Everytime I see you I fall in love all over again.......

University is quite cheerful today. Maybe because of the upcoming competitions...

"Karen, over here"!
I looked over to see all my three friends standing with their crushes.

Shaking my head I walked over to them .

"Hi guys"

"Guess what ? We got selected " Lilly was so excited .

"I am really excited to see you guys perform " .

What if you were the one performing ? It would be so nice .

But all these things, are quite new to Me , maybe next time ?

And yeah what about the messaging thing ? Isn't it a new thing ?

A real realisation drawn on me ...

Oh! Damn , I forgot about him.

"Karen, Laura is performing the character Mary, Courtney is performing the character Lydia and I be the Catherine Bennet" she was so excited.

"Congrats guys " I was happy for them as well as relieved.

Now, they won't trouble me .

" But we want you with us Karen" Lilly said .

Oh noo...

"Yeah , we all should be together "Courtney said .

"Guys , this stage performing is surely not my cup of tea , but I would love to see you guys performing " I tried explaining .

"Who is performing"?

Suddenly we heard the voice and the butterflies just erupted in my stomach .

Why does he have so much effect on me?

The message ...
Shit

He came with his girlfriend attached to his arm.

" Oh , hi Kristian we were just discussing our roles and how we want Karen to perform with us " Lilly spoke.

"If she is not comfortable then we shouldn't force her babe" Eric said

What? Babe ?
I mean when ?

And by seeing Lilly's reaction I knew something is cooking between them.

At least someone is happy.

As soon as he came next to me I could feel him looking at me.

Damn, Karen calm down, he has his girlfriend attached to him.

No need to be so worked up . Everything is cool , and that message made you a big fool.

"You can try for other roles "He asked me .

"Err , I mean I ca-a!

"But babe , she doesn't appear that interested in taking a part in the competition" the queen bee finally spoke .

What the hell, why is she answering on my behalf . Damn , I hate her high pitched voice . Why is she so damn stucked to his arm like a bloodsucking worm. Give him some space .

But why are you concerned when he is the one who is allowing her to do what she wants .

Who am I? Just because I have a little crush on the Mr grey eyed guy doesn't mean I can say whatever I want.
Damn Karen , calm down let her be. No need to be so worked up.

"Excuse me , guys I'll meet you up in the class . I got some work to do before it ."

I rushed out of after telling them.

The hell she can speak to me like this. Who the hell she think she is. I feel like punching her .

With these thoughts I go to my locker room and take out my books for the first class.

"Didn't knew you get angry so fast"
A sly remark came out of no where .

But my heart said the other thing.

Why is he here ?

As I turned around I caught him standing next to my locker . A sly smirk on his lips .

" I am not angry" I said

"Can see in your voice moonlight " he grins .

Damn that smile , he be so cute ..and what about his girlfriend being so rude .

"I don't wanna be late for my class . Excuse me "

I tried rushing out but a hand caught my arm .
He spins me around and pins me to my locker .

Oh my world , breathe breathe it's okay it's okay.

I tried changing these words but my heartbeat was more audible to me then these words ..

As he came closer my heart beat fastens .

"You look more cute when you are angry , moon"
He whispered in my ear

And I just forgot to breathe for that second .

Can't you just kiss me?

Okay! Hold up emotions where did the kiss came from?

As I was thinking I didn't realise I was staring at his lips .

"Karen"

"Hmm"

" You wanna say anything "?

"What "? I asked blinking my eyes

"I asked you if we can hangout after the college , " he asked with a smirk

"Umm.. I don--t think"

" Save the excuses and meet me after 4 ?" He answered

"But I ..."

"See you after 4 " he walked off

What the hell just happened
I mean one I was angry , two I was insecure and three we are going on a date again ..

I cannot do it .. I need to stop this but how ?

With these thought I went to all my classes .

In the break, me and my friends were in the canteen eating and discussing about various events .

"Okay, guys the auditions for the main lead has been selected ,
Miss Nova brown is playing the Elizabeth Bennet and guess who's the Mr hot Darcy? " The group next to ours were discussing more like shouting.

"Mr Darcy is Kristian "

What? But what about our date?

And still the same time . They both entered .she was still sticking in his arm.

As they entered everyone was checking then out. They went on to the same group.

His so called girlfriend was smiling and laughing to all the praises that her friends gave . He sat there quitely . Once in a while nodding.

And as I looked to him again

My eyes found the grey once again..

In that time maybe I knew that I am screwed ..

But I still hope that little crush will go away one day.

As our classes ended I bid goodbyes to my friends and got on the bus .

Neither did I see him nor did I get any message from him

Is this his way of giving hopes and not fulfilling them.
You are only fool Karen.
He is probably enjoying with his girlfriend and obviously forgot about his words ..

Don't think about him just don't , for him words are just words not actions..

These thoughts were running in my mind as I reached my home .

Great , my brother is not there and neither my mom.

At the same time I got a message from my mom saying she has to work late today.

I go straight to my room . While laying down I thought of him and his words and how his act kinda made me upset in some way.

Maybe sleeping will help.

I slept off for the day to be awaken by doorbell ringing.

I checked the time it was 7pm .

Damn , I slept for too long.

As i opened the door my half sleeped eyes were full awake .

Standing there with my brother was non other than the grey eyed guy who is currently responsible for the anger I have for him

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Well, he came again

To say sorry or to give Karen some butterflies..

Hello my moonshines.. how are you all ?

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