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Prag's POV!

It has been 2 weeks since Jaan talked with abhi and properly talked with me! We didn't attend college for 3 days from that day to sort out things. But purab never listened me. He was damn strong in his decision. After lot of pleadings and crying, he accepted to talk with me but not like before.

We are standing under a tree near playground when abhi called purab. But purab didn't listen him and started walking. But this time, abhi is not in the mood to leave Jaan. But what surprised me is he called me by name! Isn't he dislike my name?

I saw him with open mouth. Then they left. But I followed them without their knowledge hiding behind a tree. They started talking!

Jaan slapped him! Ouch! Again slapped him... Oh my poor abhi! But the next is surprised me more than before. They both hugged while talking with tears in their eyes.

Did they already united!?

Then they both left to somewhere. I followed them but stopped in middle seeing them going inside boy's washroom. What is happening!!!!

I waited patiently for them to come. But, after that they both behaved like nothing happened.

Back to square one! Damn!

But I can say they both were hiding something from me!

Soon, I'll find it out!

The day went in college. The next day that is today, Saturday, I went to abhi's home to get some hints about Jaan and abhi's conversation. I said that I'm going to see Ashwin as excuse to Jaan. He saw me suspiciously but didn't question me either which I'm really greatful for!

I entered abhi's home. Dadi sat in sofa in hall. She smiled seeing me. I asked her about Ashwin. But she get nervous all of a sudden. Buy why??!

"Beta!! That.. Ashwin.... He.. He is in abhi's room.. Why are you asking ma?" She stammered.

"Nothing dadi! Just wanna see him!" I said. She saw me stumbling.

"He.. He is in headache... Why not you see him later?" She said. I saw bulz came from her room.

"Hey prags! What a surprise! By the way what are you doing here in this morning?" Bulz asked cheerfully.

"I.. I came to see ashu. But dadi said he had headache!" I said her. She grinned like she knows something.

"Headache?? *sighs* it will be gone if you see him! Come let's go!" Saying this, she dragged me to his room. Dadi tried to stop her, but she is in no mood for that.

She banged the door of his room or should I say abhi's room. But no one opened the door. After 10 mins, Ashu opened the door with annoyance prominent in his face. He looks so tired, his eyes are red and puffy, his hair is messed in all directions, his face is pale, his shirt is crunched... Totally he looks like a zombie!

He saw bulz. No actually glared. And his eyes landed on me, it shows longing, disappointed, hurt, pain or something I couldn't describe.

"What you want?" He asked bulz avoiding eye contact with me. I'm perplexed!

"Your rasgulla came to see you.. But you are asking what I want?" Bulz said teasingly. He sighed deeply before replying.

"I'm not in mood to talk to anyone! I'll talk later." He said like trying his best to bottle up his feelings which I can't predict.

"But ashu! Pragya is here! Your rasgulla!" Bulz said emphasizing the word pragya and rasgulla.

"It's ok bulz. Ashu! You take rest.. I just came to talk to you... Nothing important! Take care ashu.. Bye!" I said. Again he sighed deeply massaging his forehead and running his finger through his hair.

"Wait for 10 mins pragya! I'll freshen up and come." He said I nodded. I don't know why but hearing him calling me pragya instead of rasgulla makes me restless. He is trying to act like a stranger to me.

For God's sake, why everyone I like and calls me with nicknames before, now calling by my name! First, Jaan! Second, Abhi! Third, Ashu!!

I stepped inside the room. The room looked like a tornado hit last night.

Something is definitely wrong with him!

He came after 20 mins with neat tee shirt and pant from washroom.

"What happened pragya?" He asked as calm as he could.

"That's what I wanna ask you! What happened? Why are you like this? Why everything is messed in this room as well as your brain!? Why are calling me pragya? Is anything happened??" I asked placing my hand in his shoulder.

"Uh!! Nothing... Just a headache!" He told.

"Am I looking like fool to believe this? If you consider me as your friend, you can share with me.. Otherwise it's up to you!" I said. He didn't react for few minutes. Thinking that he didn't want to share with me, I stood and walked towards the door. He stopped me by gripping my wrist. I turned, he gestured me to sit.

"Pragya.. I mean rasgulla! I loved one girl! Damn! I loves her still! But it's one side. She didn't love me. She loves someone! I can't digest this. I already built a love castle in my heart but seems like it's just sand castle! Yesterday only I came to know this. What should I do? I don't know!" He said tears flowing down his cheeks. He leaned on my shoulder and cried. I let him cry his heart out in my shoulder.

After 10 good minutes, he stopped crying. I just patted his shoulder to calm him.

"Ashu! Calm down... I can understand your pain.. Ok tell me answers for my questions okay? Then we'll decide what to do!" I said giving him water to drink. He nodded little.

"Is the girl's love is singleside or double side?" I asked him. "Neither both! They both love each other but they didn't know that another one loves them.." He said.

"How are you so sure about this! I mean even they do know about their love and how come you know?" I asked him.

"I heard the boy who loves talked with her brother and he confesses his sister love to him" He said.

"Do you know the boy? I mean you think he is good for her?" I asked him. He silenced.

"Yes! He is good for her, I guess" He said after a long pause. With a small smile which didn't reached his eyes.

"Then you should leave her ashu! It'll be best for both of you! I think she is not meant for you. You should not confess your feelings to her. Because she is already in love, if you confess means, it'll confuse her and hurt her. Just let it go and move on ashu! I know you deserve best! So I'm sure you'll find your soulmate soon. Every first love is not a success and it surely not an end. Don't stress yourself for what not yours. You know one thing, God's blessing is not only we got what we deserve but also we don't get what we don't deserve! Take it positive!" I said. He gives me a small smile. Suddenly his phne started ringing.

He took and went to balcony. I came down stairs and saw dadi ma sitting in sofa with tension. As soon as she saw me, she ran to me.

"Are you fine pragya? Ashu is fine na?" She asked me impatiently.

"So you know about ashu's love ryt?" I asked. She give me a caught look.

"Don't worry dadi! He is fine! He just needs time. I'm sure dadi, that girl lose him. He is such a gem!" I smiled. She gave me confused look and the relaxed. I shrugged.

Then after that, I went to my home. Jaan was sitting there watching tv.

"Jaan! I want to talk to you!" I said. He switched off the tv and snapped at me.

"What's going on between you and abhi? You two are behaving weirdly!" I asked. He widened his eyes but soon composed himself with a blank expression.

"What's going on between us?! We didn't even talked! That day I slapped him, so he too starts avoids me which I'm really grateful for!" He said.

"Am I looking like 3 yr old kid? Tell me Jaan. What's happening!?" I asked him. He sighed.

"Baby please! Don't stress yourself now! I didn't ask abhi anything about your love ok? He asked me, i just told I can't say him as I promised to someone. Then he didn't bother me. Now about your love and all, let's make a deal! If you score good marks in every semesters and if you are in love till last semester, then I'll make abhi to marry you. It's not the age for love and marriage. Bulz and my story is different. We don't distract because no matter we love or not, we have to marry after college. But your relationship is quite complicated than usual. So you should prove yourself to me by scoring rank and settle down! And about Abhi, he too have a long journey in his career. Hope you understand baby!" He said.

I just hugged him tightly and cried. He is really the best brother. I should concentrate in my studies. After that, I'll deal with my love life!

"Love you Jaan! You are the best! I swear, I'll give my best in every semesters and I'll never get distracted by my love. And here after, I'll never talk with abhi and act like stranger till finish my college. But, he didn't love me Jaan. You can't make him marry me even after our graduation! It's his life! And I doesn't mean that I'll forget him, I'll love him forever no matter what. I don't want him to marry me in compulsion. Okay let's leave it all! Now my concentration will fully on my studies! Are you happy?" I asked him. He smiled.

"You don't know about other's heart! He may like you and who knows, he may love you! Don't conclude anything. Study baby! Then I promise to make my baby's life colorful! Now go and sleep!" He said kissing my forehead.

I went to sleep. Many questions revolved in my mind. But I thought not to think deeply anything for this 2 and half years. My aim is to become a successful engineer. To work overseas for earning more money and open a orphanage home with my own money!

I have to work hard to achieve my dream! I should not get distracted.

With these thoughts, sleep enveloped me.

Next day which is sunday I went to abhi's home!

No no! Don't get me wrong!

Just to check whether Ashwin is okay or not. But what I heard is shocked me to the core! Ashu left India!

He left in morning flight! I don't know what he thinks and what he decides! I prayed that he shouldn't took any wrong decision. I called him immediately. He attended in 4th ring.

When I said don't take any wrong decision, he laughed like a crazy man. I even wondered whether he became crazy because of his heart broken! Then he said, so many unexpected things happened yesterday in his life. So he want a break. That's why he left early before a week. I relieved hearing him.  Then we both chit chatted for sometime. I think he is much better now. I said about my dream of opening orphanage home. He said he'll support me and told me to ask him any help in future.

He is really a good soul!

After that when I about to leave, Abhi came in front of me from outside.

*eye lock*

"What are you doing here?" He asked me.

"I came to meet ashu! But... He is not here..." I said. He nodded.

"Actually I want to talk to you!" He said

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