That night while I was waiting on Seo-Yun's phone call I got a call from Jin instead.

"Hey!" I say as I click answer. "Hey what are you up to?" Jin asks. "Just waiting for Seo-Yun to get off work. Why what's up?"

"I have a huge question and it's alright if you say no." He starts. "Okay..." I had no idea what to expect.

"The guys and I are going on a weekend trip and we wanted to see if you wanted to come along. Pretty please." Jin says.

"I don't know...I'd have to see about work." I say, unsure if I'd even be having to work this weekend or not.

"If you can get it off, you'll come?" Jin asks, his voice hopeful. "I guess yeah, I don't see why not." I say, still a little iffy.

I'm not sure this was the best idea...you know going on a trip with my friends, one of them being my ex. I'm not sure how well Seo-Yun would take that.

"Great! Let me know asap!" Jin says before he hangs up. I set the phone down and become lost in thought.

A weekend trip with all the guys sounded fun, amazing actually. I'm sure there was nothing to worry about, I'd just go and have a good time.

Hopefully I can get work off.
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My phone ringing caught my attention and I automatically answered, knowing it was Seo-Yun. "Hey." I say, already catching myself smiling.

"Hey I just got off work. I'm heading home now. How has your night been?" Seo-Yun asks. "It's been okay. I actually have something I wanted to run by you though." I start.

"What is it?" he asks. "Well I got a phone call from Jin and he invited me out on a weekend trip with him and the other guys. I'm gonna go, unless you don't think I should." I say, not sure how he'd react.

Of course I didn't need his permission or anything but it was always nice to run it by with him. It was a respect thing.

"No, of course you should go. I'm not gonna stop you from going out and having fun. I trust you." Seo-Yun says. "I'm glad because I would never give you a reason not to trust me. I'll text you the whole time I'm gone." I smile and Seo-Yun laughs.

"I'll be looking forward to it. I'll let you go though, have a goodnight baby." "Alright, night." Once I hang up I get ahold of my work to see if I work this weekend. Luckily, I didn't which meant, weekend trip was in full effect and I was excited.

I was definitely looking forward to it!
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The day of the trip came and as I was gathering my things I couldn't help but to feel a bit nervous. The whole weekend with Hoseok didn't seem like too great of an idea.

At least the other guys would be there too so it wouldn't be as awkward. I was definitely excited nonetheless.

The guys were on the way now and I just had a few more things to pack up and then I'd be ready. I hurried to get it done quickly then I waited.

Soon enough I heard a knock on the door. I walked over and opened it up to see Jin standing in front of me with a giant smile on his face. "Ready for a weekend of fun?!" he asks happily.

"Absolutely." I grin, just as excited as he was. "Good, then let's get going." He says as he takes my bags for me. I lock up and follow him down to the car.

We put my bags in the trunk and then we both get into the car. "Hey y/n! Are you excited?" Jimin asks as he bounced up and down in his seat like a little kid. "Definitely." I grin as I buckle up my seatbelt.

"Good, because it's gonna be great!"
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"I call dibs on the room with Y/n so back up you bafoons!" Jin says automatically as soon as we enter the little cabin we'd be staying at.

I laugh as I follow him into the bedroom we'd be staying in. There wasn't many rooms here so we all had to double up.

As we entered the bedroom I noticed a single queen size bed. I wasn't worried about having to share a bed with Jin seeing as I had multiple times when we were younger so it was no big deal to me.

I set my bags down and turned to Jin. "This is gonna be fun, I can already feel it now." I say and Jin grins. "We're gonna drink tonight so I hope you're up for a good time."

"Oh definitely." I laugh. It had been quite awhile since I had drank last so I knew if I didn't watch how much I drank I'd become drunk real fast. Let's just say that's the last thing we needed right now.

"Let's get back out to everyone and decide what we're gonna do next." Jin says and I nod, following him out to the living room.

Everyone was sitting around talking about who knows what. "Did you guys already get the alcohol out of the car?" Namjoon asks out loud to no one in particular.

"Yeah, we brought it all in. We can start drinking anytime now." Jungkook says, definitely more excited to drink then anyone else. Everyone seemed to laugh at that.

"We can crack open a few beers now. I need one." Hoseok says suddenly. I could tell just by looking at him that he seemed lost in thought.

He was probably still upset about the whole Rei thing and I didn't blame him. Breakups were hard and they hurt like hell.

"Here ya go." Yoongi says as he hands him one. Hoseok wastes no time in cracking it open and chugging it.

It wasn't long before everyone began doing the same. I drank too but I made sure to limit myself. As the night went on I definitely felt tipsy but I was still well aware of what was going on around me.

Pretty much everyone was smashed as the night drew to an end. "I'm gonna go to sleep. Saturday the real fun begins." Jin says as he stands, wobbling as he does so.

"I'm gonna sleep too. I'm way too drunk right now." Namjoon says as he too heads off to his bedroom.

At that point everyone just decided to head to bed so I made my way towards the room where I found Jin already passed out on the bed.

I laughed to myself as I pulled the blankets up over him and sat on the edge of the bed. I wasn't all that tired just yet so I scrolled my phone for a little before deciding to head onto the back porch for some air.

Once I got outside I noticed just how chilly it was. "Here, it's cold." I hear suddenly and turn my head to see Hoseok walking out the door, a blanket in his hands.

"Thanks." I say as I take the blanket and wrap it around me tightly so the cold couldn't continue to nip at my skin. "Couldn't sleep?" He asks, taking a seat on the porch swing beside me.

"No, you either?" I ask. "Nope. Just have a lot on my mind and the alcohol sure didn't help." He sighs as he stares out into the back yard.

"How are you doing with all of that?" I ask, knowing talking about it may help. "Honestly, not great but I'll deal. I'll get over it, I have to." Hoseok sighs.

"So, your boyfriend didn't mind that you came?" He says suddenly, changing the subject.

"No, of course not." I say as I glance over at him. "Shocker. He didn't seem to like me very much." Hoseok says, his tone changing. "He just doesn't know you. He'll warm up to you eventually." 

"I don't care if he likes me. I couldn't give a single fuck." Hoseok says, his jaw clenching. My brows furrowed at his words. "Why are you being like that?"

Hoseok turned his head to look at me, his fists clenching. "Because I don't care about this new boyfriend you have y/n. I don't want to hear about how some other man is in your life, loving you." Hoseok's words were angry.

"Hoseok..." he didn't say anything. "I'm sorry you feel that way but if we're going to be friends I-"

"Don't you get it, y/n? I can't be just friends with you dammit! I thought I could but now with this new guy in your life I can't. I don't want to hear about him, I don't want to see you two together, I don't even want to think of him near you. I hate this, y/n." Hoseok says, the words just spilling out of his mouth.

But he wasn't done, he kept going.

"Fuck y/n, I'm sorry. I know this is sudden but I'm just so fucking drunk and my heart hurts so damn bad and I- I just don't know how else to feel. Where do we go from here, I need to know because I can't be around you like this, not when you're with him. It's driving me crazy."

I didn't know what to say. I was in complete shock at everything Hoseok was saying to me right now. My mind was spinning.

"I don't know..." I say, unable to process anything else. "I don't know what to say or what to do."

Hoseok looked over at me, his eyes full of so much pain.

"I can't do this anymore...I can't pretend everything is okay. I have to tell you the truth." He says, leaning his head down slightly.

I feared what he'd say next for I knew it would change everything.

"I'm still in love with you y/n."

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A/n: I've been putting off updating this chapter bcuz it had over 1,600 words and I was too lazy to edit it 😂 I finally did though so here you go, enjoy !