The sky's like you, lovely but cold....

Talking would be an understatement I guess.
You can never really have the talk with someone you like. And specially if you had that ignoring game going so strong and the same outcomes comes from the other side.

We went out in the garden. The moon was shining too bright.
I wonder if the moon too knows about my feelings.

My thoughts were blurred. I wonder what he is thinking! What if he says that he doesn't wanna talk to me.
Hell! You are already not talking to him.

He looks hot today , and smells really good I wonder what perfume..

"Hi"

Wow after all these times , this is what I am hearing.

"Hi" I whispered.

"How are you?"

"Umm Kristian I'm fine..." I tried to lighten the mood.

"Wonder who made you fine "

"What"?

"Yeah, I mean seems like you don't have much liking to me " he seemed angry now.

Maybe I'm doomed.

"That's not ...."

" Then"?

He took one step towards me. And I took a step back. He noticed me. And he took another step towards me and I reciprocated the same thing by taking a step back.
He kept on coming closer to me untill I felt something on my back.

We were under the big tree and he still kept on coming closer even though he knew I had nowhere to go.

Caging me under his arms he looked at me. I was still mesmerised by him and at the same time a bit scared of what the outcome can be.

"Don't you like me Karen"?

Huh? What ? What did he just .. did he just ask me what I think he asked me .
Damn I'm not making any sense but omg .

"What"?

Smart answer Karen

"Why are you ignoring me ? Did I do something? Or did I hurt you by any chances ?"

"No Kristian, I'm not ignoring you. It's just that we have been busy and the competition is coming so soon a-and...

" And you prefer Kevin over me right "!

Where did he came from ?

"Kristian, what are you..."

"No like seriously, you started ignoring me as soon as he came . I'm so not dumb Karen. Why are you ignoring me like that? I tired calling you ! And I even tried messaging you  . But you are clearly been busy with him to notice me right "

"No, my Christ , Kristian I'm so not interested in anyone"!

As long as you don't come into the play
Damn , mind give me a break.

"Do you hate me "?
As he said this he started coming closer to me. He angled his face and his lips were only a centimeter away from mine.

Omg omg what what is he gonna kiss me ? Omg but what will I do should I kiss him back?

"Tell me Karen, do you hate me "?
His lips were inches away from mine but they didn't touch mine.

Kiss me already

"Karen" he rasped .

"Yeah"

"I asked you something"

"I just I ..."

He was coming more closer and a few more inches were there and our lips were about to collide and at the same time his cellphone starting ringing.

What just happened.

Realising the closeness he moved away. He took his phone out, gave me the one last look and went in the house.

"Hello baby" I heard him talk.

I stood stunned for a bit .
What just happened. Did he just....
Damn, I feel rejected.
My god he called that bimbo his baby .

Well , she is isn't she .

And here he was asking me why was I ignoring him. Shouldn't I be the one to ask him why is she so important that he ignores me Everytime .

After what happened I wanted to cry about it. Why is he so frustrating and why do I like him anyway.

That's what maybe feelings are , damn , I just wanna cry so bad .

I didn't feel like staying there anymore.
What should I do? Should I walk ? Which is a complete disaster since it's late in the night. Maybe I can call an Uber.

But then Laura would surely feel bad . Why should I spoil my friends mood because I'm the upset one .

But I don't have the energy to face them how should I..

"Karen, come inside "
I heard Laura calling me as she started walking towards me.

"Karen, come "
She tried pulling my hand but I resisted.

"What? Karen ? Why aren't you....?

And I broke down. I couldn't hold them anymore. I hugged her and I cried.

Even ignoring him seems harder than I thought it would be.

"Wait hey, hey relax , just tell me what happened and I know it's because of the jerk. Just tell me so I can break his face "

I told her how we talked and went on that mini date and about the music and how he asked me to hangout with him. About why I ignored him and how he acted .

" What a sick jerk. I swear I'm gonna..

" Laura , please don't do anything which you and I will regret later on.
I just don't feel like hanging out today. Everything was going so perfect untill this. I'm sorry I just I'm ..."

"Kar, we are friends which automatically makes you my family. Don't apologise for anything sweety. I am here for you"

" I just feel like going home "

"But your brother is here and you mother will probably on the late night shift. How will you manage"?

"I will manage Laura, I'm thinking maybe I can call a cab...."

"But Kar..."

" Please Laura , I can't do this right now"

"Okay Karen, let me call the cab for you, but please don't be so upset for  that jerk. He doesn't deserve it."

We waited for the cab to come over. As she told me about her life and how she and Sam became a bit close during the rehearsals.

The cab came and I bid my goodbye. I texted mom to let her know about my plans . And I also texted my brother in case he searches for me.

By the time I reached home it was a little late but sleep wasn't what I wanted.

If he is so happy with her why can't he just leave me alone. Why does he care so much if I'm ignoring him or not !.

Maybe he has girls falling for him hard. And that's why he is so interested.

I took a quick shower. And quickly changed into my loose t shirt and shorts.

Sleep was no where near me. I decided to watch a movie. I sat down on my bed while watching the fault in our Stars.

Hopefully that worm is keeping him occupied to even realise that I'm not in Laura's home anymore.
Why would he even care. He got his baby with him. She is an apple to his pie .

Damn, I'm too angry .

How can he leave me hanging like that. It's not that I wanted to kiss or anything .

You sure you didn't wanted too.

Okay okay , but we cannot forget the ignorance and his attitude. How can he be such a flipping coin.

On one end he wanted to kiss me and on the other he was calling her baby.

But it happened in the heat of moment maybe he didn't wanted it , that's why he walked away. He rejected the kiss, which was almost happening .

I'm so messed up.

With these thoughts on, I was watching my movie while eating my favourite icecream .

Yummy, icecream be my only love.

My phone started beeping. Maybe mom was calling me or maybe Eric . Darn it , I shouldn't have not gone there in the first place and now  I came running back.

I picked up my phone and my heart skipped a beat when I saw who was calling me.

The only guy that can give me heart attack. And who is currently  behind my sour mood.

I decided not to pick his call.
He should call his baby , she can mend his sour mood. Not me .

The phone kept on beeped 4-5 times and it stopped .

Finally his baby called him. And now I can be in peace .

As soon as these thoughts filled my mind. My door bell rang.

Maybe mom is home soon today.
As soon as I got down and opened my door.

"We weren't done talking " was all he said ..

Okay the shit just got real.

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