Minju's POV

I don't know why but Yujin's acting weird lately. She'll suddenly block the door , talk to herself and kick the door open. It looks like she was possessed by some crazy spirit (´･_･')

"Here's our bar" After walking for about five minutes from the restaurant, we finally arrived infront of a luxurious bar. Chaewon lead the way inside their signature glass door. The men in black suit standing in the door bowed at us. Woah I didn't expect this kind of bar. Literally, bar is a noisy place covered with people but this one is in a different level.

In every table, luxurious guests are talking with each other. They're not dancing to a noisy beat nor scattering around. They're just chatting while drinking some of their expensive looking drinks. The background music played by a band on the mini stage are soft since they're just playing an instrumental one.

"Good evening Miss Kim and guests, I'll lead you to your table" A man in black approached us. I think he's in his mid 30s.

"No thanks, Mr.Fred . Just prepare some snacks and drinks for my guests okay?" Chaewon smiled while talking with the man. She really is treating their employees as friends.

"Okay Miss. I'll prepare it right away" The man went off after he said those words while we proceeded to our seats.

"Hey, where's Yujin?" Wonyoung asked out of nowhere. Right after she asked that question, I've only got to realize that Yujin is not with us.

"Maybe she went out for a while, it's already 9 pm. I bet she wants to be alone since you know, uhm.... anniversary" Chaewon answered, flipping the pages of a book which she got from the mini book shelf near our seat.

Anniversary?

"Yul, have you seen Yujin?" I whispered at Yuri who's wandering her eyes around. She's easily captivated by the looks inside the bar. Well, it goes the same way for me.

"Hmm why?Concerned?" she muttered while still wandering with the interior designs.

C- concerned?

"N- no. Not really" It's not that I'm concerned but....

"I've known you for about 6 months already Minju and I can say that you're not good at lying. Your expressions are easy to read" she said, showing her teasing face at me ಥ⌣ಥ

N- no I'm not! （＞.＜）

"Aish n-nevermind!" I can't bear to look at Yuri's face. She's teasing me so bad and I'm a person who gets pissed easily.

"Nevermind what Min?" Chaewon looked at us. We're infront of them and uhm it's really awkward to be with them. They're too expensive to be with us, uh no, they're too expensive to be with me.

"Uhm Chaewon, can I excuse myself for a bit? I'll just grab some fresh air to clear my mind about my plan to have this one squishy girl beside me,murdere - - - Don't worry, I'll be back" I smiled at her. I'm comfortable in here but, I think I can clear my thoughts outside. My thoughts about myself, if I really am worthy to be with them..

"I'll go with you then" Chaewon stood up from her seat, ready to go. "Uh I can handle myself. Thank you Chaewon" After that, I started to walk away from our seat.

"Be sure to bring her back huh?" I heard Yuri said. I'm still not that far from them that's why I heard her.

Ahh Y-yuri! S-she's not the reason why I'm going out! This girl (＞＜）

*sigh* I'm already outside that bar. Seems like I've enjoyed hanging out with them that I almost forgot about my real state.

I started to walk away from the bar, not knowing which way I should go. I'm just going to take a break for a while though.

I just need to think about my whole tragic existence...

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Yujin's POV

12 a.m.'s near.

And your anniversary is near Mom.. I got too fond of being with those two that I even forgot that tomorrow's date is the day you left me. I'm so foolish Mom.. If only you're still alive, I think I'll not be the Yujin that I am right now.

I opened the video in my phone.

Unfortunately, our last video together.

"Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, Happy birthday, Happy birthday to you"  While singing those, you came into my room, carrying my birthday cake.

"Happy 12th birthday sweetheart. Make a wish and blow your candle" My smiling face are on the video with your voice as the background. I closed my eyes while smiling and saying those wishes.

"What did you wish huh? What did you wish my princess?" My smiling face are still on the video. I can't help it but to hug you back that time. The video clip already ended.

All I did on that video was to smile. I never had the chance to thank you for that cake that you yourself had baked even with your body full of bruises.

If I told you my wish that time, will you stay Mom? Will you learn how to fight for yourself?

Fxck this tears. This dxmn eyes wouldn't stop these pathetic tears from falling. Dxmn!

My only wish was to stay with you up till eternity! That's what I've been wishing for Mom. That's what I've been wishing for...

"Sometimes you have to cry yourself out not because you're weak, but because you've felt enough, you've experienced enough and you keep it inside all the time just to show that you're strong" I heard someone said from behind.

"It's okay, I'm just out for a walk. I accidentally saw you here while I'm pre- occupied thinking about my tragic life haha. I'll not tell anyone, just cry all you want. It will lessen the burdens in your heart" Fxck, why on earth is she here?! I never cried infront of anyone but dxmn, she's the only one who saw me in this state.

"M-minju" my voice are trembling and my fxcking heart is racing while stating her name. Dxmn pathetic.

"Hmm, okay I'll leave" she was about to go but this stubborn hand held her arm.

This is unlikely of me..... All the time I'm shoving everyone who's staying beside me but now, I want someone to stay. Someone who will understand my fxcking situation and someone who knows how to lend their dxmn ears..... and it's her.

Darn, I'm totally insane.. I felt like she was shock and now my freaking stubborn side is turning on. I don't want to be alone again....

"N- no, stay. P- please"

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