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If they ask you, tell them ‘She was the only person  that loved me with honesty, and I broke her’" — Unknown

Misha's POV:

I was hell bored sitting in my room so I decided to have a walk around house. As I came out I glanced at Varun's room to see if he is there or not. The door was half opened and I wished to go and see but then again going there would mean disturbing him, so I avoided that thought and made my way downstairs.

I was away from this house for barely two weeks and now I already feel like I'm new here. All the interior of the house seemed different to me. I was walking looking all over the house that I didn't noticed anything or anyone coming in front of me, it was only when I bumped at something and was about the loose my balance but something caught me. however soon I realized that it was not something, it was someone, a person.

Slowly I opened my eyes and looked at the person holding me. The great personality! Janvi already gave me a detailed description about him.

"Varun should have been here in my place, right?" He asked making me imagine the scene if Varun was in his place right now. If I would have bumped at him and if he was holding me, I would have been the happiest person but I can't say the same about him, Varun would have cursed that moment, it would have been a sin like thing to him. whatever!

"I wish." I said and made myself steady on the floor.

"I'm sorry." He apologized.

"No, it was my mistake. I wasn't looking and..."

"I wasn't talking about that." He said cutting my sentence.

"I came directly inside house, I'm sorry for that. I knocked but there was no reply from inside." he added further.

"Well well, I don't think anyone here would have a problem with Aarav Deshmukh entering this house without any permission." I said and saw a smile formed on his lips.

"You know me."

"You were at my wedding plus Janvi has told a lot about you while seeing the wedding pictures." I replied making him smile again.

"Hi, Nice to meet you again." He said extending his hand. We did a formal handshake and then he asked me about Varun and if he is ok.

"What is he doing?" He asked. I wish I knew.

"I don't know. I think you should go and see yourself."

"Yes, that would be better." He said and begin to move.

"Would you like to have something?" I offered.

"Anything, which you are good at!" He said making me wonder what he meant. anything I'm good at? Does he want me to cook?

"Come on, I'm visiting my friend's home after so many days and as my Bhabhi, you need to make something special for me." He answered. Ok, so he really wants me to cook. Fine.

"Fine, only if you start calling me Misha, agree?" I asked. He raised a eyebrow at first but then agreed eventually. Honestly speaking the word Bhabhi, makes me uncomfortable. I don't know why but I never liked it and now that Varun doesn't accept our relation, the word makes me more uncomfortable. I even requested Parth and Janvi not to call me that.

"By the way, I was joking. I don't want anything now, maybe next time." Aarav said.

"Well, I'm not rude, arrogant or a lazy person not to make some simple snacks, go and meet your friend in meantime, let's see what I can make." I said and he smiled again.

"Thanks." He said and made his way upstairs while I started walking towards the kitchen.

"Misha." He called and I stopped again.

"I'm glad to see you here even after what Varun said." He spoke and went upstairs without waiting for me to ask him anything. how does he knows what Varun said to me? Or was he talking about something else? What else it could be, of course it was about Varun's rude behaviour but who could have told him?

I wanted to ask him everything but he was already out of sight. I went to kitchen and started making some chocolate shake and Sandwiches. Aarav asked me to make something I'm good at, so Sandwiches is the answer to that.

"Are you making this for Aarav?" Janvi asked entering inside the kitchen.

"Yeah." I replied.

"Okok...he loves chocolate shake."

"How do you know a lot about him, huh?" I asked as I don't think there's something she don't know about him.

"Keep my little secret, I had crush on him for a while but he always treated me as a sister. Plus he can't get his ex-girlfriend out of his mind." She replied with a little pout.

"Aashna, I know. You have told me about her already." I said before she could start again. She giggled a bit and then helped me to carry all the snacks to Varun's room. I knew about Varun's reaction that I will get once he sees me so I was a bit hesitating.

As I went there I saw Aarav playing with Isha whereas Varun was sitting there doing nothing but still it felt good to watch him.

"We are here." Janvi declared and both of them looked at us whereas Isha was busy playing with Aarav's watch. Varun turned his gaze same like what I expected from him. I went and kept the plates in front of them.

"I love chocolate shake." Aarav said.

"Hope you will like this as well." I said and was about to leave but he handed Isha to me.

"Take her with you." He said and was immediately stopped by Varun.

"She is good here, give her to me." He said.

"Stop it man, I'm here to talk about business and I don't want Isha to get bored, right baby?" Aarav said and like always Isha laughed showing her two small teeths. Varun didn't protested after that even when he knew that Aarav was not going to talk about any business stuff.

I took Isha with me and made my way downstairs.

"Did you told Aarav about Me and Varun?" I asked Janvi on the way.

"Of course not. Why would I?" She asked back. exactly, why would she say that.

"Then how did he came to know about it?" I asked and told her about what he said me earlier.

"For that matter, he is Aarav Deshmukh, I don't know how but he has either way of finding everything." She said almost like a fan girl.

"Are you jealous because he is more smarter than you?" She teased.

"Of course not and he is not smarter than me." I said proudly.

After sometime Aarav came downstairs and complimented me for the snacks with his fake 'Im so happy' type of smile.

"Bye. See you again." He said and was about to leave. well, it's my time to shine.

"Aarav." I called making him stop.

"A fake smile don't always hide the pain." I said and got a amused look followed by a nod.

"Bye." I said and saw him leaving but he stopped again.

"Misha." He called. man, no, you should not say something again.

"Next time when you meet your friends for sharing your pain, Don't choose a public place and definitely not a coffee shock, I might catch you there again." He said with a most stylish nod and left making me stand there like a statue. So he was at the coffee shop! I heard Janvi laughing at me.

"Shut up." I said and heard her laugh more.

Isha was sleeping so I decided to place her in her crib, that means going to Varun's room again. Slowly I went there and stood outside.

"Why are you here again?" He asked.

"To place her in her crib." I said and saw hid expression softened a little.

"Ok. Do that and leave."

I carefully made her sleep, covered her with a blanket and left his room.

After one month,

It has been one and a half month to our marriage. All the while I hoped Varun to change a little However there was no improvement, in fact he gets more angry now.

During this past days, Varun has said enough things to hurt me from time to time. If there's a word, I could describe my life now is 'Hopeless'. Sometimes I think even hoping something from him is wrong thing to do. Only reason why I consider myself as blessed is because he hasn't hurt me physically, it's always mentally!

Another thing which I admire at this moment is that, I have been every close with Isha. Whenever Varun is out, Isha stays with me. I always wanted her to look at me with the same admiration she has for Varun and now I have finally achieved it.

Everything except for Varun's behaviour is going good even I have started my job again but today, I don't know why but it feels like something bad is going to happen. I don't want anything bad to happen, I'm already disturbed and I have zero capacity to face any other problem.

Please god make it all peace

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sneak-peek

"Varun please, you talk anything about me and I never complain but please don't bring my Dad in it." I said as calmly as I could. I was hurt. I love him and so I silently listen to every thing he says to me but that doesn't give him right to say something about my father.

"Really? You are hurt? Why you didn't thought about it when you were ignoring my mother even though she kept talking to you?"

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