JASON

There she was. Daisy, who I hadn't seen in almost a week, and who I barely knew but found myself missing. If I was an honest person I would admit to her that half the time away from the dorm and on my so called 'trip' was to get the hell away from her and the way she was altering my brain and emotions. I barely knew her. I almost knew nothing about her, and she didn't know me at all. It was weird how I rushed so quickly into being in a 'relationship' with her. I was being weird, as if she was mind controlling me. I crashed at a friend's place for the past three days just to avoid her. I tried to look at other women, but they were suddenly so fucking boring. Nothing like Daisy, who was actually the real simple and boring one.

But nothing about her was simple. Because she seemed to have some sort of spell over me and at this point I was convinced that it was because she was so attractive and I was just very attracted to her. But when I saw her with that guy that she claimed was just a friend, I wanted to rip his arms off for being so close to her. I couldn't understand myself. I was fucking confusing myself and I just wanted nothing more than to get the hell over my feelings. And then I looked at Daisy's face again and I became even more confused.

Dammit. I couldn't be a boyfriend. I didn't have enough commitment for that. For hell's sake.

Everything changed when Daisy came along. I wished there was a life where I became the perfect boyfriend for her. The boyfriend she deserved. I cared about her more than I could care for someone. I let this upon myself. She had no idea what she was signing up for when she prepared to me mine. Being mine didn't mean I would be hers in return. I would still get to mess around with other girls when I felt like it or have meaningless sex, while she couldn't do the same with other boys. It was selfish but it was my definition of her being mine.

For fucks sakes, what was wrong with me? I had a beautiful and smart, decent girl that was interested in me and I was actually considering cheating on her? What the fuck was wrong with me?

"Jason." Daisy voice sounded below me.
I felt her hands roam my stomach, her soft and smooth skin gently grazing over my hard pecs. Her cheeks darkened to a scarlet red as she blushed, causing me to chuckle.

"You're enjoying yourself too much, Angel." I teased. She smiled at me shyly.

God, that damn shy smile.

Not being able to help myself, I kissed her hard. Our lips moved in sinc for a few seconds before I teased her by licking the entrance of her lips, wanting access. She granted it without a second thought causing me to smile into the kiss. Eager, aren't we princess? My tongue entered her mouth without a second thought, I roamed her mouth and took complete control of the kiss, dominating her with ease. I could understand since she barely knew how to kiss in the first place. I was the only person to touch her like that, and the thought caused and almost animalistic growl to erupt from my throat when I possessively explored her mouth.

The thought of anyone else touching her like I did drove me nuts. It was a feeling I could never explain since I met her. She was so absolutely beautiful and I wanted her to myself.

The intensity of the kiss was increasing by the minute. I cupped Daisy's face gently and purposely pushed my aching groin against her leg. This was by far the first time I've kissed a girl and we never ended up having sex all night. I needed Daisy to know what she was doing to me. I was trying so hard not to rip her pajamas off and just take her innocence right there and right then.

"Hmm..." I hummed quietly into the kiss. Daisy was the one to pull away first. She breathed heavily, about to wrap her warms around my neck when I took a hold of them instead. I used one hand to keep her hands above her head and the other I used to grip her waist tightly.

Her nervous expression was absolutely appealing. All the woman I have been with in the past have been confident, and to see her display emotions other than over confidence was completely attractive.

"Can I ask you something, Jason?" She asked suddenly.

I stiffened, knowing exactly what she was about to ask.

I didn't reply, but I guess she felt the need to ask either way.

"Where were you for almost six days?"

"It doesn't matter where I was." I replied softly, brushing the hair out of her face.

"It does, and I just really wish you would tell me."

"Aren't you just a busy bunny?" I joked.

"I'm just curious." She shrugged cutely.

"Don't be."

"Were you... Dealing with Lucien and his gang because of what happened the other night?" She asked.

"Don't say shit like that."

"I was just wondering if-"

"Don't wonder either." I said in annoyance. "This shit is dangerous, Daisy. I don't want you to be involved."

"I know, I just thought that you trusted me enough to tell me." Her eyes flutted downwards causing me to sigh. This was why I didn't do relationships. Being a lone ranger meant that I didn't have to give a shit about anyone's safety other than my own.

"It's not like that, baby." I said gently. I kissed her jaw softly, stroking her hand gently with my thumb. "I don't ever want to see you hurt because of me. Do you understand?"

"I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself." She said with a pout.

I chuckled at how adorable she was. "Come on, you should get some rest."

"I'm not tired." She whispered hurridly.

I smiled and bent down to grab her hands. I pulled her up and against me when suddenly she rested her head on my shoulder. I tensed up, feeling awkward for a second before playing with her hair instead of doing nothing like a moron. I wasn't fond of the kind of intimacy that lead to gentle hugs and heads on shoulders. My mother died when I was fourteen and that was six and a half years ago. That was how long ago I shared a long hug with someone.

"What are you doing?" I asked softly, rubbing her hair against her head.

"I thought something bad happened to you when you were gone. I'm glad you're okay." She said into my bare shoulder, her voice genuine and dripping with sincerity.

I froze for a few seconds. I couldn't move. She cared about me. She was the first person in society to care for someone like me. I released a deep breath and buried my face into her neck and wrapped my arms tightly around her waist. Her body moulded to mine perfectly, as if she was meant to be there.

In the moment I realized something. I would do anything for this girl. Even if it meant committing to her I would do that too. Fuck my hormonal needs, I wasn't about to use her and call her mine when I wasn't hers. From now onward, I would be hers too.

We finally pulled away after a long, dare I say beautiful moment.

"If you're not tired, what do you wanna do then?" I asked, sending her a lazy smile.

"Anything?" She asked hopefully.

I couldn't help myself. "Anything." I confirmed.

"We can have a series marathon!" She said excitedly, bouncing away from me and already heading towards the plasma tv. I had successfully convinced the headmaster to let me install my own tv. She wanted us to use that shitty old ones from the 19's that people still considered.

"What's your favourite series?" I asked. I barely watched anything besides for the news. But a plasma t.v. was useful and mandatory when you had the latest Xbox and the best games.

"Oh, there's so many," she said excitedly. I laughed at how excited she was.

"There's The Flash, Gossip Girl, Supergirl and Teen Wolf. I can't decide." She frowned.

"Which is the least girlyish?"

"The Flash, I guess."

"Then that it is." I confirmed.

"Yay! You are gonna love it."

As long as I got to watch you watch it, Sweetheart.

We were by the fifth episode and strangely, I was enjoying the show.

"Why doesn't he tell Iris that he has superhuman speed? I mean what the fuck if I awoke from a coma being able to run faster than fucking sound, I would brag about it." I said honestly.

"He wants to keep her safe. That's why he's protecting her from his new world. Don't you get it?" Daisy's sweet voice laughed when she glanced at my frown.

"Nope."

"It's kinda like you and me. You won't tell me anything about what you do in your free time. Because you want to protect me from your world too."

"Yeah but it's way different. He's the good guy that's saving people. I'm the asshole that's scaring people and hurting them. There's a huge difference."

"Yet it's based on the same concept."

Point made, Daisy. Point made.

Instead of letting her bask in the pride of being right, I nuzzled my head into her neck knowing that she would freeze up if I did so. I laughed quietly when she froze up indeed, her breath seeming to slow down. I loved that I had that affect on her, it made me feel in control. And I loved feeling that way.

"It's past ten. Are you tired yet, Angel?" I asked her. Instead of answering, she let out a quiet yawn and stretched her arms. I smiled at the action and how cute she appreared to be.

"No. I'll stay up with you a little longer." She mumbled, her eyes drooping slightly.

"Come on, babe. Get some rest." I urged.

"No." She said stubbornly, aiming her attention towards the tv, acting as if she was watching when she was falling asleep instead.

I let out a huff at her before moving her body off of me and procceeding to get off the bed. She was comfortably lying on my chest but I seriously needed to get this jeans off. I despised sleeping in anything besides my boxers. It was too uncomfortable.

"Where are you going?" Daisy asked. She snapped out of the sleepy trance she was in and looked at me in alarm. She reached out to grab my arm but I playfully moved away causing her to fall face first onto the bed.

I couldn't help myself. I laughed humorously at the look of sheepishness on her face. She sent me a threatening glare which only seemed to make things funnier than it was.

"Oh baby, you have got to be faster than that." I teased. She huffed in annoyance and tried to get up but the blankets that were tangled up in her legs prevented her from doing so and she ended up falling a
gain, failing miserably in the process.

"Jason." She whined. "Help me up."

I smirked. "Nope."

"Then please tell me where you're going."

"Relax, Angel. I just wanna turn the tv off and take off this stupid ass jeans I'm wearing."

My heart warmed by the little fact that she didn't want me to leave. I felt like a fucking king.

"Oh." She mumbled in embarresment.

I chuckled at her expression. This girl just never fail to amuse me. Every little thing she did was as adorable as the first. I didn't think I could ever get bored of her.

When the TV was off and I finally got the annoying as hell jeans off, I looked back at Daisy to notice that she was comfortably lying on the bed, drowning in the blankets. I smiled to myself and slowly got under the covers with her.

"Sleep well, princess."

"Good night, Jason."

I stared at Daisy's peacefully sleeping face till my eyes closed too, my last memory before I slept was of the sleeping beauty lying besides me.