Defol Git (translation: f**k off, go away, etc.) 

Hah Hah Hah
As if I could leave?
As if you would ever let me live it down?

As if I could ever forgive myself? Forgive you for making me lost? 

Hah hah you're funny

Defol Git

As if I am not trapped?
As if I have a choice?
As if I know where or how or anything at all?

I deserve it, but logically what do you mean?

Defol Git

Well, help me one last time, so I could at least not disappoint you with this
So I could actually leave

Please

Help me GO and not miss it Help me not miss it I will miss it I will go back to the pain

It's an addiction you see

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One of my more... painful ones? Anyways, if you read it,  I'd appreciate feedback :) and if you somehow liked it a vote would be nice~

ps  does the formatting for this poem look ok in the wattpad app? because some words are missing on mine...