can't breathe
frustrated
   that i can't even find the words
to explain how i feel
    hours spent daydreaming
instead of getting anything done
    want to be productive
can't bear it

so many changes
  not the right ones

the way he made me feel
wasn't right
im just desperate
  grasping at anything
that resembles a thing

can't bear it
it's all too much and nothing at all

   can't bear any more failure
so blessed
  can't bear it to watch myself become  insignificant
don't complain
  can't bear myself and this uncomfortable feeling

oh but i can