"Minseok!"

I heard him shout my name but I didn't look back.

I covered my ears and didn't mind my blurry sight caused by tears.

I just need to wake up...

Wake up...

Please.

Wake me up.
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Xiumin

I arrived at my apartment. I quickly punched in my passcode and closed it.

I ran to my room.

Slammed the door and screamed in my pillow.

"Waeeeeee?!"

"Why is this happening?"

He said he won't leave me.

He always asks me to stay.

What an idiot.

He's going to leave me after asking me not to leave him.

"Minseok!"

Luhan pounding my door.

"Minseok, I know you're in there. Just please...let me talk to you."

"Just leave! You lied to me!"

I shouted back as I walked to the door and stared at my closed main door.

"Minseok, please. Let me in. Please."

I ignored him and went to the kitchen.

I need to freshen up.

Maybe this will calm me.

I went to the sink and let the water flow.

I washed my face but tears flow with the water.

I turned to the ref handle where I usually put my towel.

I didn't know but I just harshly pulled it making the ref open wide and hit the counter.

Some glasses and bottles dropped on the floor...

Broken.

Like me.

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Luhan

I keep calling him but he doesn't open.

I know I'm a terrible boyfriend and friend.

I didn't tell them about me leaving.

I wanna punch myself too.

How can I hurt Minseok and my friends just like that?

But I'm hurting too.

I need to leave.

I can't tell them the reason, especially Minseok.

I will just break his heart.

I feel so useless and shit.

I just broke my love's heart and my friends'.

Haha, what a loser.

I only stayed for few months but I'm so attached to them.

I'm so head over heels with him.

"Minseok..."

My voice cracked but I never cared.

"Minseok, please. Let me talk to you..."

I tried calming myself but a thought suddenly hits me.

"No...no...Minseok, please. Just, please. Don't hurt yourself! Please!"

Minseok is so fragile even if he looks tough.

Then I remember, Sehun gave me his passcode.

I quickly fished my phone out of pocket and looked for the messages.

"There you go!"

I tried controlling my trembling but I can't help it.

"Luhan hyung!"

I heard Sehun and the rest running to me.

But I didn't give them a glance and rushed inside as I opened the door.

I went straight to the room which is open but he's not there.

The bathroom.

"God, Minseok?!"

I called him but no answer.

"Please... Minseok."

I ran to the kitchen.

"Minseok!"

The others entered the kitchen as well and gasps filled the air.

I ran to him.

His eyes are closed.

Broken glasses and liquid everywhere.

"Minseok...Minseok..."

I kneeled down and hug him tightly.

"Minseok, what happened? I'm sorry. Please open your eyes."

I checked his hands, arms, legs...

No cuts.

He's not hurt...

Physically.

But emotionally.

I rocked him silently as I kiss his forehead.

"Luhan?..."

He pushed me slowly and opened his eyes.

"Why are you leaving? Why are you leaving me now?"

He asks. No tears. But more painful.

"I can't tell-"

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"

Kris who suddenly grabbed my by the collar and pushed me on the wall.

"I can't tell you, guys."

My voice keeps cracking.

"Damn you! Just fucking tell...wait, Luhan...is this..."

"Yes! That fucking marriage!"

Kris let go of my collar and looked at me.

"But..."

"I can't just ignore it. You know that."

"M-marriage? What's going on?"

Minseok asked with big eyes.

I'm so careless.

I'm so fucked up.

I looked down.

"Luhan...what marriage are you talking about? Kris..."

Kris just sighed and massaged his head, indicating he's really stressed.

Tao immediately went to Kris and helped him relax.

"Luhan hyung, don't tell me that's the reason you're going back home?..."

Lay giving me the look of confirmation.

I nodded.

"Bull shit! What the fuck is that marriage now?!"

Minseok once again asked with an angered and confused tone.

"I'm leaving...

...to marry someone in China."

I closed my eyes as those words left my tongue.

This is it.

This is the end.

I lost everything I have now.

Even my...

Heart.

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