Chapter 1: Love yourself
Namjoon's POV.
It's been a stressful few weeks for me and the guys, but it has been even worse on Seokjin. I've walked past his studio many times to hear silent crying being overpowered by his music. I have knocked on his door asking if he was ok all he replys is, "I'm fine." From then on I've been worried about Jin and I still am to this day.
The date currently is Novermber 12th 2018, and we just finished out dance practice for our newest MV. I started to pack up all of my stuff while everyone started leaving already. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Jin, he looked like he wa sin a lot of pain and I think he slowly had tears building up in his eyes. He left the room in a rush and I picked up my bad and ran after him all the way to his personal studio.
I was continuously knocking on his door until he opened the door, but when he did I was met with a sight that upset me the most.
"Hey, Jin it's alright just come here." I coaxed him. When he opened the door I was met with his trying to keep himself up with the doorframe and had a tear streaked face. Jin fell into my hold and started crying while both the others watched the scene unfold before their eyes.
I walked into the studio taking Jin with me on the way in and kicked the door shut behind me. I pulled back slightly to reach up and wipe the tears from Jin's face and kissed his forehead. I picked him up and his waist and had him wrap his legs around me and walked over to his couch sitting down with him in my lap.
"What's wrong Jin talked to me." I whispered rubbing his back some to try and comfort him and relax his uneasy nerves.
"It hurt's a lot knowing that the people are right Joon." Jin cried out in Namjoon's shoulder.
"Who, and when Jin?" Namjoon asked trying to keep his temper under control as he reached in his pocket for his phone.
"At the mall when we are out and I go off by myself or on Twitter when I go on." Jin replied back tensing when he felt Namjoon lift a hand while the other stayed on Jin's back rubbing it slightly.
"Look Jin I need you to stay off Twitter and stay with me while this is cleared up. What exactly are they saying?" Namjoon looked at his phone bringing up Twitter and tapped on the post icon, then set his phone to the side waiting for Jin.
"They say I'm just a burden, that I shouldn't be in the group, and so much more Joon." Jin pulled back and looked at Namjoon then moved back to Namjoon's shoulder to relax again. Namjoon sighed and started to rub Jin's back again to call him some more while he grabbed his phone again.
"Jin don't listen to them again they are wrong, ok? You arent a burden you are like a mother to the other five they look up to you and love you like a son admires his mother." Namjoon whispered to him and started to make a post of the level of disappointment he was in for the ARMY or people making fun of Jin. He soon heard light snores form Jin after he posted the tweet he didnt check for comments he ddint check for likes all he cared about was Jin.
"Sleep well Jinnie." Namjoon whispered and leaned back a bit more and got comfortable holding Jin and then started to drift off to sleep himself. The last thing he heard was the soft snores of Jin not knowing that the door of the studio door opened and the members were taking pictures and commenting how cute it was.
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I would like to present this chapter that I have been working hard on to bring to you guys! You guys may not like it, but dont worry jsut to more chapters of kinda like introduction then the story will get better I promise!
With much love,
Shadow ♡
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