Brendon runs his hand through Mikey's hair. Trying not to start breaking down and he felt worse cause all he wanted right now was Dallon. After they went out to lunch they came back to Mikey's place and had sex. Yes, he willingly had sex with Mikey and he enjoyed it too, he liked being in charge for once. But, Dallon was his safety blanket, yet he is under the sheets with Mikey.

"What's wrong?" Mikey looks up at Brendon

"Nothing... I thought you said you wanted to take things slow. Don't get me wrong this afternoon has been amazing." Brendon says

"I did." Mikey sits up moving from on top of to next to Brendon.

"What changed?" Brendon asks

"I told myself that wouldn't get into this too fast but I also don't want to miss out on something that has the potential to be great. I like you, Brendon." Mikey says

"I like you too." Brendon smiles

"I have been told I fall too fast." Mikey moves back on top of Brendon.

I one swift move Brendon flips the two and says "I fall too hard." he should thank Ryan for that move later.

"Fuck..." The two lips connect, once again.

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"Thanks, for helping me," Josh says putting away his homework.

"It's no problem, Josh," Tyler says

"Since you normally get paid for helping people with their homework, I'm buying dinner, anything you want." Josh offers.

"That wasn't bad. You don't have to do that."

"For you maybe." Josh rolls his eyes

"It was easy, Josh and I barely helped you."

"I could be using this as an excuse to buy you dinner. Even though it's like ten o'clock" Josh says

"Now, I'm not gonna turn down the offer."

"Where are we going?" Josh asks

"I think you know." Tyler laughs and Josh smiles getting his keys

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"You look like shit." Ryan says

"I feel like it."  Dallon sighs

Ryan moves into Dallon's lap kissing him roughly. "Fuck even your mouth tastes like whiskey."

"And you're happy to see me," Dallon says

"Of course I am." Ryan starts to unbutton Dallon's shirt.

Dallon pauses "I'm not in the mood,"

"You!? Not in the mood to have sex?" Ryan gasps "Are you feeling okay?" Ryan puts his hand up to Dallon's forehead and asks "Do I need to call a doctor?"

"Haha, funny Ryan." Dallon rolls his eyes

"Did you hear from one of them today?" Ryan asks

"Nope." Dallon shakes his head.

"Brendon will have to call you at some point."

"Maybe not."

"You practically own him."

"But feel like I lost him too." Dallon sighs

"Just give it time."

"Fine."

"I'm sorry that I can't tell you what you want to hear Dallon." Ryan says

"You're just being honest." Dallon shrugs

"I love when this side of you comes out but I know that means you're hurting."

"You don't love all of me." Dallon pouts

"I love some more than others, but I adore every part of you."  Ryan kisses his cheek.

"And you dare call me a flirt?" Dallon chuckles a bit.

"I learned from you"

"Bed now?"

"I'm not in the mood anymore I just did enough kissing ass." Ryan jokes kind of...

Dallon throws Ryan over his shoulder. "I wasn't giving you an option."

"Put me down and then why did you say it like a question?" Ryan asks

"No, and it was rhetorical. I forgot you are a smart ass." Dallon says opening Ryan's bedroom door.

"Hey! You love me."

"I do." Dallon chuckles

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This was an interesting chapter nonetheless, they're all somewhat happy.

Also, most of the time I was writing this chapter I was listening to Cobra Starship, Lana Del Rey and some really random ass songs.

Another thing I'm pretty proud of the chapter length of the last couple chapters.

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