He Will Leave You

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Author's Pov

Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows at the statement as he glanced at Jimin only to meet with a sharp crescent glare already drilled in his eyes, making him gulp and look down again; continuing his work.

He knows that look. Jimin clearly doesn't like his reaction to the statement. What the older one wants is a 'yes' from Jungkook's mouth. But now is not like the old times, Jungkook has a fiancee with whom he has responsibility. He couldn't give his loyalty to Aíden, so the least he could give is his time and attention. That way, he wouldn't feel too guilty for cheating behind the male.

"When I say something, I expect an answer, Jungkook. You know that better than anyone else…" Jimin hissed deferentially, didn't like how the other turned into complete silence as if he was being ignored by Jungkook; not knowing the younger is nervous by his answer, understanding well Jimin wouldn't like his next response. 

"I... can't."

"And why is that?" Jimin growled, already sat up; facing the other who immediately backed away from the sudden action, clearly not expecting the act. "Because he's my fianceé and it's the last thing I could do for him after cheating behind his back." Jungkook let it out straight to the fact, showing Jimin his priority. He doesn't know where the braveness came from but it just did, so there he was, gazing at Jimin with sharp eyes; dare to fight against the older words.

Jimin hummed in amusement in return at the dominance, couldn't help but to silently love how Jungkook's voice became deeper when he wanted to argue on something. But at the same time, another part of him is burning in a fire; feeling anger rising up inside him by the mention of Aíden being Jungkook's fianceé. While the last part of him feels touched by the fact Jungkook still takes time to give a little bit of him to Aíden; even after cheating behind his back.

Jimin was feeling three emotions at one time, making him feel nothing but empty and numb and maybe… confused? He doesn't know what to feel because it's already mixed up. Should he feel aroused? Should he feel angry? Or should he feel touched? What should he feel and how should he react? All of the feelings came from him too. If he picks one of them, the other will feel completely left out and only will be locked deep inside his heart— if he even has one.

On the other hand, Jungkook was staring at Jimin; noticed the other stillness and got worried a little. "Hyung?" He called out as he watched Jimin blink his eyes multiple times in realization. His jaw almost dropped by the view in front of him. He swears he saw the same various aura Jimin has on the first three blinks. The first one looks like he could kill someone, while the second one looks hella soft from Jungkook's eyes. And finally, the last one; the usual sultry aura Jimin he knows…

The older closed his eyes for a moment and opened it seconds after as Jungkook feel his office atmosphere completely change.

"What are you thinking abo—"

Multiple knocks on the office door broke their conversation as Jungkook immediately backed away in response; pushing Jimin away from him not too hard but enough to make some space between him. As much as he wanted to pull the older one closer, he knew better not to, moreover when the person who stood in front of the entrance could be anyone. His workers, Tae-Hyung… Or worst; Aíden.

"Make yourself presentable!!" Jungkook demanded hurriedly as Jimin sighed and rolled his eyes, didn't like the way the other was acting like a crazy person. He understands that Jungkook is afraid if their nothing-ship aka unlabeled relationship is going to be discovered but it is just a matter of time right? They all will know the fact sooner or later.

After all, Jimin didn't come all the way here just to snatch Jungkook away… He also wants to play with him and alas, leave the young man alone.

"Come in!!" He yelled a little bit after checking everything was going fine, forgetting the fact his things and paperwork are all scattered on the floor; too eager to meet whoever stood behind the door. The door clicked open as NamJoon stepped inside with shocked facial expressions plastered across his face by the sight. Jungkook was standing in between his scattered things on the floor while Jimin was sitting elegantly on the couch; legs crossed but hair and makeup completely messed up.

You don't need to say anything to confirm that something was going on there. The silence is too loud than words could explain.

"NamJoon hyung…" Jungkook mumbled under his breath, clearly didn't expect the older man to be there.

Shouldn't he be in his office, doing his work now? What is he doing here then? Yeah, Jungkook is aware of the fact NamJoon is his secretary but unlike those novels and fanfictions where the CEO and the Secretary are always beside each other like a life partner; the real-life they barely got to see each other. Secretary will only be needed if there's an event and since collaboration with Jimin is the occasion, that's why NamJoon is there with the young man in the photoshoot setting while Jungkook is in his office; checking out loads of paperwork.

"What are you doing here…?" Jungkook raised a question, trying hard to not get affected by the awkwardness in the atmosphere they all felt at that time. "Shouldn't you be questioning that to Jimin?" NamJoon deadpanned, completely aware of what's happening here. Judging by his point of thinking, it was either Jungkook had sex with Jimin or they fought. Both of them could be the answer.

"He was… having some lunch with me." Jungkook mumbled uncertainty as Jimin grinned evilly in return; memorizing their interaction earlier. "We just finished it." Jungkook added and watched NamJoon's face clearly doubting him but not questioning him further. "Let me just get going." Jimin suddenly said as they watched him stand up, a relieved facial expression plastered across Jungkook's face by the sudden decision.

It was so awkward between them.

His eyebrow furrowed in question when Jimin stopped his track right in front of the door as if there's something he just remembered. "As I said Jungkook… You ain't coming tonight—" Jimin trailed off as he tilted his head to face Jungkook, ignoring the stare he got from NamJoon who stood a meter from him. "—Or else, you won't like it if I do it my way…" He finished off and stepped out of the room, not wasting a second; leaving a puzzled Jungkook and a confused NamJoon behind without any more words.

The room fell completely silent after Jimin left, letting the tension fill the area.

"Explain, Jungkook." NamJoon is the first one to break the silence as he glanced towards the scattered things on the floor, decided to find any obvious evidence that Jungkook just had sex with Jimin but unfortunately there's none. Or at least that's what he thought. If his eyes were sharp enough, surely he got the proof because a few drops of Jungkook cum stains literally on the floor; under the office table which is almost hardly seen.

"I have nothing to explain, hyung… We just talked—"

"Talked? You said you were having lunch with him?" NamJoon quicked to cut Jungkook off as he doubtfully furrowed his eyebrow, telling the other that clearly; he didn't believe any utterances that slipped out from Jungkook's mouth. "I mean, yeah lunch. Lunch and talk." Jungkook defended himself and bowed down to collect his things, trying hard to not make any eye contact with the older; scared if he did he would fail his acting.

"What kind of lunch and talk that created this whole big mess, Jungkook? Do you think I'm that stupid? And what Jimin meant just now? You ain't gonna go where?" NamJoon asked continually, forgetting the fact he needs to get back to the photoshoot setting and watch the event go; already deep into babbling at his own boss. At times like this, he could only remember that he is Jungkook's friend and not some kind of person who worked as a Secretary.

He's scared, his mind couldn't stop thinking about the possibility of Jungkook being together with Jimin behind Aíden's back. He's well aware of the fact Jungkook is still in love with Jimin which makes his doubt grow further. Though Jungkook tells them that he's moving in with Aíden into the male's house; all of them couldn't help but distrust that.

"Watch your mouth, Mr. Kim!! This is my life!! I hired you to do your job!! Not to fuss with me about how I should manage my life!! I'm your boss!!" Jungkook yelled, finally snapped; catching NamJoon's attention who immediately felt some kind of pain in his chest by the sudden objection. The Jungkook he personally knows will never say that. Never ever will mention their position.

Who is the man he faced right now?

Is it even Jungkook anymore?

"If that's the case then okay, Mr. Jeon… I'll get going now." NamJoon mumbled, disappointment clear in his voice while he spat those words as he made his way out of the office immediately; leaving Jungkook who instantly regretted his statements. He shouldn't have said that in the first place. He knows NamJoon didn't mean to interfere with his life because the older one just worried but again, Jungkook couldn't help but to burst out. He didn't even know why he's angry.

"Fuck!!" He yelled and pushed all the things he just neatly arranged, hearing all of them fall once again on the floor but the difference at that time is he's mad and not having sex with his ex-lover. He glanced at the small yet expensive glass on the front table, neatly displayed with a bottle of alcohol as he grabbed it and threw the glass to his office wall; hearing it shattered in pieces after. He glanced around his office and landed his gaze on Aíden's portrait that was beautifully displayed only to feel his annoyance grow further.

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It was already night and Jimin was standing in front of his bathroom door, stripping his clothes out, revealing his beautiful pale peach smooth skin.

He hissed when his foot made contact with the cold floor as he made his way towards the shower area after hanging his towel behind the door. There, he stood under the shower as his hand grabbed the pipe to open it and felt the warm water drops fall on top of his hair before landing on his body. Unexpectedly, the water that drops from his body becomes beige-colored as his body tone slowly changes to paler.

The warm water was washing off his whole body makeup. You could see many scars on his back; revealing his true ugly self. Judging by the pattern, you could tell that he was burned by cigarettes, struck by whips, soaked in hot water, and even beaten by iron sticks. That's him. The real him where he hides from the cruel world. The real him that no one knows but SeokJin.

The real him that is not known by Jungkook himself.

Jimin sighed and poured a small amount of liquid soap on top of his palm as he put it on his body, before slowly circling them; watching the colorless liquid, turned into beige color just like the water; indicates the makeup he wore all day long is now slowly gone. He feels numb… lonely... and cold. He feels as if there's no point for him to still stand on this earth. It's true though, what is the point of him still being alive? 

His mother? She has already gone.

His father? Jimin doesn't even meet him once.

SeokJin? Pft— Jimin bet the older one didn't even want him to live.

Totally, he didn't have any point in living. But there he is, showering after facing all the bullshit in his life for the day. Jimin sighed loudly and made his way out of the shower; only to stare at him in the mirror and realize how ugly he is. Though his scars are imprinted at the back, Jimin still could tell how hideous they are.

"Do you ever wonder, what will Jungkook react if he ever knows about your ugly self?"

There, another reflection of Jimin stood against the mirror; his evil smirked always-on display, making Jimin back away from the glass in surprise.

"He will leave you."

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[A/N: This is the second time *sighs* Wattpad deleted my book]

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