Ever since the day you came in my life, I knew you were the only one I truly love till the end.

I'm updating on Tuesday August 21st, instead of yesterday, because today is my 18th birthday. I hope will like this chapter, I tried to make it special!! I love you guys; thanks for supporting me for four years by now.

Semmy Carson

I love you..

Three magical and special words that everyone liked to hear whenever the time was right. Something that could change your entire life in either a good or bad way. It was scary, you weren't aware of what was going to happen next and something so new and so bright, scared us off. But the fairytale ending was most definitely worth it.

These three words had the ability to make someone feel warm, tingly and like they were on top of the world; not thinking of the bad or of what could possibly go wrong. Something so strong that it was hard to break it, because love is love and love always wins in the end of it.

And River didn't even hear it..

How was I even so freaking stupid to let those words flop out of my big mouth? I don't know how, I wasn't even thinking when I said that, but that doesn't mean that I didn't mean it. I mean, look at him.

I turned my head towards River who was focused on driving, he wanted to take me out on another date.

His gray eyes met the sun which made them look clearer and incredible shiny; those orbs had a strong hold on me. And his brown messy hair that nonchalant fell over his face, gave me the urge to play with the strands. I wanted to kiss the wonderful smile that was around his full lips.

He was muscled and perfectly tanned, it made River Allen so manly; he literally looked like a god from heaven. I think I would faint if I trailed my fingers over his abs, caressing them. He already made me weak in the knees by simply breathing, looking at him brought goosebumps over my body and his touch created our tingles; our strong connection.

He was my emotional tether.

And don't even make me start on his persona; the boy was sweet towards anyone, smart as he was doing well in school and he was good in sports. He was the rugby captain after all.

Someone like him was extremely rare, because he literally had it all, the looks, the amazing personality and people who were standing at his feet.

In this moment, looking at the boy that I liked ever since we were little, I knew that I loved him.

I love him so dearly, he was trapped inside my head and all my never ending thoughts were clouded with nothing but him. I never wanted to spend a microsecond without him and being with him, made me feel completer than I've ever been. I always looked up to him for how generous and genuine he was. He was my bright sun, my moon and my dear truth. This boy was my home and I wouldn't change that for anything in this world.

And he would always have me, even when if didn't want me.

"Hey Semmy!" River waved in front of my eyes.

"W-w-what?" I asked confused and looked up into his eyes, feeling my heart beat faster.

"I've been trying to snap you out of your daydream for over ten minutes now! What's up? You've been acting strange ever since our last conversation.." He told me and frowned a bit.

You didn't hear my I love you..

"Nothing Riv.. Nothing is wrong okay?" I said, not looking in his eyes.

Because I knew, once I looked into his eyes, I'd pour out all my feeling.

"Semmy, you're my best friend, I know when you lie" He grabbed my face to make me look at him.

My heart jumped in my chest.

He carefully caressed my cheek in a soft and loving way before he kissed my lips. I didn't hesitate to kiss him back.

This kiss was gentle and slow, giving me the time to explore the feelings; the tingles, goosebumps and electricity he gave to my body.

My heart was begging me for more as I kissed him deeper, tasting his sweet cherry flavor which I became addicted of. He slowly bit my lower lip, making me hum in pleasure as I roughly played with his hair.

A rollercoaster of feelings and desires were inside of me, making me go crazy.

Crazy for him.

He smiled at me once he stopped, panting with his big swollen lips. "I will let it go for now, but please Sem.. Don't hesitate to tell me what's wrong. You won't ever lose me okay?" He spoke with all the determination he had and kissed my forehead, taking my hand in his after we got out of the car.

"Where are you taking us?" I smiled, appreciating how nice he was to me.

"This date will be small and simple, but it will be meaningful okay?" He told me and walked further.

"That doesn't answer my question, you stupid sports jock" I giggled soft.

"Oh you better watch out you!" He playfully glared at me.

"Okay sorry!" I laughed and stopped when we arrived.

My eyes basically fell out of their sockets from how breathtaking the view around us was.

A grass field where you could see the sun shining happily. Many flowers bloomed around us and I saw that River put some small lights here and there just to give it a small touch.

"Do you like it?" He smiled at my face expression.

"I love it!" I yelled.

And I love you.

"I knew you would like this place.. It's beautiful, but not as gorgeous as you" He walked closer to me, wrapping his warm arms safely around my waist. "You are honestly such an adorable little bean who cares about everyone. You see the real me, you're not after me, because of my looks or popularity. You Semmy.. You are a pure soul.. And I never want to lose you" He told me as I blushed.

I stopped breathing, feeling his breath in my neck as he leaned his forehead against mine.

"What are you trying to say River?" I whispered confused, smiling to bring him at ease since I saw he became all tense and nervous.

"Do you.. Do you want to be my boyfriend?" He asked me then.

"How can I say no to those gray puppy eyes?"