Hi everyone,

Firstly let me start by apologizing. I was done writing this morning and so I updated it as well, I don't know what was the issue that no one was able to load it. Then In the afternoon, a friend of mine suggested me to add a scene, which took a little longer time than what I expected. So I'm extremely sorry about delay.

But now, the chapter is here, hope you all enjoy it. Thank you so much everyone for your constant support, I feel lucky.

And because it's last chapter, at least now, please let me know your thoughts about this story.

Lastly, Thank you to the very loveliest person AdvSangeetaDas for suggesting such a beautiful name for Varun and Misha's child.❤

Misha's POV:

After one year,

Sleep less night!

Life has been good so far. Everything is going great. Varun has been a amazing husband, he loves me so much that there isn't anything I want more. There are times where he miss Tanvi, sometimes even cry while remembering her but because I have accepted her as a part of my life, I'm always there for Varun to console him. Isha has been a very understanding daughter and has started going to school now, She don't like it much but like every other kid, she cope with it. To add a cherry on the top, we are expecting a baby after three months. I'm pregnant, six months pregnant, it was a big decision for me but I was totally ready for it.

Varun is right when he says that I sleep a lot in afternoon and that's the only reason why I can't sleep at night. but then what else should I do? I get very bored, Whenever I try to do something, I feel sleepy within few minutes, in fact I'm sleepy almost all time of the day but when it is night, I'm always wide awake like an owl.

Sleepless nights are ok, I don't mind dealing with them but what will I do of my mid-night cravings? I'm craving for a strawberry ice-cream now, it's almost 2:30 a.m in the clock and at this time, I want ice-cream.

I always thought that pregnancy​ cravings are just normal cravings where we wish to eat something so bad, however in normal cravings we can control ourselves but here, I go completely mad when I don't get what I wish for. Now that I'm facing them, I have realized that they aren't the normal ones. My pregnancy cravings most of the times are restricted towards the food which I never liked and never yet, example is strawberry ice cream, I don't like strawberries and here I'm dying to eat a ice cream made from it. What should I do now?

I looked at Varun and saw him sleeping peacefully. Today he brought all the three flavours of ice-cream which I usually eat however I don't want any of them. I only want strawberry ice-cream. I don't feel like disturbing him but then again, what will I do? As dad is out of town, he is the one handling all the business here and with that, he is even busy with the preparation of Janvi's engagement and my baby shower. After all the hectic day, he comes home and take care of my every needs. He looks after me the same way, we look after a small child. I can't express how happy I'm to have him as my life partner. There isn't a single thing which he hasn't done for me. I just have to say and get whatever I ask for.

The pregnancy stage always scared me but now knowing that Varun is there with me, it feels so much easier. I was always scared to get pregnant but when Varun explained me, I immediately got ready. The day when he promised to take care of me, I don't think I can ever forget it.

(Flashback)

"Why are you blushing?" Varun asked entering our room. Sometimes I really don't understand why he asks such stupid questions, what am I supposed to do when the entire family is asking me about our child? A normal person would blush and that's what I have been doing as well.

"The question is, why aren't you blushing? Don't you get shy when our​ families ask us about our kids?" I questioned back.

"Why to be shy about that? We are going to have kids some day." He replied very casually and it was my time to blush again. We are going to have kids someday.

"Misha, what do you want, a boy or a girl?" he asked very excitedly. We were standing under the stars but his eyes were shining brighter than them when he asked me this question.

"I always wished to have a daughter but now that we have Isha, I want a boy. A mini Varun."

"No. We will have a girl. I want another girl." he said like a small baby.

"Shut up, we will have a boy." I declared.

"You shut up, we will have girl."

"Ok, we will have both, fine?" I said not wanting to argue with him, after all, having a boy or girl is not in our hands.

"You are so ready for it, aren't you?" He teased. ready? of course not!

"What happened?" Varun asked as he saw me get busy in my own thoughts.

"If you won't laugh, should I tell you something?" I asked even though I knew he will end up laughing. There are numerous times when I have told him not to laugh but he always does and even tease me a lot.

"Ok." he replied.

"Pregnancy scares me." I told the truth.

"You know I love kids but when it comes to getting pregnant and that phase before giving birth, I'm very scared about that."

"What are you exactly scared about?" he asked as he made me to look at him.

"I guess everything. Labor pain, weight gain, hair loss and most importantly morning sickness, I can't deal with it, ever." I stated. I have seen my friends go through it, even there experience scares me a lot.

"Ok, If we leave these things apart, won't you be happy that there's a life growing inside you? don't it excite you that a tiny little baby will call you 'mom' one day?" He asked.

Wow, This sounds so good. The way he said this things, I would get ready to be pregnant more than once. But still, the morning sickness and labor pain? That's very difficult stage.

"But.." I was about the reason out my insecurities again but he stopped me by putting a finger on my lips.

"Do you trust me?" he asked. Is that even a question? I trust him more than I trust myself.

"Of course I do." I replied.

"Then you don't need to worry about anything, I will take care of you, I promise." he said looking straight into my eyes. There was some determination, some power in his eyes that without thinking twice, I agreed.

(Flashback ends)

Till day he has been sincerely following his promise. From morning sickness to massaging my legs every night, he has done everything. It's not like he don't shout at me, he does, a lot actually. He gets very angry when I skip my exercise but I know he shouts because he cares for me and our baby, so I silently listen to everything he says but then again he himself comes and apologizes.

I again looked at Varun. He was in deep sleep. Even though he keeps saying that he isn't tired, I know he is. Nights are the only time where I can see him relax and yet most of the times, I disturb his peaceful and relaxing nights as well. I don't want to disturb him now but what will I do? Last time I told Karthik to bring me muffins as he was outside and was talking to me. When he came and handed those muffins, Varun was very angry, he kept saying that why I shouldn't have told that to Karthik.

As I kept looking at him, I saw him move a little. He moved his hand to my side probably because he wanted to wrap it around me, I tried to move where his hand was but I was too late, he opened his eyes already.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he got up.

"No no no, don't get up." I tried to make him lay back but I was late again.

"What happened? Why aren't you sleeping?" he asked rubbing his eyes.

"Nothing, I'm not sleepy anymore." I replied.

"Ok. What are you craving for?" he asked as he fixed his t-shirt, wore his watch and took his Mobile from the table. How can he understand me so much? I was so happy to see this that I felt tears in my eyes.

"No, I'm not craving for anything." I replied.

"Misha, what is it?" he asked and this time even I replied him with the truth.

"Strawberry?" he confirmed obviously because he knows I don't like it at all and on the other hand, Isha love strawberries and all the things related to it.

"Yes." I replied. He smiled and went out of our room only after assuring me that he will be back soon. I wished to go with him however he didn't allow me saying that it's too cold outside. Even if I write a whole book on him that won't be enough to say how much I love him and how happy I'm to have him.

I had nothing to do, so I went and stood in front of the mirror, looking at myself. I looked at my baby bump and how big it has grown, as Varun told me, now it really excites me to know that there's a life growing inside me. It is very different and yet a very pleasurable feeling.

"I'm back." Varun said entering in our room. Oh, since when I have been standing here?

"Your ice-cream." He said and showing me the box in his hand.

"Look at that smile after seeing ice-cream, I don't think you have been so happy after seeing me." He said placing the box on the table and started unwrapping it.

"You know, it's not the truth. The smile I smile when I see you is something no one else can bring on my face."

"I know." he said kissing my forehead. He quickly put some ice-cream in the bowl and handed it to me. finally. Without wasting much time I immediately started eating it like, I was starving for months.

"Slow down girl, you will choke now." Varun said. I smiled at his comment but that didn't stop me.

"What are you looking?" I asked as I saw him looking at me very keenly as if he was studying me.

"I'm looking at the girl who says, she hates strawberries." His comment made me smile again.

"Thank you so much, I'm feeling much better now." I said as I finished the whole bowl.

"I love you so much." Varun said still looking at me in awe.

"Come, let's sleep. You have office tomorrow." I said.

"No, I'm not going tomorrow." he replied.

"Why?"

"What why? We have your doctor's appointment tomorrow." He replied. I Oh, yes. We have appointment tomorrow, how did I even forget about it.

"Ok."

"Let's talk like old days. It's been so long that we haven't talked while sitting under the stars." He said and I agreed immediately. He helped me get up and walk outside. He made me sit and then went inside the room again to grab one more shawl for me.

"It's not that cold." I complained when he wrapped the shawl around me.

"Shut up." He snapped. There was no use of complaining so I kept quite.

"Are you done with engagement preparations?" I asked resting my head on his shoulder.

"Almost. I made a deal with Janvi." he said and chuckled.

"What deal?"

"I told her to arrange baby shower very grandly and in return, I will arrange her dream engagement, also the wedding." he replied.

"Idiot. I know she will arrange everything properly, her choice is perfect."

"No, that's not the truth. Her choice is not even good, forget about being perfect." He said making me laugh. The reason he was saying it was because of Janvi's boyfriend, Rishikesh. Varun don't like him at all but because Janvi and everyone else agreed, Varun agreed too.

"Come on, Rishi is a good guy."

"I don't know and his name his Rishikesh, not Rishi." he replied almost immediately. He is not even ready to know him better, he just keeps saying that he is not a good guy.

"The reason you don't like him is because you know, he will take your dearest sister away from you, isn't it?" I asked and this time he nodded sadly.

"It hurts to know that after some days she won't be with us, I won't be able to irritate her daily, how will I even stay without teasing her?" he asked.

"That's something a girl is supposed to do. Even I left my parents home and the same is expected from Janvi but just like, I visit my family every time, Janvi will also come to visit us, don't worry." I assured him.

"It's because I allow you to do everything you wish. I'm very understanding and caring. I love my wife, but I can't say the same about Rishikesh." He said.

"Your wife loves you more and trust me Rishi is a good guy, he will keep your sister happy. Don't worry too much and accept him as a member of our family."

"Ok madam, as you wish." He replied.

"Ok, now leave that. Tell me the names you thought about our kids." Varun demanded.

"I haven't thought any. We will let Janvi decide it, after all it's her right." I replied and saw his smile fade.

"No, she will ask that idiot first and then she will name our child. No means no, we are not doing that." He stated.

"Varun, didn't you just agreed to accept him as our family member?" I asked, almost scolded him.

"Okok. But still."

"Don't worry, she has thought about a nice name." I replied and saw Varun's face glow up.

"Really? What is it?" He asked excitedly. I was not willing to reveal the name but he forced so much that I had to tell him.

"Ansh." I replied happily.

"Ansh? Quiet good but why only one specific name? Isn't she confused between 6-7 names?"

"Stop it man. Even though she is not here you are making fun of her." I said slapping his arm.

"Moreover, she was confused but then she asked Rishi and he helped her."

"Now I'm definitely not accepting that name." he stated again.

"Varun, stop. First hear it's meaning. Janvi said that we should name our child 'Ansh' because it would be the part/symbol of our love, I loved the meaning so much that I have already decided that it will be our baby's name."

Varun looked very happy after what I said. His face clearly said that he has accepted this name. Moreover, he was supposed to do that anyway.

"That's beautiful and what if we have girl?"

"Firstly we are having a boy and secondly I was able to fool Janvi again, only once." I replied sadly. Today I fooled Janvi and made her say the name she decided, however I was only able to find the name of baby girl.

"Boy or girl, both are fine with me. It's our baby, that matters to me." Varun said.

"Exactly, it's our baby." I said pulling his cheeks.

"You love pulling my cheeks, don't you?" he asked rubbing his cheeks probably because I pulled them way too hard.

"Because I love you, I should love irritating you as well, right?" I asked.

"I'm going to take proper revenge from you, just wait for four more months." he replied. Four?  but there are only three months left.

"I'm supposed to let you rest for atleast one month, right?" He asked with a wink.

"You are very naughty." I said and looked away.

"You look cute when you blush." Varun complimented forcing me to  turn towards him.

"I know." I said proudly.

"Varun, I want to say something."

"No thank you's please." He requested.

"Yes. I want to thank you."

"Misha no, you have already thanked me enough, not again." he replied.

"No, I haven't. Please please, one more time." I requested and he agreed unwillingly.

"So yes, let's start. Everytime I'm with you, I'm happiest. You make me happy like no one else can. When we were in our college days, I never, honestly never thought that, I will get married to you, will have kids with you, will have a life so happy with you. I agree I imagined a lot of things about you but.."

"Wild mostly." he said cutting my sentence.

"Varun, shut up and let me finish. Moreover, I never had wild thoughts about you when we were in college." I replied and then started again.

"But I never thought that I will get to see this day. Thank you Mr. Varun Jaisinghani, thank you for taking care of me and loving me so much. Its because of you, I believe that dreams do come true." I said kissing his cheek.

"I love you."

"I love you more babe." Varun replied.

"But honestly, you had many wild thoughts about me, didn't you?" he asked. He has started teasing me again!

"How can you be so sure?" I asked and saw a very mischievous smile on his face.

"You love me right?" he asked.

"Of course. What about that?"

"So where everything which is mine is yours and everything which is yours is mine, right?" he questioned again.

"Why are you asking me this things, what did you do?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. The way, he was asking everything, I was pretty sure that he did something.

"Don't get angry ok? And don't run behind me." he said and got up.

"Varun, What did you do?" I asked, this time angrily.

"I read your diary." he replied and moved a little more far from me. My diary? I don't write diaries, OMG, he read my diary which I wrote in highschool. Oh god, I really wrote a lot of things about him in that diary, it's so embarrassing to know that now he knows everything.

"Varun. You are very bad. I'm not going to leave you." I said and got up to run behind me.

"No no no, don't run." he said stopping me.

The rest of the night went by me scolding him for what he did and Varun kept laughing about it.

                              ***
After three months, they both were blessed with cute and healthy baby boy, as decided they kept his name 'Ansh'.

                             The end

Question:

1. Will there be bonus chapters?
Ans- We all want to know about baby Ansh, right? so yes, surely there are bonus chapters but can't say when.

2. What the next book I'm starting?
Ans- There are two books actually, You can find them in my profile.
     1. Meant to be yours
     2. The war of love

hope that I will get the same response from you guys like I got on this book.

once again, Thank you so much everyone, stay blessed ❤