Misha's POV:

After I was done talking to Mom, I sat there waiting for Varun to come downstairs however a lot of time passed but he still didn't, so I went back to my room. My eyes were focused at my door because the way to his room leads from the front of my door. Finally after few more minutes, I saw him go for there. I was scared, I didn't want him to regret it because if he did, there couldn't be anything more sad than that.

I closed my eyes and remembered our kiss again. I have been trying very hard to stop myself from blushing but whenever I remember it, it just gets uncontrollable and there has been no moment where I didn't remember it, I'm not able to take it out of my mind. If Janvi wouldn't have came, what must have happened? No, stop, I shouldn't be thinking about it. No doubt, it was so far the best night for me. But what about Varun? I really want to know what is he feeling now.

Next day,

Today also we have a wedding to attend and there's no way I'm going to miss it. Firstly because it's a Christian wedding and secondly because, the bride and the groom, both are my friends, well not very close ones but yeah, we are good friends. Actually, it the wedding of Aarav's best friend Ruan and his long time girlfriend Kriya. I have become friends with them because of Aarav. He even told me their love story, how he and Ruan and Kriya and Aarav's ex-girlfriend got together. Aarav always seems a very happy person and he is happy in his except for when it comes to love. When he finally thought that, he got his love of life back, he came to know that she is engaged with some other guy now. I want Aarav to be happy again and so I just hope, everything turns out well.

The wedding is at night and so there's enough time left with me. It was decided earlier that Me, Varun and Isha will attend it however now I don't know if Varun is going to come with me. Please god, don't make him regret whatever happened yesterday, he will start ignoring me again and I can't take that.

"Bhabhi, do me a favour, please bring Isha downstairs, her breakfast is ready and I have to go and call Dadi." Janvi said and ran away even before I could reply anything. Did she do it purposely? Maybe yes, because she knew I'm and I will be very hesitant to go in his room after what happened yesterday.

Slowly I went and stood outside his door, thinking if I should knock or not. I felt very nervous. Come on Misha you have to do it, Regret or not, you have to deal with both. I lifted my hand and finally knocked his door twice. He opened it with a smile but when he saw me, his expressions changed.

"Isha?" was all I managed to say. He pointed towards the bed and moved aside making me space to enter in.

"I'm angry with you. Don't talk to me." Isha said and folded her hands up to her chest. I was very confused so I looked at Varun and saw him smile again.

"Why baby?" I asked as I went near her.

"You didn't came to meet me yesterday, What were you doing when I came home?" She demanded an answer from me. What was I doing when she came home? Now my cheeks hurts because of constant blushing. Who would say Isha is just two year old? The reason why I didn't went to meet her was because she was sleeping, when I came downstairs, I asked Mom about her, she said that took her to Varun's room because she was sleeping.

"I'm sorry baby, please forgive me." I said and extended my hands for her to come towards me and she immediately came and hugged me.

"Shall we go now?" I asked and she nodded. I lifted her started walking outside. I don't know why but Varun's actions somewhere told that he regretted everything.

"Dad." Isha called and told me to stop. She gestured her hands towards him and so I had to walk to the place, he was standing.

"I'm going downstairs, you also come, ok?" She asked very sweetly.

"Ok." he replied. His voice was enough to make my knees weak again.

"Bye." She said and leaned forward to hug him. Baby, we are just going downstairs, not so far. Varun didn't moved a inch and so again, it was me who had to move more closer to him so that she can hug him properly. We were again so close to eachother but I didn't dared to look at him because I don't want to embarrass myself again. If he regrets it, why should I always care?

"Mumma, are you crying." Isha asked and wiping my tears with her small cute hands. what is wrong with me, I didn't even realized when my eyes had tears in it.

"Are you?" Varun asked and made me look at him by turning me face towards him.

"What happened?" He asked with concerned voice. I just shook my head in return and turned to leave however he stopped me again holding my wrist.

"What's wrong?" he asked and wiped a tear which was about to fell from my eye.

"Yes mumma, what happened?" Isha asked.

"Nothing baby, I'm ok." I replied and turned to look at Varun.

"I don't know but nothing is wrong. I'm fine." I said to him and came downstairs. Janvi smiled at me the moment her eyes caught mine. girl stop.

"What are you smiling for?" I asked as I made Isha sit on her chair.

"Why? Can't I smile?" She questioned.

"Now you and I both know, why you are smiling, so stop that." I replied.

"I'm just happy for you." She said happily.

"Your brother isn't."

"What? Really? How can he do this? I thought everything will be good now. Oh Varun, I hate you." She said angrily and with clear disappointment.

"I mean, I don't know, I think he is not happy." I replied. She asked me what I was talking about and I told her everything that happened in his room now.

"So he talked to you, that means he doesn't regret anything. Stop blaming my brother for the things he didn't do." She replied. Really?

"Shut up, he talked to me only after I cried, nothing before that."

"So what? I know he cares for you. He must be nervous like you, after all it was your first.." She said and stopped to put her hands on Isha's ears.

"kiss." She completed her sentence making me blush again.

"Stop blushing now." She said as I blushed more.

"I will go and open it." She said as we both heard the door bell ring. It was Mom's friend. We greeted her and then Janvi went to call mom, whereas I started feeding Isha. Soon Varun came downstairs and sat in front of me. It was the time for breakfast and so Mom invited her friend to have breakfast we us, I was done serving everyone and so I just stood there watching everyone if they need something just in-case. I avoided standing in front of Varun because I didn't wish to make situation awkard, so I was standing behind him.

The conversation was pretty normal until Mom's friend started telling us about her son, who is going to be father, very soon. She kept on saying everything he does for his wife and how happy they are, I looked at Varun and saw him disturbed obviously he was sad remembering what happened with him. I looked again at Varun and found him staring at the plate blankly, it hurts to see him sad.

"Varun." I called resting my hand on his shoulder. He kept his hand on mine and turned to look at me.

"I'm fine." He said with a weak smile and then got up to leave. No, you aren't fine.

"You didn't finish your breakfast." Mom said as she saw him leaving.

"I'm sorry but I'm full now." he said and walked away. He was not fine and everyone sensed that. I told Janvi to look after Isha and went upstairs. As I reached his room, I saw him wearing his neck tie.

"Shall I?" I asked extending my hand.

"It's ok. I'm done." he replied. man, rejection hurts. I stood beside him, silently watching him. I don't know what happened to him but he undid whatever he did with his tie earlier, removed it from his neck and passed the tie towards me. How sweet.

I immediately took it from his hands and stood infront of him, ready to tie it again.

"You are too tall." I complained because his height is definitely taller than me, I have to tip-toe if I want to help him wear a his tie. He smiled a little and sat on the bed. I moved forward and started to do my work. No doubt the closeness made butterflies dance in my stomach but the happiness I felt was much more then that.

"Done." I said and fixed the tie properly on the centre of his neck.

"Thanks." he replied and looked in the mirror.

"Is there a meeting today?" I asked as he nodded. I have noticed a lot of times now, he wears tie only when he has some important meeting otherwise, he is always fine without it.

"How do you know?" he asked.

"Just a guess, by the way, Are we going to Ruan's wedding?"

"Indeed." he replied while wearing his watch. Thank god, I was really scared.

"Bye." He said and turned to leave.

"Varun." I called making him turn towards me.

"I'm fine, don't worry." he replied and went out. Ok, if you say so.

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