Jungkook!! Help me!!

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Author's Pov

They were walking beside the Han River, holding each other's hands and making funny jokes here and there. Jungkook smiled looking at the person beside him, trying hard to ignore the other one that was buried deep inside his heart.

Ever since NamJoon left his office, he couldn't help but wonder, will all of this happen if Jimin doesn't appear back in his life? Will he ever yell at the older just because he interfered with his private life? Will he feel this guilty emotion for cheating behind Aíden's back? Of course, the answer is no. He knows it and the world knows it.

His life was nice and serene before then, but ever since Jimin came into the picture, his world turned upside down. Oh, how he wished that he had never met Jimin…

Then there would be no need to impress the male. No need to want him. No need to love him. No need for crying over him. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for Jungkook himself to cry to sleep. No need to feel as if Jimin cares. No need to feel like he is absolutely nothing after everything Jimin has done.

No nothing.

And now that he thinks about it again, Jimin is the waves that bother those calm shores. Jimin is the dilemma he faced. The dilemma he needed to remove for the sake of his normal life again…

"Jungkook!!" Aíden called out, gazing over Jungkook's face worriedly. He has been calling the younger name five times in a row but all he received is a silence which makes him worried. "Are you okay? You seem dozed off. Are there any problems? You know you can share it with me right?" Aíden questioned softly, still didn't letting go of Jungkook's cheeks that were puffed in between his long slender fingers; making the other chuckle, hiding away his feelings inside.

"Nah. I'm fine. I was just thinking…" He responded and grabbed Aíden's hand before subtly pulling it down; couldn't help but to feel uncomfortable suddenly. "Thinking on what?" The other asked eagerly, his green eyes shining under the blue moonlight that was reflecting on his face; letting Jungkook see how beautiful he was. Well, let's keep it real. Aíden is beautiful. In fact, he is more beautiful than Jimin.

But still, the heart wants what it wants.

No matter how beautiful other people are through Jungkook's eyes, his heart is still stuck at Jimin. Unlike every other cliché story in which the main character falls in love with a beautiful person and only sees them as the most beautiful, it's different from that in reality. Jungkook indeed found several people in his life that are more beautiful than Jimin but did he fall for them? No. Did he think Jimin is the most beautiful too? Of course, no.

It's not the amount of beauty through his eyes that makes him fall for Jimin, it's the number of feelings in his heart every time he's with Jimin that makes him fall for the older. He always finds someone better than Jimin, in fact— far away better and even could return his feelings back but no. There he is, still loving the person that didn't want him.

"You're so beautiful…" Jungkook mumbled under his breath, watching the other green eyes turn a little bit smaller; indicating he was smiling at the compliment. He stared at them, wanting to find out if he ever could drown in the green galaxies just like he did every time he faced Jimin's eyes. But the longer he gaze, the longer he realized that no matter how— he couldn't. He couldn't drown in Aíden's eyes.

"Thank you!!" The other replied and backed away a little bit, feeling flushed by the sudden closeness; completely unaware of what truly happened in Jungkook's mind. He gasped when the younger suddenly pulled his body and crashed them into a hug. Jungkook hid his nose in Aíden's neck; thinking back on his mistakes and his life decision; decided to end this once and for all. .

"Uhh… Okay…?" Aíden stated, not knowing what to do so he just stood there; letting Jungkook hug him like some kind of human sized-doll. "I'm sorry." The other whispered, catching Aíden's attention who immediately backed away by the mention, wondering why he suddenly said that. "Hey!! Why are you crying?!" He asked worriedly and cupped Jungkook's face, wiping the other tears that started to fall.

"I need to tell you something—" Jungkook trailed off, catching Aíden's attention who immediately stopped his action; now already looking at him with sincerity. "What is it?" He raised a question when the other seemed hesitant to continue the sentence.

Aíden doesn't know why his heart is suddenly beating fast. Like really fast. Is it because of Jungkook's choice of words? Is it because the hesitation is clear in the other person's eyes? Or simply because he got the feeling the news wouldn't be pleased through his ears? He doesn't know but surely he didn't like the atmosphere.

"I don't think this is the place to talk. Let's go somewhere else." Jungkook offered as Aíden nodded in return, trying hard to ignore the uncomfortable feeling growing inside his stomach. He was about to grab the younger's hand like he usually did but a pang hit his chest when he saw Jungkook walk away; leaving him behind. He can only hope… nothing bad will happen that night.

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Jimin shakes his head in denial while his gaze still keeps on the reflection. "No!! He will never leave me just because of my scars!!" He defended himself, trying hard to assure deep inside it wouldn't be like that. But he knows, he knows better it is like that.

"Woah… so defensive huh?"

"I'm not defensive! I know him and I know he loves me!!" Jimin stated angrily and watched his reflection laughing maniacally in return; silently telling him that he needs to accept the truth. Though Jungkook loves him, there's still a half amount of possibility that the younger one will leave him after knowing what kind of human he really is.

"If you're sure that he loves you so much, what are we doing here? Why didn't you tell him your real self? Why are you still hiding huh?"

The questions hit Jimin right at the chest. It's true… If he was so sure that Jungkook wouldn't leave then why is he still hiding? Because he knows, he hell knows that the younger one will end up leaving him just like everyone else. Who wants to love a murderer? Moreover a person with an unstable mind? Not enough of that, the ugly scars? Who wants them?

"Cat got your tongue? Just accept it already Min. No matter how much you wanted to deny it, at the end of the day you're Park Jimin, the kid who killed his own mother and left no trace of proof behind. You're no human. You're an animal!!"

"Shut up!!" Jimin screamed and punched the mirror, hearing it crack but the reflection was still there; laughing at his stupidity of thinking that he could hit him. Too drowned in anger, he punched the mirror again; ignoring the pain and the blood-stained on the glass. "I didn't kill my mother. Jimin killed her!! And she deserves it!!" He yelled to the mirror, received a sick chuckle from the other.

"Look, you said you didn't kill your mother but again you said she deserves it. You both are so much alike. I wonder why he didn't take control? Did you put him to sleep again? Doesn't it hurt to use a syringe every time?"

"Just shut the fuck up!!" He yelled and gazed down on his sink crazily, looking at his skincare products before grabbing them and throwing them to the glass; badly wanting to erase the reflection. His actions stopped halfway when he felt the same pain in his chest, making him grab the area; knowing what will happen after. "No!! You can't!!" Jimin mumbled in pain, glancing towards his reflection who was smirking; loving how he looks so vulnerable.

"J-Jungkook!! H-help me!!" He whispered under his breath, feeling the pain go unbearable as his sight slowly blurred, causing his legs to tremble and eventually fall on the ground along with the glass pieces. Luckily for him, his body isn't enough to put pressure on that glass; which means they won't pierce through his skin. He choked on his breath as he held out his hand to the air, hoping Jungkook would come and save him.

"Please, save me…" Jimin managed to whisper through his suffering, still hoping the one and only Jeon Jungkook will magically come and tell him everything is okay, everything that happened is not because of him, he's not an ugly human, he's nothing but a pure soul, he will cure of this sickness. But Jimin knows, Jungkook would never come, he certainly knows.

Why?

Because the other is out there, happily spending every second with his fianceé….

With a soft pained smile plastered on Jimin's face by his ridiculous thoughts, he closed his eyes, ending his sight into the darkness.

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[A/N: Truly sorry for the short chapters😔 Anyways, I have a question!! I wanted to change my acc theme as rn is red and black, so what would you guys think for the next color? Share your opinion!!]

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