No doubt, No Lie, No Deny.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Author's POV

"What? What the hell are you doing there?!" SeokJin whispered angrily while his eyes checked around the house, not wanting for Jungkook to catch their conversation as he heard nothing on the other line except for slow breathing and people chattering; indicating the call didn't end yet.

"I'm going back to Spain…"

He immediately sighed hearing that, what did Jimin think really? Running back to Spain? Then how about his house here? SeokJin massaged his forehead hearing the statement, he knows why the other did this and he totally understands why but during those three weeks the male and Jungkook were dating; he couldn't help but notice Jimin didn't act up at all. He didn't even need to take the daily medication. So wasn't that good news?

Then why did Jimin want to run away?

"Why are you doing this, Min? You are completely fine these past weeks. I checked your medication and you didn't even touch them yet still managed to control yourself. So why? Don't you think you maybe need Jungkook?" SeokJin dared himself to ask, he usually didn't do this. He usually respects Jimin's decision and supports him but everything has a limit, he can't tolerate this bullshit anymore. Clearly, both of them love each other, but Jimin is too insecure about it. Though, he could understand why the other thinks that way. Growing up without a father and being abused; Jimin received no love from him even when he was a little kid.

So when Jungkook comes and shows his affection, of course, that would make Jimin hell insecure; thinking he didn't deserve it.

"It's Jimin…"

SeokJin's heart immediately dropped by the mention, how could he fail to notice this? The other behavior is completely different right from the start. So he's having normal conversations with Jimin right now? This never happened to him before… Unless of course, when the other tried to kill him a few times back which that's not even included in the normal conversation category.

"How long have you been Jimin?" He asked, feeling shocked by the changes.

"Three weeks."

He heard the other line reply as he bit his lower lips while processing these words. So… Jimin hasn't acted up in three weeks which means it started from their date right? But then how could Jungkook still be alive and well? Wasn't the younger supposed to be a corpse already? This is a big transition for Jimin… He's still being the real him but did not kill anyone. That's great news, SeokJin thought until he realized something.

Ah yes, of course… Jeon Jungkook.

No doubt, he understands now what Jimin needed is the younger. Though it was risky, don't you think it is worth trying? If Jimin didn't act up for three weeks, which has never happened before– SeokJin could tell, Jungkook is the solution. Or not, the male would be dead already… Even him, who already lived years with Jimin, had almost got killed. And surely, the male himself realized this too but then what makes him want to run away?

"Look Jimin, I don't think this is a good idea. You need Jungkook for whatever reason… You didn't act up when you were with him. Don't you think that's great news? All these years, we've been searching for solutions and now you've got it, why try to push him away again?" SeokJin spoke out, trying to convince the other to come back. It was crazy to think about Jungkook being the cure really, but sometimes people don't need medicine to heal, they just need a love that they've missed. And after all, that's what Jimin lacks the most…

"Because I had a vision. I k- killed him, hyung. Don't you think it was a hint for me? You know the fact, once I get to imagine, I do not hesitate to do it. You know that better than anyone else…"

SeokJin's eyes widened instantly at the saying, now he understands why the younger one decided to leave Jungkook again. He sighed as he leaned his back to the couch; rethinking what had happened and Jimin's decision to go back to Spain. Before this, he thought it was better for the male to stay here with Jungkook; thinking about how he didn't act up but now that he got to know about this stupid vision; no doubt, he didn't have anything against Jimin on the decision.

"... What do you want me to do?" He said unwillingly. Though it was a little bit bitter for him, he needs to accept the fact that Jimin has every right to leave in order to protect Jungkook.

"Pack my bags and my money, bring the cash in the safebox along–"

"Jungkook is here. He'll follow me if he knows about this." SeokJin cut him off as he looked to his back, taking note if Jungkook had already come back or not. He didn't want to do this really, but Jimin is also right; let's not take the risk because the male already had a vision. It's safer if Jimin stayed away…

"H- he's not home yet?"

"Oh, so you know? That's why you didn't come here? But anyway to answer your question; no, he came here all like a crazy man and asked where you are. Even after I said you're not here, he didn't believe me and barged into this house. He's in the toilet right now, he decided to continue to search for you after this." The older explained, feeling guilty eating him up alive for having this conversation behind Jungkook. But he also doesn't want to ignore the vision Jimin had. Like people always have said, better safe than sorry.

If Jungkook ended up as a dead man, the problem would be a lot bigger.

"Use my sleeping shot. Let him sleep… then come to the airport–"

"What?!" SeokJin yelled before sealing his mouth; realized what he had done as he looked around, seeing Jungkook was nowhere near him which made him focus back on the call. "Are you crazy?! What will I tell him when he wakes up?!" He hissed in the call, feeling angry mixed with dissatisfaction with the plan. Hiding their conversation was enough for him to feel guilty towards the younger one knowing the CEO came all the way down here to search for Jimin but giving him a sleeping shot…? Hell if he did that. How could he ever face Jungkook again?

"Then what do you want me to do? Have a better plan?"

Jimin asked, making SeokJin shut his mouth before thinking any other way but sighed later when he couldn't think anymore. He could just wait for the younger one to go out to search for Jimin, but he doubts that. Because the way Jungkook said earlier, he believed the CEO would probably be here until the model came back. Aish, why does everything seem like shit through his eyes now?

Everything around him feels like shit.

Looks like shit.

Or simply just absolute shit.

It's wrong; not going to lie. SeokJin feels absolutely wrong for Jimin to run away from Jungkook. But he doesn't feel right letting the unstable man live with the younger too… It's complicated for some reason, he couldn't even pick a side.

"I–" He trailed off, biting his lower lips; still hesitating even after deciding what he was going to do.

"I'll do it. Wait for me at the airport." He mumbled before looking upwards, feeling as if a rock fell on top of his face; showing how much he disagreed with this deep inside.

"I'll wait for you in the toilet."

-
-
-
-
-

He was crying…

He was heartbroken…

And for some reason, his mind couldn't stop remembering what they had done. Those beautiful moments that were filled with their laughter, those precious memories that were filled by their affection for each other, those heated nights that were filled with their sinful sounds… Oh, Jimin missed that. No doubt, no lie, no deny.

He took a deep breath from the thought as he cupped his face before wiping his wetted cheeks just to feel another set of tears crawling up through the skin area again, messing his face furthermore. And even after being in such a messy state, Jimin still looks more beautiful than ever as he bit his lower lips; trying so hard to not cry again but failing to when an image of Jungkook searching for him everywhere flashed inside his mind; making his legs weak and eventually fall down on the toilet ground before hugging his knees to his chest and cried further.

It hurts… Though he had been hurting ever since he was a child, he never felt this amount of aching in his chest area. Not even close to the feeling when he left Jungkook for the first time back then in college.

It was unendurable. 

He feels as if someone just shoved their hand inside his chest before taking his heart out alive, he feels as if someone just takes his soul; leaving him in this dead body, he feels like the blood that was running through his whole body is venom and it was destroying him from the inside bit by bit. And even after explaining how it feels, what Jimin feels was far from the justification.

It was unexplainable, you couldn't put any metaphor to describe it.

"Fuck! Please stop crying!!" He yelled loudly to no one before slapping his face multiple times; badly wanted to stop from crying further since it was just a tiny stupid matter which doesn't even worth his tears– or at least, that's what he has been assuring himself for the past two hours.

Yeah, it's been two hours since what had happened at the Han River but nevertheless still, his eyes didn't stop producing tears for it. It's sickening really, he tried so hard to convince himself that none of this was worth his time and it was just a tiny matter but even after being so heavy definite; he couldn't help to cry. So here he is again, hiding behind one of those toilet stalls while letting his heart out by the 'tiny' matter.

"I fucking hate you, Jungkook!" Jimin uttered profanity as he stretched out his legs before kicking the walls; feeling sadness overwhelmed him when he remembered how those beautiful doe's eyes would look at him and will always fill with dark blue galaxies that tempt him to drown in them every time. He couldn't help it, everything feels like fucking trash right now, not to mention his feelings. He knows he needs to leave, yet another side of him doesn't want to; moreover when he knows that Jungkook was searching for him now.

A two knock sound echoed the toilet, coming from the main entrance as Jimin woke up from his reverie and wiped his tears away. "Jimin…? Are you there?" He heard SeokJin ask from outside, making him sigh in relief and also realize.  First, the older one is here; meaning Jungkook is already asleep at home. Two, the older one is here; meaning it was time for him to go.

Jimin's stomach twists at the points, feeling an enormous wave wash over his body; feeling guilty for actually leaving Jungkook for the second time. How ironic this is– he remembered that he planned to leave the younger one so that Jungkook would get hurt but what happened now? Doesn't seem like he's doing any better, doesn't it? In fact, he was in a lot of pain.

With a sigh, Jimin unlocked the stall door before yelling 'I'm here, coming!' to SeokJin as he washed his face at the sink row before moving towards the entrance and unlocked it; meeting with a sight of the older man with three bags in total hanging around his body. One at the back, two at each side of his hands.

It didn't take long for SeokJin to walk into the toilet and hug Jimin softly, as he hid the younger's head in his chest like what mothers usually do to their child. They keep in that position in silence before Jimin breaks the hug and takes his bags from the male. There isn't anything to explain nor to talk about, SeokJin knows that the other needs space and time for this so he left the toilet right after greeting a goodbye and one last hug Jimin.

After all, he's not the one who will lose Jimin in his life. Jungkook is…

Jimin took a deep breath after watching SeokJin walk out from the bathroom, leaving him alone as his eyes traveled to the bags that now were in his hands before to the mirror at his right side. It's time… There is no turning back after this, Jimin declared to himself. Right when he stepped out to the bathroom, he would go straight to Spain; using the private jet that was given by his model company; which was the same jet he rode when he first landed here after years…

He closed his eyes to think about his conclusion deeper but pushed the idea immediately when he heard the bathroom door opened by someone; making him open his gaze and look upfront: meeting with a sight of none other than the one he hoped to see for the last time…

Jeon Jungkook.

Immediately he widened his eyes as his mouth opened in shock; unable to believe what he was seeing.

"What…? Do you think I'm going to let you go that easily?" Jungkook trailed off as he held out his hand to lock the bathroom entrance door while his eyes burned on Jimin.

"You could only dream of it."

____________________________________

[A/N: Just come back from my village. There are no data there so apologize for my sudden missing yall😭]

Vote, comment, and share!!

Thank You!! 💜💜