Narrators Pov -current time- continuing

Natsu sat in a daze at his desk as class flew by the only thing on his mind was his nerdy goddess so focus on her all day he forgot about his 'beloved' girlfriend. Lisanna had been talking her head away while sitting next to him at lunch. She had wanted to get this new makeup palette that was absolutely gorgeous. Somewhere she realized that her boyfriend wasnt even paying attention to her. She was use to the air headed boy ignoring her but it still hurt especially when he had a weird look in his eyes she's never seen. It was as if she wasnt in his world. She might be a cold hearted bitch, she was human though. She also had a heart. Her feelings for Natsu were real, she loved the boy dearly.

She noticed Natsu was too focus on whatever was on his mind be was picking at his food. Something Natsu Dragneel does not do. Lisanna heard the rumors about him befriending the nerd. Which was sus as fuck to her. Knowing her boyfriend hated nerds and having a really good reason for it. She feared the worst. Gray, Natsu's best enemy had noticed Lisanna stop blabbing. He could see the sad glint in her eyes as she stared at her boyfriend. He felt bad for her. Natsu was using her for a discount at her sister's dinner Fairy Tail. Their usual hangout spot. Which he knew he wasnt right for. It was none of his business though so he stayed out of it.

"Natsu want to go on a date?" Lisanna said tapping on Natsu's shoulder to bring him out of his daze. Anything would do, as long as his attention was on her. That's why she had always acted out, she knew Natsu had no romantic feelings for her. She was okay with being used. Afterall she loved the man more than she loved herself.

"nah" He simply answered walking away from their table. As he walked away lisanna felt a heavy pain in her heart. 'why..what did I do wrong?' She thought walking to her next class.

The last bell rang signaling all the kids to go home. The hallways burst with laughter and chatter. Lisanna was at her locker grabbing her Louis Vuitton purse and her Victorias Secret lip gloss labeled 'satin gloss'. She fixed her hairy quickly in the mirror and applied a quick layer of lip gloss. Flexing on the other kids she put her air pods in her ears and clicked her fashion nova heels on the hallway floors. She was the Kim Kardashian of the school and she loved it. She was labeled as her own person and not Dragneels girl. She was fine without him.

Yet she still wanted him. Her right heel clicked on the floor of her all white range rover. She blasted 'Butterflies' By Queen Naija. feeling a special connection with the song she wish someone could love her for the real her. Not the bitch she made out of herself to impress Natsu. Before dating him she was a simple girl who adored animals, was a vegan and loved her giant sweaters with leggings.

Lisanna opened the door to her light pink bedroom. Pictures of her and Dragneel all over her walls. Her smile was the brightest next to him. Yet she still missed the old her. Opening her closet she grabbed an old shoe box. She hasnt opened it in years. Inside were pictures of her first love and her. More than anything she feared Natsu leaving her just like he did. 'I'm not enough..' She thought putting the box back in her closet.

'why why can't I ever be enough. I always change myself into the perfect female for those I date. for once god please please let me be enough' Tears streamed down her face as she flung her body onto her bed. The tears comforted her as she soon fell asleep. Her last thoughts were anything but positive.

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