CHAPTER 27: I'LL WAIT FOR YOU

Sebastian was so happy when he came his parent's house and listened Ian laughing with his father. It was the first day Cooper and Simon let Blaine going out alone and he decided to be with his children. Julia wanted them to be alone, so she was in the kitchen.

"Hi, mom." He kissed her cheek.

"Hi, honey."

"You seem happy."

"You can imagine how happy I am while I'm listening Blaine and Ian laughing and playing. They had been together all the afternoon."

When Ian saw Sebastian, he run to hug him. At first, they hadn't been too close, but they were better then. Blaine went to get Emily ready to go home and he gave her to Sebastian.

"She is ready, when you get home you only have to feed her and bath her. She hadn't slept too much, so she won't be too noisy tonight."

"Thank you. I'm so happy you were with them this afternoon. Do you want us to take you home?"

"No, thank you. I'll get a train."

"I'll walk you to the door" Sebastian let Emily with her mother and waited Blaine to say goodbye to the kids. They went to the front door. "Will you be here tomorrow?"

"I don't know... I... I'm still in love with you and seeing you every day hurts..." Sebastian was going to talk, but Blaine didn't stop to say what he needed to say. "I know the kids needs us to have a good relationship, they need both of us and everything but... Maybe we should take turns to be with them... You can call me when you finish at work and I'll leave. I want us to have distance. I know we were apart for four years and it must be enough for me to forget you, but..." Blaine couldn't talk anymore because Sebastian kissed him with so much love. It was a long kiss; they had been waiting for it for a long time. Smythe's hands were on the other's hips, holding him softly. Anderson's hands were on his ex's chest. They were like that when the kiss finished, they smiled and kissed again.

"I still love you. I know I made a lot of mistakes, but my love hasn't changed."

"But you didn't try to get back."

"Blaine, I love you and there's one thing that I want more than to be with you and that's you getting better. I don't want you to feel pressured for a love relationship right now. I can wait and, when you are better, I'll be here. If you want it, we'll be together."

"Why wait? Why can be together now? I want to be with you."

"Last time your happiness depended on me and that didn't end well. I don't want it to happen again. I don't know what will happen, but if our relationship finish badly, I don't want you to..." He couldn't say it.

"You are right, maybe it's too soon..." Blaine was embarrassed, but Sebastian made him to look at his eyes.

"I want to be with you, but I care about your health. I want you to be fine, I want you to be happy. If I have to wait for it, I will. I don't want you to rush things. I worry about you and you have to worry about yourself too, you'll worry about everything else in the future."

Blaine nodded and kissed Sebastian one last time before going out.

The next day, Sebastian was eager to arrive to his parent's house. He wanted to see his kids and Blaine. However, he was disappointed when he didn't listen laughs like the day before. He went to the kitchen, where his mother was cooking.

"Isn't Blaine here?" He asked after kissing her cheek.

"They are sleeping. They have been playing all the afternoon and they were tired. They are in the living room, it's really sweet... You should go there."

Sebastian did it and smiled when he saw the TV on but no one seeing it. Blaine was lying on the couch and Ian was over him. There was a blanket over them and he guessed her mother put it there.

He tidied some toys, thinking about if he should wake them up or not. He was going to go to the kitchen when he saw Blaine's notebook. He had doubts, but he wanted to know what he had written in it, so he opened it. He felt so bad when he realized there was only one sentence there. "I have two wonderful children". He didn't think it really counted because it wasn't about Blaine. He closed the notebook and listening someone move.

"Good afternoon, Sleepy Beauty." Sebastian smiled. Even if his heart was broken, he would take care of Blaine and help him to recover.

"Have you been here for long?" He left Ian on the couch and stood up.

"I just arrived. How was your day." Smythe kissed the other's cheek. The day before they had kissed on the lips, but they didn't want to act like a couple.

"Lovely, but we are tired." They looked at the others eyes and Sebastian realized there was a little shine in those wonderful hazel eyes. It wasn't like five years ago, but it was better than the last weeks.

"Do you have plans for this Saturday?"

"No."

"Do you want to be with us. We can go to the park or something."

"Sure."