Heart attack: A sudden and sometimes fatal occurrence of coronary thrombosis, typically resulting in the death of part of a heart muscle.

In my case this wasn't the definition, it wasn't that I was literally having a heart attack but actually having one figurately. I told Danny all about what happened, all he did was shrug, smile, and join them. Guys were confusing-but Danny took on a whole new level of confusion. He wasn't normal, wasn't very kind, and had so many buried secrets-that one of them consisted of someone actually being buried. 

It was lunch time at school now, The sudden urge to eat came over me and forced me into the line where many kids fooled around. All of them so unaware to the space around them, bumping into people rudely and laughing like idiots. And I was alone, probably looked pathetic. Which led to me fidgeting and feeling awkward, not making it any better.

The lunch lady gave me a somewhat angry smile, "do you want a burger or chicken sandwich?" I pointed to the burger and she set it on the tray with fruit, I pushed in my code and grabbed my tray. Everyone was filling up the tables, quietly I sat in a small space at the end of one closer to me. 

It wasn't right to be here now, most kids in the state of my being and issues would be either at home or under police authority. The door opened letting in cold air, Danny stood there with a frown and pale face. He came over and sat down. "I think something is happening to me." He said, not now, I didn't need this evil presence looming over me right now. 

"What do you mean, like, how are you changing?" shoot, how come I just asked him further information. "Like, I am feeling more normal, something inside me has warmed up. But, it's not really all that good of a thing. I mean I am getting better. But do still have my cons, my parents may =-grandparents, may be even more dangerous now. One, because I am healing and because it's almost January." 

"Not really, only late November now." 

"Yeah, now it is. But December is going to feel like it never even happened. It's going to fly by."

"Well, should I be worried?" Danny frowned even more than I thought he could,  then nodded. "Yeah, everything that has already happened is about to be five times as worse now. And you have to keep me strong, and make sure I don't do anything. Cause I may end up hurting you and I don't want that."

I nodded, unable to really let all this sink in at the moment. 

"Okay." Is all I said, what was I supposed to say anyway. Fear was crawling up my skin by now. Danny hugged me. and just like the other day when he out his hand on me-he felt warm-and I felt a bit safer actually being near him now. 

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I got home, mom was gone, and it was raining. Pouring in fact, and the wind only made it more tense.

There was a snack left on the table-just half a sandwich. Something easily makeable on my own terms. Although it wasn't like I was hungry, I turned on the tv. A movie was playing, but it was still too early to tell which one it was. Maybe a Nicholas Sparks movie, it did look sort of sad and lovey like. I switched the channel to some reality tv show, the coldness in the house only grew even with the heat on.

 I made a cocoa and was finally able to settle on the sofa, feeling warm and sleepy all at once.