Chapter 26;
"holy shit, he's mad."

Yoongi let out a broken sob once more as he raced out of the building, feeling nothing but coldness as he bolted out into the winter air. The icy air sent chills around his body and he shivered but did nothing to stop it, only run. He needed to get out of that building. He felt like he was suffocating.

"Hyung!" someone called, making Yoongi stop. He turned around and he glared at the person, running again. He didn't want to see them. He didn't want anything to do with him.

Is this payback?

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Yoongi stood across from BamBam, his arms crossed over his chest and he stared. BamBam seemed nervous and walked forward and backwards, muttering words. Yoongi growled and slammed his foot down, catching BamBam's attention.

"What did you need from me?" Yoongi questioned, his gaze sharp alone with his voice. He doesn't know why, but he felt very defensive every time someone talked about Jimin and him. BamBam flinched at his harsh voice and stood up straighter and clearing his throat.

"You remembered how you.. used Taehyung?" Yoongi flinched at the question and slowly nodded, his harsh wall slowly crumbling. Why was he asking this?

"Jimin is.." BamBam hesitated but then inhaled sharply and looked Yoongi in the eye.

"Jimin is using you." Yoongi choked on his own saliva and toppled over, needing to hold onto the wall so he doesn't face plant on the floor.

Yoongi thought back to the times they spent together. How Jimin would push him away when they were alone but would cling onto him when others were near. How Jimin didn't want any contact with Yoongi when others were around.

He's treating him just like Yoongi did to Taehyung.

Yoongi's breath hitched as tears fell, and BamBam just stood and watched.

So this is what it feels like to be used. To be toyed with, to be a puppet. Yoongi finally understood Taehyung's feelings and felt even worse than before. He wasn't crying because Jimin had no feelings for him, no. He was crying because he felt like a fucking puppet with iron strings tied around him. Where his puppeteer thought they could never be broken, but they were already broken, he just didn't care.

Yoongi cried because of how broken Taehyung must've felt. How fucking tired the boy was of being played with, but could never do anything because he was too in love. Too in love with the asshole playing with him and his body.

Yoongi didn't deserve to be Taehyung's happiness. He didn't deserve Taehyung's forgiveness. He didn't deserve Taehyung.

"How do you know..?" Yoongi questioned, his voice a whisper. BamBam thought it was because he found out the love of his life didn't love him back.

"He texted me about it after I questioned why he was so distant towards you."

"Was it really that obvious?"

BamBam snorted. "Fuck yeah. Taehyung even noticed and asked us if we knew anything."

Yoongi sighed. "I knew something was up.. but I never knew that I was being used." Yoongi choked on a sob.

"Yeah.. apparently he's using you to make someone jealous." Just like I did.

"Who..?" Yoongi didn't want to know.

"Jungkook."

...

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!" holy shit, he's mad.

BamBam backed away as Yoongi stormed out of the bathroom, slamming the door shut behind him. His yell alerted the rest of his friends and they rushed over, only finding a furious looking Yoongi with tears streaming down his face.

Taehyung's heart broke at the sight.

Jimin went forward and touched his shoulder, only to be pushed away.

"Get the FUCK off of me!" Yoongi snarled, frightening the group. Yoongi locked eyes with Taehyung and more tears streamed down his face and he ran out.

Yoongi let out a broken sob once more as he raced out of the building, feeling nothing but coldness as he bolted out into the winter air. The icy air sent chills around his body and he shivered but did nothing to stop it, only run. He needed to get out of that building. He felt like he was suffocating.

  "Hyung!" someone called, making Yoongi stop. He turned around and he glared at the person, running again. He didn't want to see them. He didn't want anything to do with him.

  Is this payback?

Yoongi made it home and slammed the door shut. More tears streamed down his face as he threw his shoe at whatever. All he heard was a loud crashing sound before sliding down the door, his hand going through his hair before gripping it tightly and letting out a growl of frustration.

This is payback. Fuck you, fate.

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furious yoongi is a sexy yoongi.

also hi i wanted to update early because your guys' comments on my vent yesterday made me so fucking happy you have no idea. i literally bawled myself to sleep because i was so happy. i love you all, you are so fucking amazing oh my g o d.

thank you all so much :)

ALSO

DID YOU SEE THE NEW MV??? THAT GUITAR WAS FUCKING AMAZING

BUST A N U T

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have a good day or night! :))))))))) sweet dreams and sweet thoughts!