to the common area, I see Dad talking to Yoongi hyung's Mom. Yoongi comes to me, and asks what took so long. I shook me head and said that Catherine was acting strange. He asked if I meant depressed, but I said no, because it's definitely NOT that... It's like she's a sex addict all of a sudden. I don't tell him that, but just say that she seemed off.

"Jungkook! Where have you been?"

"Sorry Dad. I went to work out."

He accepts my answer without much thought. I feel the guilt, for lying, twisting my gut. He said he wants to go get breakfast. I try to get him to stay here, but he's insistent on going out. I can't argue with him since he came all this way. I tell him I'll go fast to change and we'll head out. Yoongi sees my face, but can't help me.

After I change, my Dad and I head towards the elevator. I see Bridget and Catherine walking towards us. I stop my Dad to introduce him. After I tell him their names, he nods and then tells me we need to go. He shows no interest in the girl I'm in love with, and I can tell she is hurt. It's my fault for not calling her my girlfriend, but I don't want their meeting to be rushed in a hallway... I see Catherine's face fall, and she turns to walk away. I start to reach out to her until my Dad calls me because the elevator has arrived. I drop my hand and look sadly at the retreating back of my girl... SHIT!

Catherine's POV

Last night was amazing... I feel like I can't get enough of him. I'd like to stay in bed with him for days just making love endlessly. I haven't ever been this horny in my whole life, and it's frustrating... literally.

I put a panty liner on today because I'm constantly wet from being turned on. I don't know what's happening to me. I love him so much, but I'm acting like a child. I can see that, but it's like I have no control over it... I tried, but when he left to meet his Dad, I tried to make him stay and have sex again... That's not like me, but I am feeling so needy.

"Where are you sis?"

"hmmm?"

"You look lost Cath. Is something wrong?"

"I don't know... Have you ever been constantly horny? I mean CONSTANTLY horny..."

"No... I've had some marathon sex before, but it usually satisfies. Then I don't want it for a while. Why are you asking?"

"I literally can't get enough... He gave me 3 orgasms, then we slept with him inside me. I woke up and he gave me 1 more. It's so amazing, but it wasn't enough B... I feel empty and even tempted now to touch myself... But I don't even think that'll fix it. I feel so needy B..."

"Wow... Could it be the medicine?"

"It's never done this to me before. Why the change?"

"Well... The trauma was fresh then. Now, you have a hot sexy man who can please you..."

I nod at her words. She's probably right, but it doesn't help. Without the medicine, I'm going to be balled up in a corner. I wonder if I stop the medicine just to see if the neediness will stop... I know better than messing with that stuff though. I'll have to do some research, or call the Dr to ask.

We walk in to the common area to find some of the members. Yoongi waves us over to meet his Mom. She's a cute little woman with a bright smile. She talks with us through Yoongi, and he tells his Mom that Bridget is his girlfriend. His mother was surprised, but pleased, saying how cute she is. I felt a sudden sadness at how Jungkook didn't do that with his Dad.

"You ok?"

"Huh? Me? Yeah... I'm great."

I say this with a big smile on my face, but Yoongi sees through me. Clicking his tongue at me, he says we'll talk later. I don't want to be this girl I am right now... I excuse myself to grab a cup of coffee, and go sit with Jimin who's sitting with a man that must be his brother.

"Morning Cricket."

He smiles cutely at me and introduces his brother to me. JiHyun was Jungkook's age, and almost a twin of Jimin. I sat with them and ate some fruit. Jimin asked me to go out with him and Taehyung later to walk around London. They want to go and do some shopping. And if there's time maybe take in some sights. He calls me manager-nim and I giggle at him.

After making plans to work their request in to my day, I go to find Hoseok to ask about lunch. They have soundcheck in an hour, so I'm sure it'll be after that, but it doesn't hurt to ask. I knock on his door and he opens it in just his sweats. I feel myself gulp looking at him. He's really hot... My stupid hormones make me clench my thighs, which he notices. He doesn't say anything, but I feel my face heat up just the same.

He tells me that we'll see each other at soundcheck. As I'm about to turn to leave, he grabs me pulling me into a tight hug against his naked torso. I hesitate, but give in to the embrace. Pulling away, he is smiling at me and tells me he's glad I'm feeling better today. I nod but can't find my voice over the overwhelming neediness I'm battling. Something is really wrong with me today... I turn to leave only to find Jungkook standing with his father staring me down... He chuckles bitterly and turns, saying something to his Dad, and they leave together. SHIT!

Jungkook's POV

I knew that Catherine was hurt by my leaving. I read it in her eyes. So at breakfast, I told my Dad that I'd fallen in love. As expected, he asked who she is, and if she is Korean? I tell him she's American, and I watch his face change. He tells me that this won't work. The values of Americans and Koreans are too "different". I don't entertain his negativity, and just tell him that he'll love her if he just gives her a chance. He reluctantly agrees, but only after saying it will end badly.

When we get back to the hotel we are on the way to the common area when I see a half naked Hobi hyung hugging my girlfriend. She's blushing and holding onto his bare skin. I feel the jealousy and anger flood into me. Of course... My Dad asks who the girl is, and I'm completely at a loss... His words ring in my head about how different our values are... He's never going to accept her after seeing this. My anger is at it's peak, and I tell him the truth, and that he'll meet her later. He looked at me like I'm crazy to be involved with this woman... Yep... I must be...

When we enter the common area, Yoongi greets us. I'm sure my father and I look like we've been arguing, or we're angry at each other. This isn't true, but I AM angry. My Dad talks to Yoongi's mom and I hear him say something about his son thinking he found love. Yoongi's mother doesn't understand that he's being a jerk though and goes on to introduce Bridget to him. Why can't my Dad be as accepting as Yoongi hyung's Mom?

Then I lose it a little when he says at least she's not all over other men... I told him to cut it out and that he doesn't know her. Yoongi takes in all of it with wide eyes. I know I'm being disrespectful to my father, so I quickly apologize, but ask him AGAIN to meet her with an open heart. That Hobi hyung is just a friend. He scoffs still talking about her touching a half naked man making my anger at HER resurface.

Dad leaves to go back to his room having thoroughly ruined the good mood I started my day with. Yoongi asks what happened and I tell him about my Dad's view of American values vs Korean values. He says that he's sure my Dad will come around after meeting her. I say that's not likely since seeing her hugging Hobi hyung who wasn't wearing a shirt at the time. Yoongi doesn't know what to say to that...

Soundcheck

Catherine's POV

Jungkook's not talking to me at all. He barely meets my eyes, or looks at me. Is me hugging one of the members really that big of a deal? Or is it because it was Hoseok? Jungkook knows I love him... Does he think I would cheat on him? Bridget stayed back at the hotel with Yoongi's Mom. I'm glad they are getting along. I know that Jungkook's Dad isn't impressed with me. Will he break up with me because his father says so?

I enter the green room and speak to PD Nim. He gives me some instruction about the soundcheck, and I head to do what he asked. The first thing, was to check with the stylists to make sure things are undamaged and set up for tomorrow. He gave me the name of one of them that is fluent in English. So off I go to look for Jihye.

When I entered the room with 8 women, they turn to look at me. Aera waves at me and I smile. She comes and checks my hair, and then my skin. She tsks at me for my skin... It's been a rough few days. I'll do better. She checks my hair again and says something, but I just shrug. She giggles and another girl speaks up.

??? - "She asks if you want a touch up on the color or a new cut."

"Are you Jihye?"

She's nods at me and I'm relieved. I tell her what I'm looking to find out and she tells me what I need to know. She is very nice, and maybe in her 30's but looking like a 20-something. I catch movement out of the corner of my eye, and realize it's Jungkook. He's talking and laughing with one of the stylists. She's touching his arm and he's smiling brightly at her and running his fingers through her hair to tuck it back behind her ear...

I feel what I would compare to a volcano brewing inside me. Turning away to tell Jihye to let Aera know I'm happy with my hair for now, and I'll do better with my face. Jihye laughs, and yells to Aera gaining the attention of everyone. Jungkook and the flirty stylist turn towards us, and Jungkook looks shocked to see me. He moves away from the stylist quickly making me more pissed. If he'd been doing nothing wrong, then why act like my presence meant he couldn't be close to her.

Aera's POV

I've liked that girl since she came to meet the guys a month ago. She and her friend are beautiful. I can tell she means alot to most of the members the amount of times I've heard her name. I have overheard Jungkook talking to Yoongi about her, and it's clear he cares about her.

When she's taking to Jihye, I see Jungkook come in and speak to his stylist. I don't like her much. She is obsessed with Jungkook, and has propositioned him multiple times. When he declines, she pretends it was a joke, but comes up with a new approach for next time. She's married, but I've heard her speak to Taehyung's stylist and she admits that they are technically divorced. They aren't together, and her husband has a new woman he lives with. But if Big Hit finds out she'll lose her job.

I wish I understood English, because I'd like to be a friend to the 2 American girls. When Jihye yells to me that she is happy with her hair for the time being, but will take better care of her skin, I chuckle. Then I watch as Jungkook, who WAS flirting with Aureum move away from her suddenly. The sweet American girl looks at him with fire in her eyes. Damn! I wouldn't want to be him... She looks at me, her gaze softening, and waves with a smile. I like this girl!

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