A public message from Alexa

I'm back, bitches.

It has been a few months since the incident of my big exposé, and I did fall further into the hole of darkness after all the hate, explaining my silence on the issue. I felt it was a violation of my privacy, and I hired a private detective to investigate the issue, and turns out the website wasn't hacked. It was a fully thought out plan to gain fame by Rantspace.

Also, I didn't file a case on Liam Thomas previously and I regret it. But it's time to mend my mistakes, attached below is the security camera footage of my house which consists of the whole incident. I will fight.

Today, I come out of my hole with no shame. Since the last year, I had been suffering from anorexia and depression. But after my exposé, I seeked therapy, and I'm not ashamed of it. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to recognize that something's not okay. It's okay to seek therapy.

I shouldn't have hidden my ailment from you all, afterall it was a part of me. But now, I accept my flaws.

The world can be haunting sometimes with all its standards. They try to showcase all these perfect celebrities as the standard. But I want to tell you all, that even celebrities, the people you look up to aren't perfect. I have my own flaws and struggles with low self-esteem.

People always discuss about the good and happy things like they received an award or that they got into this college. We even discuss physical illnesses openly like she is down with the flu.

But what about mental illnesses?

Shh, she's okay, just a little moody.

Shh, someone said she has gone crazy.

I understand, maybe they only talk about the good things to spread positivity, but the ignoring the problems isn't avoiding negativity, it's the denial of what's already there.

So let's pledge to recognize our flaws and own them. Let's accept ourselves the way we are. Let's love ourselves for who we are.
I might not be perfect, but I'm perfectly me.

I love myself.

Tell me your story and what you love about yourself by tagging #loveyourself.